Anxiety...
I have not been able to sleep for more than 2 hours at a stretch for the past couple months. I was a very light sleeper to begin with but my insomnia has reached an abysmal low this month.

I now envy people who can sleep an unbroken 8 hours. All this lack of sleep is swinging a wrecking ball at my already feeble efforts to put on any muscle whatsoever.
I hope this phase passes soon. I feel like an unsatisfactory ghost of what I really want to be.

I now envy people who can sleep an unbroken 8 hours. All this lack of sleep is swinging a wrecking ball at my already feeble efforts to put on any muscle whatsoever.
I hope this phase passes soon. I feel like an unsatisfactory ghost of what I really want to be.