Category: music
11/12/11 10:13 - ID#55488
Oh demon, Alcohol!
I am appointing (some excellent song-writing by The Kinks) this song as THE anthem in my warpath.
And of course, I am writing my own lyrics. Come on now, whoever dares will sing the refrain with me (and try and stick to the tune!).
..
Oh demon, alcohol
Sad memories I CAN recall
You know what I am going to say
Slay the demon alcohol!
Beer, wine, pink gin,
You may NOT drink anything
Port, pernod or tequila,
Rum, scotch, vodka on the rocks,
I hate them ALL.
And this is MY blog and I reserve the right to heap insults and pull down whatever noxious influence that I deem worthy of my undying hatred. I don't think my complete disenchantment with this evil addictive substance that is wrecking live(r)s around me needs any moderation. I also don't need any balancing comments because you KNOW in your hearts that you are plain wrong if you are defending the demon alcohol. Just know that this is one issue that I am most irrevocably proud to hold a complete, clear and blanket one-sided view on.
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Location: Buffalo, NY
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Category: eating in
11/11/11 04:25 - ID#55485
Cauliflower Magic
Add garlic, a couple jalapeños, minced ginger, cumin, coriander and toasted cashews. And you have a winner lunch that makes it feel like summer! :)
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Words: 36
Location: Buffalo, NY
Last Modified: 11/11/11 04:49
Category: music
11/11/11 12:50 - ID#55484
Life's a Bitch
Make a tall man short
To see you act this way
Make a short man puke
The way you waste the day!
And this is why I love Lemmy...
and his humongous mole. :-)
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Words: 38
Location: Buffalo, NY
Last Modified: 11/11/11 12:50
Category: music
11/11/11 12:19 - ID#55483
No Lies!
How can I trust you with your human nature
With all the dues that you don't want to pay
Between polarities of good and evil
You make decisions, trying to find your way
I'm coming back to you
Don't worry - I'll be coming over you
Don't you play this game of treason
It will all come back to you
So you better tell me no lies
You cannot fool me 'cause I know it better
I've seen it all, I've watched them come and go
I'm gonna be for you a painful lesson
I will fulfill for you the karmic law
I'm coming back to you
Don't worry - I'll be coming over you
Don't you play this game of treason
It will all come back to you
So you better tell me no lies
We will meet again next season
Then it will come back to you
So you better tell me no lies
I'm coming back to you
Don't worry - I'll be coming over you
Don't you play this game of treason
It will all come back to you
So you better tell me no lies
We will meet again next season
Then I'm coming over you
So you better tell me no lies
Don't you ever tell me no lies
---
Peavey and gang = Gods of metal.
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Words: 233
Location: Buffalo, NY
Last Modified: 11/11/11 12:19
Category: music
11/10/11 08:59 - ID#55479
Ofra Haza
Deliver us!
Probably my most favourite song from that fantastic movie. I can't remember any other movie that has such a pitch perfect soundtrack... well, except The Incredible Hulk (but it was all instrumental).
And seriously, she owns Led Zep with this cover.
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Words: 63
Location: Buffalo, NY
Last Modified: 11/10/11 09:10
Category: perl
11/09/11 07:56 - ID#55471
Pearls of Perl
- Initialization
- Test condition
- Modification
I realized how much I depend on RStudio for learning R as I go along. I looked for a similar IDE for Perl, but none seems to be that elegant, awesome and well-thought out. I am trying Padre for now, but I find myself constantly comparing it with RStudio and I am not impressed.
PS: Totally unrelated but I hate the new Gmail look. I need to remember to download Stylish for Chrome the minute they make the new look permanent
Permalink: Pearls_of_Perl.html
Words: 98
Location: Buffalo, NY
Last Modified: 11/09/11 11:17
Category: eating in
11/06/11 09:41 - ID#55456
The DST Sunday breakfast.
The steamed lentil and millet sunlight dumpling!
1 part green moong dal
1 part millets
1 part urad dal
Soaked 3-6 hours
Blended to a coarse grind
Seasoned with olive oil with mustard seeds, dried red chillies, jalapeños, red peppers, curry leaves. Salt to taste
Fermented overnight.
Steamed in the morning.
