Well it's official! Today is the day that I'm turning over a new leaf. I was telling (e:Mike) tonight over our delicious food at Gabriel's Gate that I'm ready to start the next phase of this getting over a relationship thing. I'd like to call that phase, fuck you you're stupid and an idiot and not worth any of this pain and everyone has convinced me beyond a doubt that i'm better off without you and now i actually believe it. That's a long title. But anyway, I'm really serious about this...I think. I am not going to let any of what's happened make me sad anymore. I won't feel nervous and sad when I go to Fredonia anymore. SCREW THAT SHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIT!!!!!!!!! :) Sorry for my foul language. But I am just ready to break free of this crap and show the world that I'm so much better. Actually the world already knows. Why did I stay with someone who was such a loser? Even (e:Mike) didn't like him. And frankly that's a top priority. That should have sent me some signals right there folks. So IT STARTS TOOOOOOOODAY!!!!!!!! He's off my buddy list. That is a big step. I guess I could take him out of my phone but that seems lame because it's not like I don't know his number. But maybe I will anyway? What does everyone think???

p.s. This is the message I just copied to lots of people on my buddy list declaring my new outlook:

I HAVE DECIDED THAT I AM A GREAT PERSON AND THAT I'M SO MUCH BETTER OFF NOW THAN I WAS BEFORE AND I RULE AND WHEN I COME TO FREDONIA I WON'T BE SAD OR NERVOUS I WILL JUST BE HAPPY AND LOVE EVERYONE BECAUSE I RULE AND I DON'T NEED ANY MORE BULLSHIT!!!!!!!

Just wanted to remember that. In the words of Kevin Spacey...I rule!