08/03/04 02:29 - ID#20819

Space

Do you think that much of the time we feel negative feelings toward someone is just because we do not allow them enough space? This is something that I generally try to do-that is give people space. It is really difficult, cause it means relying on oneself. Although sometimes it feels really good to get mad at someone so that you can feel righteous? Its bad to admit maybe?-but it feels really good to feel right sometimes. I think a lot of the time when we don't give people ample space ( i don't mean walk all of you) that is when we get angry too easily or upset at them. Sometimes it is nice and sometimes it just puts too much stress on us tho. I really try to do this, but I think I really need to make more of a committment to it.

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Location: Buffalo, NY

07/29/04 12:12 - ID#20818

Matt being a good citizen

(AKA Boxerboi---sp?)
Matt, way to keep up recycling!!! You should be part of my recycling crew! I know you want to. I am so excited that you are going to The Pink Thursday. I am not going to stay late-but yeah I am so glad you are going!!! See you there!

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Location: Buffalo, NY

07/27/04 01:26 - ID#20817

Paul

I need to come over for a quick lesson on how to exactly use this website. I am not sure if its my computer, but more likely my lack of skill. There are a lot of things i need to learn how to use-and yes I agree my picture is #1. I couldn't figure out how to chat otherwise I would have chatted instead of writing an entry!

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Location: Buffalo, NY

07/27/04 01:23 - ID#20816

Psychic

Have you ever gone to a psychic and felt like they said just about everything that you were thinking in your head? Is it that they are telling you what is best for you, or they are telling you what you already think? Although I don't know the answer I am going to go along with the advice anyhow! I think I need some direction.

I am vowing to be more "edgie"-okay and i most likely will not stick to that, but I am going to try because now really I think my actions are too conservative despite the fact that I am supposidly so "liberal." Along with being "edgie" I am going to attempt to be more easy going-with the flow!

Ahh yes and thank you so much for the feedback on letterboxing! I was starting to feel like a freak. And thanks Ajay for answering me on resiliency!!!

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Location: Buffalo, NY

07/25/04 02:31 - ID#20815

Invaded

Do you know what I mean when you feel invaded by someone. Not only do you think about them a lot, but you feel your actions and thoughts are dedicated to them. Its the worst! I suppose a lot of things are the worst, but I really hate it. Its not even as bad as it used to be for me, I used to be like this all the time-thank God for meditation. I really think if one were to live a single life, it is so much less complicated. Hahaha-acutally I am single-so I guess what i mean is that if one were to never really care for someone for even want to. I know somethings are worth the bad times, but I don't know that relationships are. I become clouded by them and I really loose myself and who I am. After one day of thinking I am dating someone, I am transformed. Why is it all so dramatic?

AND

Am I the only person that thinks letterboxing is cool-cause I AM starting to get that feeling-hahaha!!!

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Location: Buffalo, NY

07/21/04 05:50 - ID#20814

Letterboxing

HAS ANYONE HEARD OF THIS---LETTERBOXING???

I am completely amazed, it IS the coolest thing I have EVER heard of in my whole life without a doubt. Maybe I am just behind the "behind the Times" as I usually am-hahaha!

I read about it in Time this week. It is hide and seek Pirate style across the nation (okay so minus the whole golden treasure thing). It started in England 150 years ago. People bury something like paper and a rubber stamp. You look on a website like letterboxing.org to get clues to find these boxes. Then you can rubber stamp the book and leave words of wisdom to other people that find it and whatnot.

Damnit that is the coolest thing EVER!

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Location: Buffalo, NY

07/21/04 02:00 - ID#20813

That Emotion

I feel like George Michaels in the song Faith, "I need some time off from that emotion. Time to pick my heart up off the floor. Love comes down with out devotion. Well it takes a strong man baby but I'm showing you that door!." I think some of that was wrong and maybe even slipped into the Limp Bizkit version not really sure but I think ya'll get the idea.

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Location: Buffalo, NY

07/15/04 12:58 - ID#20812

FLORIDA

Yeah! I am finally going to Florida, I feel like i have been counting down the days for like 5 months but its only been like 2 weeks. I actually found 2 nice outfits. One cost $20 and the other $65. Yeah! I am so excited to go with Mike I know we will have an excellent time with minimum to no fighting.

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Location: Buffalo, NY

07/15/04 12:58 - ID#20811

Florida Trip

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07/13/04 12:43 - ID#20810

UUG

It is strange to write out one's feeling where others read. It is comforting in a way to think about people reading it, but never really getting too much feedback on the whole thing. I enjoy it.

What is one to do when your type doesn't like you? I suppose its not that big deal for me. It makes me sad, but I know it will make me a more flexible easy going person in the end. So I will hang in there. I suppose its just cause I am not at the settling age yet, but never having a real relationship doesn't sound that bad as long as I am not the only friend left without someone. I guess after all my friends pair off I will just have to be okay with the tricycle designed group. Yes I think that is something I will pry have to come to terms with eventually and that will be okay too!

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