Garnished with carrots and coriander leaves, tossed in lemon juice. Red onions would have been awesome but I forgot about them.
Tada!
PS: Could have been infinitely better with a coconut and coriander and caramelized onion chutney. But I only have so much time to spare. The ratios are a keeper, though.
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Words: 124
Location: Buffalo, NY
Last Modified: 11/06/11 09:56
Category: buffalo
11/06/11 07:07 - ID#55454
Gift of an hour
7:07 AM
instead of an hour later.
Whoever invented the ridiculous daylight savings time policy probably mused...
Oh you know what, I will make them suffer for the major part of the year and then make them feel a little bit better on a single day before the wretched winter sets in.
Well, DST masochist, thank you for today. But know that I have hated you a lot since March.
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Words: 78
Location: Buffalo, NY
Last Modified: 11/06/11 07:12
Category: eating in
11/06/11 01:04 - ID#55453
Cocoa Butter Vs. Soy Lecithin
If the chocolate starts to melt and smear your hands a bit, it has at least some amount of real cocoa butter (or if you were careful you bought one completely made of cocoa and cocoa butter).
Else, you just bought a chocolate with fake soy lecithin. I wish they had never found this stupid filler. It somehow makes the sugar in the chocolate more prominent than the cocoa. And that is a sign of a bad chocolate.
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Words: 109
Location: Buffalo, NY
Last Modified: 11/06/11 01:10
Category: music
11/05/11 10:30 - ID#55452
What a piece of transformed crap?!
I admit that I watch movies sometimes mainly because I like soundtracks so much. Who cares about storylines? I can't keep most of them straight anyways.
The first transformers movie was spectacular on that account. The music was simply spellbinding. I actually watched it in a record time of a week because a friend had booked tickets to Transformers 2 and shocked that I hadn't watched the first one, insisted that part 2 wouldn't make sense if I had not seen part 1. So I did. And the music hooked me in.
But it didn't matter. Transformers 2 was a colossal mess. I swear I had to resist the urge to exclaim "What just happened there?!" multiple times throughout the story. I also had issues about how the main lead got his clothes all torn and messy at the end of the crazy chases and whatnots but that actress who wore an immaculate white get-up did not have a single grease smear or dirt track ANYWHERE on that vast expanse of white even after several tumble-chase sequences down some of the grimiest and dirtiest of pyramids in Egypt. The music was still okay. Not as good as T1 but still pretty good in general.
I caught around 15 minutes of T3 flying from NYC to Buffalo. It just convinced me not to spend any more time on it. I had hopes that maybe the music would redeem T3. Was I ever more wrong.
T3 music is such a careless and horrible recycling of T1 and T2 themes, it seems like an insult to those soundtracks. I bet the crap music set the tone for the rest of the movie. I read that the sequels stop with T3. Thank goodness for little mercies.
Going back to my T1 soundtrack now.
Permalink: What_a_piece_of_transformed_crap_.html
Words: 316
Location: Buffalo, NY
Last Modified: 11/05/11 10:30
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This is a critical meta-analyses of the latest evidence. There is no reasonable minimum level of exposure to alcohol. Hard data shows exposure-response at even minimal levels of 1 g.
References:
Weinberg JA et. al. Comparison of intravenous ethanol versus diazepam for alcohol withdrawal prophylaxis in the trauma ICU: results of a randomized trial. J Trauma. 2008 Jan;64(1):99-104. :::link:::
That being said, I'd like to point out that not everyone who drinks alcohol is addicted to it. And when discussing addiction, please don't confuse physiological addiction with psychological addiction. A pattern of prolonged alcohol abuse leads to a physiological addiction to alcohol. A deep seated need to watch sports 24/7 is not a physiological addiction. Needs therapy, but it isn't physiologically based.
In my opinion, the best course of action for someone with alcohol dependence is rehab. I'm sure you've heard that rehab doesn't work. Rehab can work, but it doesn't always the first time. I think rehab is important because while in rehab, you're taught to recognize your own symptoms and develop alternate coping skills. I've worked with people who have told me that rehab saved their lives. Even though they had to go three times, they are grateful they did. Rehab is a huge reality check. There's an opportunity for learning about yourself while there. The entire focus of the stay is on recovery, both mentally and physically.
