12/02/06 10:11 - ID#29331

Pablo

Paul I hate to say it but I still don't think Gather is looking like it's supposed to.

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Location: Kenmore, NY
Published: 12/02/06 10:11

12/02/06 05:04 - ID#29330

picture

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Published: 12/02/06 05:04

11/26/06 06:03 - ID#29268

Update Number 2 of the day (pictures!)

Happy Birthday @jessbob ! Here are some pictures from your fun and festive evening!

yummy cupcakes made by @beast - the cupcakes spelled a birthday message that I could almost see

@beast showing us the message

Bubble Hockey action shots

my hair twin

the Birthday Boy!!!

...whew...!

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Location: Kenmore, NY
Published: 11/26/06 06:03

11/26/06 04:26 - ID#29267

a nice Sunday after a fun Saturday night

On this fine Sunday morning, I have the house all to myself. I just finished a delicious Ray's bagel with butter and jam (and am contemplating having another one) and I'm sitting listening to Bills talk and uploading pictures to Facebook. It is kinda nice being on my own. Makes me think more about getting an apartment next year. I decided to stick around next year but I have a feeling I may be ready to move out and get a place on my own. Well, ready in some ways. Financially it is nice to live at home but as Jill pointed out last night, at some point the financial benefits will no longer outweigh the social constraints that living at home may have. Not that I have a thriving social life by any means but I HAVE actually had an apartment with friends at school and it is just a totally different way of life. We'll see what happens.

Last night there was a gathering at Frizzy's for @jessbob 's birthday. We took soooooooo many pictures and I'll put them up very shortly. Time to attend to Facebook. Hope everyone is recovered from Thanksgiving!!

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Published: 11/26/06 04:26

11/24/06 01:07 - ID#29266

happy thanksgiving

I am so full yet so happy. I just love this holiday and just want to say Happy Thanksgiving to everyone!!! I seriously can't move, ahhhhhh

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Location: Kenmore, NY
Published: 11/24/06 01:07

11/21/06 02:54 - 33ºF - ID#29329

i want happy friends!!!!!

What is going on. I feel like all of my friends from Fredonia are depressed. Honestly all of them. They are all depressed about one thing or another...their weight, their current relationships, their current jobs....if I could give ANYONE advice it would be major in something "real" in college because most of them didn't and now they have jobs they hate. And I don't know what to say to them except if you are sad then DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT. I know it is not always that easy but no one should be sad. You only live once as far as I know so if you are unhappy just freakin do something about it!!! I'm saying this in here because i can't say it to them in this blunt mean way but it is true!!!! Does this happen to all recent college graduates??? I mean I was definitely deperessed when I left college too and not that I'm 100% super thriled with my life, I feel that I have at least made efforts to be comfortable with myself and my current situation and it drives me nuts when I hear my best friends complain so much!!!!!!

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Location: Kenmore, NY
Published: 11/21/06 02:54

11/19/06 05:12 - 39ºF - ID#29328

Live from New York, it's Saturday Night!

Do you think Kel is upset that Kenan made it to SNL and he didn't?

Although I don't generally find SNL that funny anymore, I think Andy Samberg is pretty funny. He just did a funny skit with Ludacris, which is why I am thinking of him.

I miss Weekend Update with Amy and Tina. I like Seth Meyers but I don't think he will be as good as Tina. Weekend Update was always the high point of the show when they were on.

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Published: 11/19/06 05:12

11/14/06 11:50 - 43ºF - ID#29327

I'm a posting MACHINE

Ok a) I need to switch my user pic now because I didn't realize how my chest was such a focus and that is not generally the look I go for.

b) I want to take a French and/or German class this summer. Kinda for fun, but it would also certainly be helpful towards my Master's. Anyone have any suggestions on where to look for that? I'm sure ECC is probably the easiest and cheapest.

c) Though it is far away, it is fun to think in advance: I'm thinking about getting a part time job for the summer, just for fun and of course to make money. I was thinking possibly a waitress? I feel like everyone should be a waitress at some point and I could see myself being okay at it. But there are many things people can do. I'm sure I can count on the estrippers to give me some suggestions for a fun yet productive (?) summer job I could look into? Also feel free to tell me any funny or ridiculous jobs you may have had yourself!

d) I just took out some anger on some old clothes that I still have left behind from HIM. (I don't mean Jesus...that reminded me of the way the word LORD is always capitalized in like church books). I took some scissors and pretty much went to town and cut and ripped until they were no more. I'm not normally that kind of person...I've never like set fire to old pictures or slashed any ex's tires...but I have to say it was kind of fun. Though I know I can't erase memories, and someday (soon), it won't bother me, it seems to be in my best interest to get rid of stuff that reminds me of him. Though it may seem childish, I think it helps. I can't bring myself to get rid of pictures, so I will at least have those around forever. But running shorts...I can bear to part with those...just means a trip to Target to buy more! Darn.

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Published: 11/14/06 11:50

11/14/06 02:54 - 44ºF - ID#29326

done crying for now!

thanks for the advice and comments you guys. you always make me smile. after i wrote that post i grabbed the only piece of paper i could find...a jet blue credit card application...and just wrote and wrote which always seems to help me. seems to help me organize my thoughts and figure out that being upset over someone who has caused me nothing but pain and anger and sadness in the last year is totally ridiculous, and there is actually no good reason whatsoever to be upset about the whole thing!

i DO like jason's comment as well. not to divulge too much information about myself but i've had my eye on this one guy in this choir i sing in. i don't believe i've ever been so attracted to someone in my life! maybe it's just been long enough...perhaps it's time i actually did something about it... ;)

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Published: 11/14/06 02:54

11/13/06 05:30 - 38ºF - ID#29325

fuck

So here's what's not fun. Looking on Facebook and seeing your ex-boyfriend in his user picture with a girl. Granted the picture is so small that you can't see who it is but you're pretty damn sure it's a girl and you also know pretty well who it is and are not fucking shocked at all who it probably is. What's not cool is sitting in the middle of JFK. crying your eyes out around a bunch of strangers. What's cool yet embarassing is someone you don't even know giving you a packet of Kleenex. I want to just die right now. I just can't even stop crying and I don't know what to do with myself.

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Location: Kenmore, NY
Published: 11/13/06 05:30

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