So I am finally almost done wiht the whole grad school application process, and let me tell you that it feels damn good. It was more of a haul than I would have ever imagined, and made the semester the hardest I have ever endured HOWEVER I am just happy that I am almost done.

"Cutos" (sp?) to Jesse for taking the GRE's today and hopfully surviving it-GREAT JOB. You must be so glad to be done wiht it.

I am looking forward to Thanksgiving i guess, but I know Delprino and I will be hittin' the stats hard as we analyze our data on resiliency. I am not looking forward to entering in about 70 questionnaire with about 120 questions each. I probably will not be seeing straight for dayz after that, but this semester is almost over and then I will be able to breathe once again (NOTE TO SELF: Do not get myself into more work than hours I sleep in a day..i don't even really know if that makes any sense???) It will be good to see the group again as I expect everyone to be home for the holidays.

I really don't get why Thanksgiving makes people want to drink?-more than say the night before Christmas eve or New Years Eve.

On another note- I really cannot fathom that I am just about 22, although I will NOT be celebrating my birthday until after the school year is over as I would actually like to enjoy it. But I mean its such a dull year to turn 22, i mean fitting I guess as this whole semester has been, but still I cannot believe that I have already hit my peak and I still have not dated anyone etc. How does that happen?-I can't really figure it out?

One last inquiry-do you think there is a collective unconsciousness? Because I have to say that I think there is. First of all I think it almost goes without saying that "we retreat from that which pursues us"-we only like those that don't like us back. But like did you ever have a relationship wiht someone that they only wanted to talk to you when you didn't want to talk to them? And now of course I don't really want to talk to him, and now he calls. Okay its not as dramatic as it seems. ANd I will explain for all of those that care...THis kid won't call for like 3-4 weeks, even tho I called on occasion, no returned phone call. Then I decided that I am pissed at him because he wont come and visit (Florida dweller).-now i didn't tell him or act as if i were mad. but he has called twice within two days and even left a message which is unheard of for him. i don't get it? Whatev its not really important anyways...all that matters is that my grad school shit is almost done.

PS Peter I very much enjoyed your journal entry about guys and what they would do even if they were gay-very entertaining.