11/15/07 11:06 - 45ºF - ID#42137
sex list
boy-b
boy-e
boy-j
boy-b
boy-j
boy-r
boy-s
girl-j (she was THE BEST boyfriend i ever had)
boy-?
boy-m
boy-j
boy-c
boy-x
a lot of these were recycled every few years, especially marvin. if i didn't do that, this list would definitely be in the 30's.
that question mark is a boy on a beach in st. croix after waaay too many drinks. he was really sweet though. he felt really bad and tried to apologize and give me a gift the next morning before i left.
i have no regrets or weird feelings about any of these, except some disappointment in the really small dong guys. they were a total waste of time. i can't stand small dongs. i might as well be using a finger, a baby carrot or a gherkin.
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Location: Buffalo, NY
11/14/07 07:27 - 54ºF - ID#42124
back from key west
we went snorkeling and kayaking and sailing. the weather was beautiful the entire time. the sunsets were amazing. i stood at the southern most point of the US and took a picture for (e:libertad), because there was a sign on it that stated "90 miles to Cuba". i also thought of you, libertad, when i met a very hot cuban monk. there was so much eye candy!
hemingway's house was very interesting. i want to read a biography now. he was so crazy. did you guys know he had 60 cats living in his house in key west? there are about 47 living there now. and they're not like our normal domestic cats, they're very weird looking and about half of them have 6 toes on their feet. they were bred that way for the sailing ships, so that they would be better mouse catchers. i have to develop those pictures.
the key west locals are weird too. they all drink. i mean, seriously drink. so many of them look like crack heads. super, super skinny and everyone looks at least 10-15 years older than what they really are. everyone smokes and all the women sound like men. the men have full salt and pepper beards, have an earing in one ear and wear sailor caps. again, they all smoke too. i have never seen so many alcoholics in one place. every one was very friendly and talkative, though. everyone said good morning or hello when they passed you by, even the bums, when they weren't talking to themselves.
now that i'm back i'm so overwhelmed with work that i feel like i'm going to end up having a nervous break down soon. seriously, i kept dreaming about work the entire time i was in key west, and i was murdering people in my dreams. i remember i was shooting this guy and he wouldn't die. and i just had to keep shooting and shooting and he kept coming at me. he finally fell over after about 25 rounds.
i kind of want to run away and never, ever, ever come back or maybe become an alcoholic or a an addict so that i have an excuse to not participate in society.
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Location: Buffalo, NY
11/08/07 06:11 - 41ºF - ID#42048
trip.
as you all sit here and freeze your tushes off, i will be sitting on the beaches of the keys. lord, knows i need it. i thought today i was going to kill myself at work. i can't take the drama! and why the hell am i broke all of the fucking time????
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Location: Buffalo, NY
11/07/07 07:16 - 36ºF - ID#42021
which phobia do you have?
although, i do wish i had Sitophobia, it would make life so much easier.
[box]Acarophobia Fear of itching or of the insects that cause itching.
Aerophobia Fear of drafts, air swallowing, or airbourne noxious substances.
Aeroacrophobia Fear of open high places.
Aeronausiphobia Fear of vomiting secondary to airsickness.
Agoraphobia Fear of open spaces or of being in crowded, public places like markets. Fear of leaving a safe place.
Agyrophobia Fear of streets or crossing the street.
Aichmophobia Fear of needles or pointed objects.
Ailurophobia Fear of cats.
Alektorophobia Fear of chickens.
Alliumphobia Fear of garlic.
Amaxophobia Fear of riding in a car.
Amychophobia Fear of scratches or being scratched.
Anginophobia Fear of angina, choking or narrowness.
Anglophobia Fear of England, English culture, etc.
Angrophobia Fear of anger or of becoming angry.
Anthropophobia Fear of people or society.
Aphenphosmphobia Fear of being touched. (Haphephobia)
Arachibutyrophobia Fear of peanut butter sticking to the roof of the mouth.
Astrophobia Fear of stars and celestial space.
Asymmetriphobia Fear of asymmetrical things.
