08/12/04 01:17 - ID#20827

When school keeps you up at night...

I seriously got like 3 hours of sleep last night because all I could think about was where I am going to go to grad school??? Maureen let me borrow one of her grad school books about what schools offer what programs and such. All I could do is plan out where I am going to live for the next 5 or so years. I went to bed at like 5 and woke up at 9 cause that was so in my mind-all I could think about. So now I am a bit overwhelmed about thinking about all that I need to get done before the end of the summer-studying and such. Thanks Maureen for setting me in the right direction so that I may actually get into grad school. Seriously if you weren't being so hardcore about the whole thing, I pry would have never studied or realized that I had to take exams to get into grad school-or three exams at that. You are a God send, thank you so very much.

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08/11/04 02:18 - ID#20826

Purity

Bright Eyes always sings about being pure-or so it seems to me? And I think he really has a good idea. Does anyone else identify so much with what he says in his songs, so many lines are like-"damnit yes-i so know what you are talking about." I would love to have a talent where I could connect with a lot of people like that. I digress-purity...yes I have been thinking about it today and I really believe in its concept. I really want my intentions in life to be selfless most of the time. Do you know what I am talking about when you do something really from your heart and you receive praise and then your intentions totally turn into your ego. I really despise that in myself, and I want to always be able to want the best for others and really be happy for them-genuinely happy for them. Some people can so naturally act from their heart because they are so intune with it. It is something that I really strive for, and desire.:)

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08/06/04 03:08 - ID#20825

Stickboy?

Where did he go? Does anyone see him anymore?

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Location: Buffalo, NY

08/06/04 03:03 - ID#20824

Rockin Hard

Paul---Yea I think that we should find a new bar to hang out at. Personally I was never a big fan of the Pink-in fact I have always hated it. But I would like to suggest possibly 946 (the bar with the neon #'s) or Merlins? I have never actually been in either but any place has to be better than the Pink. Really I think that Keith is the person to ask since he is forever "Rockin Hard." He is the expert!!!!

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Location: Buffalo, NY

08/06/04 03:00 - ID#20823

The Enigma of this Site

MetalPeter-you came up in conversation at The Pink last nite, because people really would like to actually see who you are since you are a regular on this site. So I think it is your duty as an epeep to do that!!!

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08/04/04 11:26 - ID#20822

Wasted

Today was such a waste and I wish I had the energy to make my day off actually productive. Instead I recovered from going out last night physically and emotionally . I don't really think I have recovered at all though. I have so much stuff that I have to get done before the end of summer and I just chose to do nothing. I hope tomorrow is a better day!

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08/04/04 04:42 - ID#20821

METALPETER

Thank you for answering many of my entries. I don't understand why you do not come out to Pink on Thursdays?

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08/03/04 02:57 - ID#20820

Nite Talks

Do you ever just wish you could talk to someone at night before you go to bed late at nite? Do you know what I mean? Why is it that one gets longing for conversation just before they go to bed late at nite?

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08/03/04 02:29 - ID#20819

Space

Do you think that much of the time we feel negative feelings toward someone is just because we do not allow them enough space? This is something that I generally try to do-that is give people space. It is really difficult, cause it means relying on oneself. Although sometimes it feels really good to get mad at someone so that you can feel righteous? Its bad to admit maybe?-but it feels really good to feel right sometimes. I think a lot of the time when we don't give people ample space ( i don't mean walk all of you) that is when we get angry too easily or upset at them. Sometimes it is nice and sometimes it just puts too much stress on us tho. I really try to do this, but I think I really need to make more of a committment to it.

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Location: Buffalo, NY

07/29/04 12:12 - ID#20818

Matt being a good citizen

(AKA Boxerboi---sp?)
Matt, way to keep up recycling!!! You should be part of my recycling crew! I know you want to. I am so excited that you are going to The Pink Thursday. I am not going to stay late-but yeah I am so glad you are going!!! See you there!

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