The unit next to the one I work in is a rehab center. The residents there are encouraged to not socialize outside of their unit while there. Their recovery is the only priority. Once leaving a rehab like that, you can't put your head in the sand about whether or not your behavior is appropriate. Many of my clients (I work in a homeless shelter) are alcoholics. They see how alcohol impacted their lives. For some, it led to their homelessness or incarceration. But acknowledging their problem let them be open to accepting help. They go to meetings, they go to counseling, they work on developing new coping strategies. (I'm not a fan of the AA model either, but the support network is amazing!)
I'd like to point out that even if someone goes on a bender after rehab, that doesn't mean rehab failed. Consider someone who drinks on a daily, or almost daily basis. They get cleaned up at rehab. They work at making their lives better. Six months later they go on a week long bender. That doesn't mean rehab failed, it just means that 28 days of intense counseling isn't expected to prepare you for every situation you may encounter for the rest of your life. Maybe the person detoxes and realizes the screw up. Now it is 2 years before another relapse...
I used to wonder why some of my clients were proud to say "I've been clean for six weeks." To me, that doesn't seem very long. For them, they hadn't been able to make that statement in over a decade.
I won't even get started on the health implications. Not just to your liver. I'm a child of alcoholics, and my father's stroke was directly influenced by his decades of daily drinking. (did you know the ICU will put alcohol in your IV to prevent withdrawal? who knew?) oops, I said I wasn't going to get started.
Everyone who has a substance abuse problem should get help. Outpatient counseling is an option, but doesn't lead to the focused work of rehab. (would take longer to see results). Also, if mental illness is a problem, the person should see a psychiatrist and counselor ASAP. And by problem, I mean the illness interferes in their ability to get and maintain housing or employment; interferes in the ability to maintain healthy relationships with friends and family; leads to unpredicatabilty of mood... etc. Mental Illness is usually a chemical imbalance in the brain, easily balanced if the right medication(s) is found.
I wish there were less shame in having a mental illness. I think the shame should come in having one and not having it treated. I'd rather be around calm, rational people. I'm speaking from experience here. My roommate has bipolar disorder. We were partners for 10 years, and I was with her pre-diagnosis and after. I guarantee she was a better person post-diagnosis. She'd tell you the same. She went off her meds awhile back, and I could tell when she needed them again. So could she. She's my roommate now, and I'm so glad I don't have to live with instability. (I still remember that "walking on eggshells" feeling. - that's no way to live)
Sorry for being so longwinded, but I guess I see these issues both personally and professionally.
And when it comes to getting help, a good place for anyone in Buffalo to start is by calling Crisis Services at 834-3131. They aren't just a suicide hotline (although they do that too). They can give you information about services available in the area.
It's an alternative to the 12 step plan. I was reading some technical white papers about it. It doesn't stress AA meetings and instead relies on workbooks and self-evaluation.
I'm often uncomfortable with AA (and particularly appreciate feminist critiques such as Many Roads One Journey: Moving Beyond the 12 Steps) but at the same time, I've seen it work for close friends. I'm more comfortable with the wellness recovery model for mentally ill and dual-diagnosed folks (MI+addiction). I believe the way to regain your health is to make big and small choices every day about becoming and staying well, whether that be attending AA meetings, taking psych meds, reducing stress, exercising, eating well, or any of thousands of other things we do to keep balance in our lives. It takes intentionality, HARD work, commitment, strength, friends and family. (The bar exam was nothing in comparison.)
"Hitting bottom" is the term for the point at which an addict realizes s/he has a problem and reaches out for help. When an addict is having trouble realizing the problems s/he is creating, friends and family should be very careful to not enable the addict by shielding them from the consequences of their actions. Al-Anon is for friends & family dealing with an addict :::link:::
The AA first step: We admitted we were powerless over alcohol—that our lives had become unmanageable.
Peace.
In some cases, drugs, or even non-drug substances, are used as an excuse for behaviors that, while possibly amplified, exist without the drug to begin with.
In other cases, drugs, or even non-drug substances, are a problem for an individual, but those problems do not necessarily extend to the group.