Ataxiophobia Fear of ataxia (muscular incoordination)
Atelophobia Fear of imperfection.
Atomosophobia Fear of atomic explosions.
Automatonophobia Fear of ventriloquist's dummies, animatronic creatures, wax statues
Bacillophobia Fear of microbes.
Bacteriophobia Fear of bacteria.
Batophobia Fear of heights or being close to high buildings.
Batrachophobia Fear of amphibians, such as frogs, newts, salamanders, etc.
Belonephobia Fear of pins and needles. (Aichmophobia)
Cancerophobia Fear of cancer.
Carcinophobia Fear of cancer.
Catagelophobia Fear of being ridiculed.
Catapedaphobia Fear of jumping from high and low places.
Cheimaphobia or Cheimatophobia Fear of cold.
Chemophobia Fear of chemicals or working with chemicals.
Chiraptophobia Fear of being touched.
Cholerophobia Fear of anger or the fear of cholera.
Chorophobia Fear of dancing.
Chromophobia or Chromatophobia Fear of colors.
Chronophobia Fear of time.
Chronomentrophobia Fear of clocks.
Claustrophobia Fear of confined spaces.
Cleithrophobia or Cleisiophobia Fear of being locked in an enclosed place.
Climacophobia Fear of stairs, climbing or of falling downstairs.
Clithrophobia or Cleithrophobia Fear of being enclosed.
Cometophobia Fear of comets.
Coimetrophobia Fear of cemeteries.
Coitophobia Fear of coitus.
Coprastasophobia Fear of constipation.
Coprophobia Fear of feces.
Coulrophobia Fear of clowns.
Counterphobia The preference by a phobic for fearful situations.
Cremnophobia Fear of precipices.
Cryophobia Fear of extreme cold, ice or frost.
Crystallophobia Fear of crystals or glass.
Cyberphobia Fear of computers or working on a computer.
Cyclophobia Fear of bicycles.
Decidophobia Fear of making decisions.
Deipnophobia Fear of dining or dinner conversations.
Demophobia Fear of crowds. (Agoraphobia)
Dextrophobia Fear of objects at the right side of the body.
Didaskaleinophobia Fear of going to school.
Dikephobia Fear of justice.
Doxophobia Fear of expressing opinions or of receiving praise.
Dromophobia Fear of crossing streets.
Dutchphobia Fear of the Dutch.
Dysmorphophobia Fear of deformity.
Dystychiphobia Fear of accidents.
Ecclesiophobia Fear of church.
Electrophobia Fear of electricity.
Elurophobia Fear of cats. (Ailurophobia)
Enochlophobia Fear of crowds.
Enosiophobia or Enissophobia Fear of having committed an unpardonable sin or of criticism.
Entomophobia Fear of insects.
Ergasiophobia 1) Fear of work or functioning. 2) Surgeon's fear of operating.
Erythrophobia, Erytophobia or Ereuthophobia 1) Fear of redlights. 2) Blushing. 3) Red.
Felinophobia Fear of cats. (Ailurophobia, Elurophobia, Galeophobia, Gatophobia)
Francophobia Fear of France, French culture. (Gallophobia, Galiophobia)
Frigophobia Fear of cold, cold things.
Galeophobia or Gatophobia Fear of cats.
Gallophobia or Galiophobia Fear France, French culture. (Francophobia)
Geniophobia Fear of chins.
Gephyrophobia, Gephydrophobia, or Gephysrophobia Fear of crossing bridges.
Germanophobia Fear of Germany, German culture, etc.
Glossophobia Fear of speaking in public or of trying to speak.
Haphephobia or Haptephobia Fear of being touched.
Hellenologophobia Fear of Greek terms or complex scientific terminology.
Heresyphobia or Hereiophobia Fear of challenges to official doctrine or of radical deviation.
Herpetophobia Fear of reptiles or creepy, crawly things.
Hierophobia Fear of priests or sacred things.
Hormephobia Fear of shock.
Homophobia Fear of sameness, monotony or of homosexuality or of becoming homosexual.
Hydrargyophobia Fear of mercurial medicines.
Iatrophobia Fear of going to the doctor or of doctors.
