i know, i know it's sad that i get all my new music from grey's anatomy....but it's good nevertheless.

i wanted to feel kind of dignified so.....

i applied for a job at the CDC as a Behavioral Scientist in Cote d'Ivoire. it only required a 4 year degree so i figured, what the hell, might as well give it a shot. for christ sake, it pays 65K. little did i know, the damn application on their website, took a whole 2 hours to complete. it was like a job interview, but in writing. sucked ass. but now i can say i applied for a cool job at a cool agency in africa. gave me something to do at work today.

what does it mean when you crave vinegary foods? i swear i could drink a bottle of vinegar with my dinner. i ate a whole jar of pickles today, and some pickled mushrooms and it's still not enough. and noooooo.....i'm not prego.

for all of you sushi deprived elmwood strip residents, worry no more, a new place will soon be open! you just have to manage to live through the summer first.

here's a quick run down of the recent events in my life......

went to toronto last week with (e:ladycroft) had loads of fun as seen in her post.

went to dinner that friday with some friends to hutch's for dinner and drinks, had lots of yummy mojitos!....the season has started.

went out for dyngus day and almost got into a fight with a 300lbs fat biotch who flicked her cigarette at us, but decided i could not risk the humiliation of getting my ass kicked as i've got a reputation to protect.

suffered through work the next day as i recalled the previous evening's numerous drinks and near ass kicking.

applied for a job at roswell for a clinical research associate position.....wish me luck everyone!

went on a diet, as i am starting to resemble 300lbs fat biotch. really

went tanning so i can look skinnier. all girls know that being tan makes you look thinner.

got summoned for jury duty....i doubt they will keep me as i've been the victim of a violent crime and will probably dismiss me, but i would looooove to be on one...a nice juicy love triangle murder, possibly.

spent 50 bucks on a video game, elder scrolls: oblivion, before realizing that my laptop does not have the needed components. DAMN!

am planning on buying a desktop so i can play my new game, hopefully after getting the roswell job.

got 5 letters from the federal govt saying that soon will be time to pay all of my student loans back.....yeah, good luck with that one, georgie, i've got a computer to buy so i can waste my time playing video games, and ignoring your bill collectors....

for matthew or anyone else interested in researching local architecture.....

i came across this site. it was put together by my former co-worker, cynthia van ness, who is a very well known architectural authority and preservation activist here in buffalo. she is a librarian and local author.

This user sound is for Ladycroft.....

Artist: Tegan And Sara
Song: Where does the good go


Where do you go, with your broken heart in tow?
What do you do with the left over you?
How do you know, when to let go?
Where does the good go? Where does the good go?

Look me in the eye and tell me you don't find me attractive
Look me in the heart and tell me you won't go
Look me in the eye and promise no love's like our love
Look me in the heart and unbreak broken
It won't happen

It's love that leaves and breaks
The seal of always thinking you would be
Real happy, and healthy, strong and calm
Where does the good go? Where does the good go?

Where do you go when you're in love, and the world knows?
How do you live so happily while I am sad and broken down?
When do you say it's up for grabs and that you're on your way down?
Where does the good go? Where does the good go?

from (e:robin,495) last post

• You are Brigitte Bardot***

Naurally sensual and beautiful
You're an exotic beauty who turns heads everywhere
You've got a look that's one of a kind


What Famous Pinup Are You?

i don't care what anyone says. we shared a moment, leto and i.

i think i have permanent hearing damage, add that to the unhealthy obsession i've developed with leto over the past few days, i'm fucking doomed.

i forgot to get my birth control pills this month, so i am an emotionaly crippled maniac that feels unloved, unwanted, unattractive, insignificant and invisible. anyone who crosses my path will see a water works display followed by sulking, obsessing, and general instability.

i feel like i'm at a climax in a Shakespearean tragedy.

i wish i had a pocket full of rocks,

and a bridge to jump from.

well, jared leto and I cannot be after all. I just heard through the rumor mill that he is dating lindsey lohan and any 34 year old man that dates a 19 year old, is, well, weird. I mean, how much can you have in common with a child? but I guess common interests are not the top priority for men, a hot ass is. my future sex life is doomed. I'm turning 30 next month and I have to start looking at 50 year old men since they are the only ones that will give 30 year old women a second look. pffft!

Hmm, haven't posted in a while. I think I'm going to see 30 seconds to mars on Sunday at the Town Ballroom.

I never knew that the lead singer is Jared Leto, whodda thunk it! I can't even begin to tell you how hot he is.....maybe he'll see me at the show and fall completely and madly in love with me....hey, stranger things have happened. Julia Roberts married Lyle Lovett. But pretty women always marry ugly guys, it never happens the other way around. Man, isn't Jared the sexiest thing alive? He was even hot as a druggie in requiem for a dream....those damn eyes.


Why are women so catty? Why are they so damn territorial? If a guy has a friend who brings a new girlfriend around, and the guy thinks she is super hot, he'll think to himself, "damn, I wish I had a woman like that." If a woman sees a friend's hot boyfriend, she'll think to herself, "damn, I wish I had HIM!" There's a fundamental difference in how women and men think, men can respect each others territory, women think all is fair in love and war.

Please don't jump down my throat ladies, and say not all women are like this. You must admit, a lot of us are. We all have friends who we have to keep at a comfortable distance just because you have to constantly watch you backside, and a lot of us had experiences with the catty friend from hell, who tried to sabotage something or other. It's usually the women who require too much attention from the opposite sex, that become dependant on the spot light to feel like they're being seen. They always think there is a conspiracy against them when something does not go their way and are unreasonably jealous of everyone around them.

Which reminds me, my daughter who is twelve, asked if I could take her to the mall with a friend of her's from school. My daughter is a computer geek and an anime geek and the mall scene is not her thing, but this friend is a girly girl and so the mall was her place to hang out. So I'm walking with the two of them around Galleria, with this little girl that looks like she's about 9 years old, tiny little thing. All of a sudden she says something to the effect of "yeah, not my last boyfriend, but my boyfriend before that".........I was like WHAT!!! I looked at her and said, what the hell are you talking about? I said, you're twelve, how many boyfriends could you possibly have had? She then goes on to say "well, I'm mature" and turns to my daughter and says she's definitelely not as mature as her. OH I was fuming! I cannot STAND snotty bratty little fucking brats! I say to her "sweetie, you're standing in the middle of a BUILD A BEAR store, shopping for outfits for your teddy bear, HOW MATURE DO YOU THINK YOU ARE??

She looked at me and shrugged her shoulders. Needless to say, my daughter is not hangging out with her anymore. The girl calls her later on that night, while my daughter is watching cartoons and asks her to come over her house and hang out. My daughter says, "do you know what time it is? What the hell are you talking about?

Where are the parents and what the hell are they doing that these fast little girls are going through boyfriends like pampers?