Lastly, the correct usage is obviously of importance, which I'm sure any pharmacist will quickly support.
And the reason I emphasize non-drug substances is because people tend to focus on drugs while ignoring the many other substances that we consume and affect each of us uniquely, simply because of this somewhat arbitrary classification of "drug". Just think of the obesity epidemic in this country, or how the food you consume each day affects your mood. These lines of thought can be extended to activities as well.
In the end, if you just want to "heap insults on people", without providing the reasoning behind them, you're really just being a jerk. (And of course I say that without any personal attack.) I understand being against the degree of acceptance of drug consumption in our culture, and others, but taking a hard-line stance against it can only be done by oversimplifying the argument, which does a disservice to those making the personal decision regarding their use. More importantly, I don't think that message will reach the vast majority of people, which I would imagine is a goal when expressing such an opinion.
Maybe we can add this to the co-op discussion that we will someday have in person.
Now the getting drunk Part is no different then getting high on any drug... Of course everyone gets drunk a bit differently and it isn't the same for everyone... Over time the body does adjust some... This is true of some drugs where you chase the high... Meaning that the 1st high is the best and as your body adjusts taking said drug doesn't get you high anymore it keeps you balanced and able to function.
I don't know a bunch about drugs but I think this happens with Alcohol as well... You see it with Coffee all the time... People can't do anything including think until that caffeine wakes them up... Yes some people aren't morning people so they use the coffee to wake up... Well they get use to that so no coffee no wake up.....
The Point I'm kinda making badly ? Is it isn't the alcohol that causes the problems... It is what ever need isn't being filled that one needs the drugs for and this is any drug... Yes there is a social aspect or a rebelling or doing things cause this is what the person knows thing... But at the end of the day the person for some reason turns to a drug and it doesn't matter what the drug is...
People thinking that Beer or shots is harmless is one of the biggest problems... I think that in other countries where kids have wine are better off cause they get it is ok to have a couple of drinks... It isn't this thing where we are kids who want to party lets get drunk and maybe fuck that hot blonde over there at some college party or maybe high school....
Alcohol has destroyed many lives that is legit and I think we would all agree on that. In Fact a case could be made and it would be a good one that the drug that does the most amount of damage is Alcohol ..... There are way to many reasons for why it causes so much harm.... I have seen a tiny bit of it my self.... But I don't put all the blame on the drug..... Back to this in a few minutes....
It was so funny looking back. We had no idea what they were singing and it always sounded as if Davis was singing "Slay the demon alcohol" instead of "Slave to the demon alcohol". I looked at the lyrics for the first time just a couple years back when I re-listened to their entire discography.
(e:metalpeter), The Kinks are the best!!! Every one of their 70s songs hits the spot! :)
(e:YesThatCasey) & (e:metalpeter): Agreed. I know you love a good discussion. But sadly, you will have to face some passive disappointment here. I am not about to defend my views on the subject or even dissect out why I have adopted the blanket view. The drug has caused much agony (and continues to cause pain) in the lives of people that I have come to care about. At many levels, I find resistance and helplessness in dealing with even supposedly casual consumption. I often find myself wondering how lives might have been for families if alcohol had not been a constant and omnipresent influence. When you see one element influence behaviour time and again, and personally witness families just falling apart for no other reason than just alcohol related issues, objectivity is not an option. I am exhausted mentally trying to figure out what I can do. There are more doors of resistance and resignation here that I care to count.
(e:lilho), the role of a teacher is strewn with hard decisions. So is life of friends and families dealing with alcoholism. I am sure you will hear about this soon and very often.
I understand the concern for those livers that reside in us, but that damage occurs with heavy or long-term, consistent consumption, no?
Say I want to relax and have a good time so I then Have a drink or smoke a Joint or maybe even find someone to do a line of coke off of then that is ok.....
But if when I'm feeling stress and think hey a drink would make this better or any substance for that matter then that is addiction and that is a problem. If the drug is the way to cope you get into trouble very quickly......
In the isn't the world so wonderfully ironic department, in the 1970s I saw the Kinks perform this song live with Ray Davies obviously drunk drinking a beer whilst singing the song and splashing beer on the people in the front as he waved his arms around.