Insectophobia Fear of insects.
Isopterophobia Fear of termites, insects that eat wood.
Ithyphallophobia Fear of seeing, thinking about or having an erect penis.
Japanophobia Fear of Japanese.
Katagelophobia Fear of ridicule.
Kenophobia Fear of voids or empty spaces.
Kolpophobia Fear of genitals, particularly female.
Kosmikophobia Fear of cosmic phenomenon.
Leukophobia Fear of the color white.
Lilapsophobia Fear of tornadoes and hurricanes.
Lockiophobia Fear of childbirth.
Logizomechanophobia Fear of computers.
Lygophobia Fear of darkness.
Lyssophobia Fear of rabies or of becoming mad.
Mageirocophobia Fear of cooking.
Maieusiophobia Fear of childbirth.
Mechanophobia Fear of machines.
Medomalacuphobia Fear of losing an erection.
Medorthophobia Fear of an erect penis.
Melanophobia Fear of the color black.
Melophobia Fear or hatred of music.
Metathesiophobia Fear of changes.
Methyphobia Fear of alcohol.
Microbiophobia Fear of microbes. (Bacillophobia)
Misophobia Fear of being contaminated with dirt of germs.
Molysmophobia or Molysomophobia Fear of dirt or contamination.
Musophobia or Murophobia Fear of mice.
Mysophobia Fear of germs or contamination or dirt.
Nebulaphobia Fear of fog. (Homichlophobia)
Nephophobia Fear of clouds.
Nosophobia or Nosemaphobia Fear of becoming ill.
Nucleomituphobia Fear of nuclear weapons.
Obesophobia Fear of gaining weight.(Pocrescophobia)
Ochlophobia Fear of crowds or mobs.
Ochophobia Fear of vehicles.
Onomatophobia Fear of hearing a certain word or of names.
Opiophobia Fear medical doctors experience of prescribing needed pain medications for patients.
Pagophobia Fear of ice or frost.
Paralipophobia Fear of neglecting duty or responsibility.
Parturiphobia Fear of childbirth.
Peccatophobia Fear of sinning. (imaginary crime)
Pediculophobia Fear of lice.
Pedophobia Fear of children.
Phalacrophobia Fear of becoming bald.
Phallophobia Fear of a penis, esp erect.
Pharmacophobia Fear of taking medicine.
Phonophobia Fear of noises or voices or one's own voice; of telephones.
Phthiriophobia Fear of lice. (Pediculophobia)
Phthisiophobia Fear of tuberculosis.
Pnigophobia or Pnigerophobia Fear of choking of being smothered.
Poliosophobia Fear of contracting poliomyelitis.
Politicophobia Fear or abnormal dislike of politicians.
Porphyrophobia Fear of the color purple.
Potophobia Fear of alcohol.
Pharmacophobia Fear of drugs.
Proctophobia Fear of rectum.
Psychrophobia Fear of cold.
Pteronophobia Fear of being tickled by feathers.
Rectophobia Fear of rectum or rectal diseases.
Rhabdophobia Fear of being severely punished or beaten by a rod, or of being severely criticized. Also fear of magic.(wand)
Rhypophobia Fear of defecation.
Scabiophobia Fear of scabies.
Scatophobia Fear of fecal matter.
Scolionophobia Fear of school.
Scotophobia Fear of darkness. (Achluophobia)
Scriptophobia Fear of writing in public.
Seplophobia Fear of decaying matter.
Sinophobia Fear of Chinese, Chinese culture.
Sitophobia or Sitiophobia Fear of food or eating. (Cibophobia)
Social Phobia Fear of being evaluated negatively in social situations.
Sociophobia Fear of society or people in general.
Soteriophobia Fear of dependence on others.
Spacephobia Fear of outer space.
Spectrophobia Fear of specters or ghosts.
Staurophobia Fear of crosses or the crucifix.
Stenophobia Fear of narrow things or places.
Suriphobia Fear of mice.
Taphephobia Taphophobia Fear of being buried alive or of cemeteries.
Tapinophobia Fear of being contagious.
