11/21/08 09:57 - 23ºF - ID#46792
Say it ain't so!
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Words: 26
Location: Buffalo, NY
Category: football
11/20/08 11:58 - 32ºF - ID#46770
Football tonight
At that point, I will go to Casa di Pizza, where there is NFL network.
It's the Steelers vs. the Bengals, so hopefully the game will be pretty much over by halftime, and I can go to bed at a reasonable hour.
If you want to watch some football, stop on by.
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Words: 79
Location: Buffalo, NY
Category: humor
11/19/08 11:13 - 27ºF - ID#46753
Brian Fellow's Safari Planet
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Words: 46
Location: Buffalo, NY
Category: football
11/18/08 12:55 - 27ºF - ID#46732
Best. Webshow. Ever.
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Words: 8
Location: Buffalo, NY
11/16/08 01:43 - 37ºF - ID#46705
Mass Appeal
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Words: 11
Location: Buffalo, NY
Category: football
11/15/08 10:16 - 50ºF - ID#46696
Steelers
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Words: 29
Location: Buffalo, NY
11/12/08 06:40 - 45ºF - ID#46663
Mass Appeal
It's gonna be sweet.
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Words: 28
Location: Buffalo, NY
Category: football
11/11/08 10:57 - 40ºF - ID#46642
Yinz Luv--week 10
It's more fun when the win, but it's always nice to see a tribute to a worthy band.
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Words: 30
Location: Buffalo, NY
Category: rant
11/10/08 05:34 - 38ºF - ID#46630
I don't know who to be mad at the most
I've known I'd had it for years, but never sought help because I didn't really want to be on meds, and I had some pretty good coping skills.
Nonetheless, as my life has gotten more complex in recent years, my disorganization, inattentiveness, and tendency to lose track of things has gotten harder to handle. The promise of a non-stimulant drug to help me out (as shared by (e:jim)), Strattera, inspired me.
The first nomination for an entity to be mad at might be ExpressScripts, my prescription plan. I am upset with them because they would not approve strattera, unless I have hypertension and/or other drugs had been tried and found wanting.
In essence they said, "Try the addictive/potentially harmful stimulants first, if you find yourself addicted, or your heary blows up, than we will give you the other drug." Great Plan.
I can also be upset with my PCP. I don't really want to be upset with them, because they are on the West Side and specialize in caring for poor people and refugees, which is why I went to this doctor. I decided I could put up with a crowded, long, wait, if it helped other people get the care they needed.
What really made me mad about them is that they sent my prescription apporval form to the wrong place, and never followed up (with my medical insurance, who they sent it to, my prescription plan, who they should have sent it to, or me) I had to call them to push them to get anything done, and I was told more than once that the problem was that the medical insurer was the hold-up even AFTER I TOLD THEM TWICE not to talk to BlueCross, but rather to talk to ExpressScripts, and got the special phone number for them.
After staterra was denied, because I don't have any heart problems or addictions yet, I decided that I should go along, and take Ritalin.
Of course, ritalin is a controlled substance. So before I could get this prescription, I had to visit the doctor yet again, so I could pee into a cup, sign a contract, and pick up the script (which is not allowed to be faxed to the pharmacy).
So I can be mad at the people that abused the drug, too, and the government that made rules in reaction to said people.
Additionally, I can be mad at myself. Now, I know myself pretty well. Therefore, when I got the script, I decided to go directly to the pharmacist. No passing go, no collecting $200, gotta get the drugs before I lose the little piece of paper.
Of course, the phone rang, and of course, it was an emergency. A woman in my congregation had died. I wasn't going to tell her family to wait while I went to Rite-Aid, so I changed direction.
After spending time with the family, I went straight to Rite-Aid, but it was too late. The prescription was not to be found. I searched every pocket, my whole truck, every place it might have gone, four and five times over. Gone. (I know. It's funny that I lost the paper that gets me the medicine that stops me from losing things)
I drove back to the doctor's office, and they seemed to say that they could write me another one, but couldn't right away because the doctor was at lunch.
So I went after work, waited 30 minutes again, and then was told that I would have to wait a month, because Ritalin is a controlled substance. They can't undo the old script, they can't write another one.
So I'm stuck. Ugh.
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Words: 627
Location: Buffalo, NY
Category: religion
11/07/08 12:07 - 54ºF - ID#46580
Suffering
Suffering may be accepted as a way, but I must speak carefully. So, some caveats:
1. No way of living should be imposed, but this one definitely should not.
2. Suffering in itself should not be seen as an end, or even a means of repentance, as seen here:http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Redemptive_suffering
Still, Christ said, "If anyone would come after me, he must deny himself and take up his cross and follow me. " (Matthew 16:24, please excuse the non-inclusive language). When living differently than the rest of the world, even if it is for the good of the world, one might expect to suffer. Again, this does not mean that suffering should be sought out, but the fact remains that Jesus was executed by the state, as were many of his followers. Christianity, practiced faithfully, is not good for empire.
Instead, we should be living in community with those who are suffering already, and thus, bearing another's burdens. There is already enough suffering in the world that we do not have to seek out/create government persecution, or practice self-mortification. We can enter into the suffering of others.
This, oddly enough, is what compassion means literally. "Passion," as we learned from passion plays and that movie, means suffering, and com- as a prefix means "with." Compassion = suffering with. A way of compassion is a way of suffering.
Christianity works from beneath (or at least it is supposed to) rather than stand on a pedestal or shout from a distance, we are called to enter into the brokenness of the world, as our leader did. Another key bible verse (Philippians 2:5-8):
Let the same mind be in you that was in Christ Jesus, who, though he was in the form of God, did not regard equality with God as something to be exploited, but emptied himself, taking the form of a slave, being born in human likeness. And being found in human form, he humbled himself and became obedient to the point of death- even death on a cross.
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Words: 350
Location: Buffalo, NY
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