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This is more direct and will probably be more controversial, but I suspect that it might start an interesting conversation. Or not. This time I'm not admitting something I don't like about myself but rather something maybe a little more unusual. I bet I'm not alone on this one either.

More than once I've found myself attracted to a girl that I found out later was a lesbian. Actually, this might be my least favorite thing about the pride parade - almost every year I see a fine lady and Cupid plays a cruel and unusual joke on me. I'll see a girl that gets my heart pounding, then a second later she'll be holding hands with another girl, and then a minute later they're kissing. SON OF A! Off the market, move along soldier. I love girls regardless of their own sexuality, apparently!

I have to laugh at myself. I'm sure this has happened to everybody (a lesbian attracted to a straight girl, etc.). I love you girls anyway - ALL of you!
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  1. matthew ·

    lol its funny but ive had the same problem..er..sorta. Sometimes when im out i see a really cute boy across the bar, only to get a closer look and i realize it's not a cute boy after all, but a cute girl.

  2. tinypliny ·

    Why stop there? I would add being obsessed with highly unrealistic people to this list. I don't even want to list the names on my recent unhappy OMG-I-am-*this*-obsessed list. :/

  3. tinypliny ·

    HAHAHA @matthew, I once talked to this extremely charming person for a complete 5 minutes before I realized she was not a boy. It was so hilarious later that I still can't help laughing when I think about it. I think that might have been one "realistic" person that I might actually have been interested in - at least in the past 4 years. HAHAHAHA

  4. lauren ·

    I am right there with you @matthew and @tinypliny! although mine is perhaps a new twist? Often enough I have seen people of either sex and thought, if only they were the "opposite" sex they would be attractive...I guess I just like boys who look like girls and girls who look like boys. And don't worry @joshua, for every lesbian out there you find attractive, there is probably a straight (or hey, maybe even bisexual?) girl waiting in the wings.

  5. joshua ·

    I'd be up for a bisexual girl - no problems there! Oh, I have a new one for you all to consider that I'm about to write about.

  6. leetee ·

    I have a friend who's first girlfriend was a bit gender bender looking. His first love. Many years and a divorce later, he had a run of 3 girlfriends in a row that broke up with him because they realized they were gay. Now that is a cruel twist of fate for the guy....

  7. metalpeter ·

    I have never had that happen to me. But I can get how that feels. As a Pride Parade example look at the Roxy's Float (I assume they are all lesbians I wouldn't know) and at least the ones on the truck all look smokin hot.

  8. theecarey ·

    c'est la vie! I dont know what it says, if anything. But I feel your pain. Often, way too often some guy I am actually attracted to is well, gay. Bi often works in my favor, but honestly, only when they are more about me. Regardless of the dynamic (ie; whether you are front and center or on the back burner), it is fun nonetheless, but still something likely to consider if going for a bi-girl, and what you want from them.

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