09/05/04 02:15 - ID#20842

Cheating on E-peeps-NOOOO

Soyeon, that image that you had with being, meeting, possessing. That was really neat. Very interesting to think about.

For those of you that know me, know that I so loved canada-going to the clubs etc. Well I went Friday with my partygirl Frannie, and even before going it was the first time that I didn't feel that excited about it, like it was going to be cheesy. And it totally was. I actually felt old and out of place which is so strange. Perhaps it is because I have been hanging out with all you cool epeeps that there is no comparison. It just seemed really silly. The whole scouting out who you like and try to hit on them. The typical "out of line" sex comments. No creativity at all, just the cheap sex jokes by DJ's that will get the conditioned response. Cheese that is all I can really say. So I realized I am no longer a canada/Rumors person. Frannie on the other hand, I cannot speak for. She ended up going home with some guy. I hope that she survived-she should be fine. I really don't want to be apart of that whole scene anymore. I suppose it really depends on the day you ask me. But I am tired of the whole trying to pick someone up for a night scene, not that I want to settle down. It just seems really tired. As am I-so here i go to bed!!! ;)

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09/03/04 09:51 - ID#20841

Yes THE BEACH

It was such an amazing beautiful day, I went to the beach. I was determined to go whether it was with someone else or by myself. Maureen almost went with me, but there was miscommunication. Steve (my bro-n-law) felt bad that I didn't have anyone to go with so he went with me for like an hour and then I stayed there for a few hours after that. I felt so calm and refreshed. I really think I need to live somewhere that I can go to the beach anytime I want to. The only thing it was missing was the sound of the waves. It was too calm of a day, so the water wasn't making any noise. I fell asleep too only for like a half hour, but so amazing. I am sorry none of my friends could go with me cause it was really a great time. Pry one of the last nice days of the summer/fall. Is it weird to go to the beach by yourself?-Actually there was a kid with his towel next to me there by himself too. I noticed that when I got up to leave he followed, which was kind of strange. Maybe he didn't want to be the only one on the beach by himself?? Generally when I go to the beach I like to tan without my shirt on, but I try to be tasteful about it. Today though I thought it might be weird if i took off my shirt if I was there by myself so I decided to just show as much skin as possible without taking the top part of my bathing suit off. Would that be weird if someone tanned without a shirt by themself???

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09/02/04 12:08 - ID#20840

Needing More

I decided that i really need more clothes. I always like to dress fairly nicely for the first week or so of classes and then its all down hill from there. BUT i would actually like to try hard this year to dress nicely. The only thing is that 2 rooms where I have 3 classes are seriously freezing. So I will have to get some sheek (sp?) sweaters. Also note to self-get enough rest daily...so that is what I am off to do

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08/31/04 10:14 - ID#20839

Mike's night out

Tonight a few of us are going to Mister Goodbar if anyone would like to join. Its Mike's 21st. Happy Birthday my little Mike-a-roonie!!!

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08/30/04 11:09 - ID#20838

Dealing

So I am now realizing how much work I am going to have to do this semester, and it is going to be quite a bit. Although most college students are used to writing papers, I am not and now I have like 14 paper to write so far. Alot of them are 5 pages, (listed 5 or less) but still that is quite a bit. For me anywho. Could be a good semester if i am responsible about it all.

I am a little sad today for some reason-or maybe it just hit me right now?

Happy semester everyone!!! :)

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08/29/04 09:03 - ID#20837

Summer Wrap-Up

Although summer isn't "offically" over just yet, i think it is for anyone that goes to school. I was so set that I was going to do something fun this weekend, which fizzled into absolute nothing. I was in total need of some fresh air and open country and all i got was my clostrophobic (way wrong spelling) house and bad weather reports.-damnit

I am excited and not excited about going to school. I feel like I never left and i still have like 10,000 projects to finish up which won't be done until december. All that grad school shit and stoopid exams you have to take. I am just really tired of never feeling I have accomplished a damn thing. I am scared of overloading myself this semester. I have 2 independent studies and 4 classes. One of my independent things is TA'ing for stats, along with that i have to do a small research project. The other is a continuation of my resiliency study this summer. Keep studying studying studying for the GRE's. I knew my small vocabulary would catch up with me one day, and apparently that day is finally here-damnit.

Jesse, it was so good to see you when you were here I feel like we didn't really get to visit at all tho.-damnit

Terry I hope you had an amazing birthday, and you better had partied it up.-Yeah!!!

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08/27/04 01:28 - ID#20836

Cheap-sters

You know I decided that I really don't like cheap people when their cheapness affects me. Not having money and being cheap are 2 totally different things. My weekend is bein altered because I was all excited to go camping and stuff with my friend from Michigan, that i haven't seen in like 2 years and he goes to me- "So you are going to give me gas money, right?" Dude, um yes I would have but you suck so don't even bother to come and visit me. Just pisses me right off.

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08/25/04 01:14 - ID#20835

Touched Up

So today I had to get my picture taken for my fellowship, and I didn't care what it really looked like cause how many times am i actually going to have to see it? So i picked out my picture which i wasn't totally happy with. THen the lady was like, "so I will fix your hair in the pic and do you want the blemishes/beauty marks on your face removed...etc" and I was like okay with fixing the hair, but no you can' t touch up my face. Its mine and i may not have a flawless face, but damnit its all i've got. Does anyone else share in this? I know i already asked some people, but I was just curious. I know this is an exaggerated comparison, but it seems to scientifically advanced like cloning.-really dramatic I know.8*

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08/22/04 01:09 - ID#20834

Thanks

Paul thank you so much for updating my pic!!!;)

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08/21/04 01:39 - ID#20833

Party Wrap Up

It was such a good time-a complete success. Props to everyone that came and had an excellent time! I got to meet/talk with really cool people and rock hard all night (this may be disputed by some). I didn't get a chance to hang out with the birthday boys too much-but they certainly seemed to be having a good time! Mike, I am so sorry that you passed out so early, I hope that you enjoyed the party!!! I seriously considered bringing my GRE books and studying in the bedroom, and thinking back on it I could have cause I don't think anyone would have noticed.

I am disappointed in Stickboy for not coming or bringing his hot friend-what's up with that???

Metalpeter you disappoint! We were going all over the party asking people if they were metalpeter cause we thought you may have showed up. Your name was brought up quite a few times.

Keith I totally respect that you have up the $200 job for the party, and I am glad that we got to rock hard even if we didn't get to see the sunrise.

Jim, you are amazing for giving me a ride home (as well as everyone else)...thank you so very much!!!

I think the party drew much attention to the sign on the house-maybe we will get some more people signing up? Good advertisement! Yeah!:)

Matt G (my pharmacy Matt) what the heck is up with you not going???-I thought Mike talked to you and you were on your way. You bum....