Technophobia Fear of technology.
Teleophobia 1) Fear of definite plans. 2) Religious ceremony.
Teratophobia Fear of bearing a deformed child or fear of monsters or deformed people.
Tetanophobia Fear of lockjaw, tetanus.
Textophobia Fear of certain fabrics.
Thalassophobia Fear of the sea.
Tocophobia Fear of pregnancy or childbirth.
Tomophobia Fear of surgical operations.
Topophobia Fear of certain places or situations, such as stage fright.
Toxiphobia or Toxophobia or Toxicophobia Fear of poison or of being accidently poisoned.
Trichinophobia Fear of trichinosis.
Trichopathophobia or Trichophobia or Hypertrichophobia Fear of hair. (Chaetophobia)
Tropophobia Fear of moving or making changes.
Trypanophobia Fear of injections.
Tuberculophobia Fear of tuberculosis.
Vaccinophobia Fear of vaccination.
Vestiphobia Fear of clothing.
Wiccaphobia Fear of witches and witchcraft.
Xanthophobia Fear of the color yellow or the word yellow.
Xylophobia 1) Fear of wooden objects. 2) Forests.[/box]
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Location: Buffalo, NY
11/04/07 08:56 - 42ºF - ID#41982
not working 9-5
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Location: Buffalo, NY
11/04/07 01:19 - 47ºF - ID#41969
sweaty pits
ugh, i have to be more careful next time.
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Location: Buffalo, NY
11/02/07 10:54 - 44ºF - ID#41950
the saddest song
this is my FAVORITE song right now. it was in the closing credits of "a mighty heart". i can't tell you how unbelievably sad this song was within that context.
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Location: Buffalo, NY
10/30/07 06:33 - 58ºF - ID#41890
how can you become a demented zombie?
ok, so this is the stuff that they tell pregnant women about when dealing with cats and kitty litter. apparently this parasite likes to hang out in rat brains, but can only complete it's life cycle in a cat. so when the rat becomes infected with it, it's behavior changes and the rat loses it's natural fear of cats, and starts hanging out in front of cats where it most likely ends up being eaten; allowing the parasite to continue it's life cycle.
here is where it gets weird and kind of scary.
scientists wanted to know....
"Given that human and rat brains have a lot of similarities (they share the same basic anatomy and use the same neurotransmitters), a question naturally arose: if Toxoplasma can alter the behavior of a rat, could it alter a human?"
and so.....
"Parasitologist Jaroslav Flegr of Charles University in Prague administered psychological questionnaires to people infected with Toxoplasma and controls. Those infected, he found, show a small, but statistically significant, tendency to be more self-reproaching and insecure. Paradoxically, infected women, on average, tend to be more outgoing and warmhearted than controls, while infected men tend to be more jealous and suspicious."
It's controversial work, disputed by many.....but.....
"E. Fuller Torrey of the Stanley Medical Research Institute in Bethesda, Maryland. Torrey and his colleagues had noticed some intriguing links between Toxoplasma and schizophrenia. Infection with the parasite has been associated with damage to a certain class of neurons (astrocytes). So has schizophrenia. Pregnant women with high levels of Toxoplasma antibodies in their blood were more likely to give birth to children who would later develop schizophrenia."
and....
"A year later, Torrey and his colleagues discovered one more fascinating link. They raised human cells in Petri dishes and infected them with Toxoplasma. Then they dosed the cells with a variety of drugs used to treat schizophrenia. Several of the drugs--most notably haloperidol--blocked the growth of the parasite."
btw, it is estimated that about 3 billion people around the world are infected with this parasite. i'm guessing the majority in developing countries.
i would like to have a little bit of this parasite, so that i could be a little more warm and fuzzy and talkative without the help of some kind of alcohol or drug.
you can find the entire article here.
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Location: Buffalo, NY
10/21/07 11:04 - 64ºF - ID#41733
parenting lessons for britney
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Location: Buffalo, NY
09/28/07 08:30 - 58ºF - ID#41373
scary holloween pic
wow, i think it's time to remove some of that makeup.
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Location: Buffalo, NY
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