It's thanksgiving day in Korea right now. Actually, thanksgiving day in Korea is tomorrow, September, 28. But technically it's Tuseday in Korea.. Thanksgivingday morning, 14 hours earily than here.

I just called home in Korea and it made me feel so lonely. Everybody got together and talking with having good meals. My second younger sister picked up the phone.. and we talked little while, then.. I talked to my niece.. she said.. she doesn't remember me... so sad.. then, talked to my mom... she asked me if I do something for the Korean thanksgiving day.. I told her.. I just need to go to school tomorrow.. that's it. She told me back that I should get together with Koreans to eat something good food. Hum.. Then, I talked to my first younger sister.. she just told me that what she has to do from now on..
Then, talked to my nephew.. he just said.. hi.. anut.. that's it.. He is just 3 years old.. he can barely speak. Then, talked to my brother-in-law.. We had the longest conversation among my family. He told me how to cook some traditional Korean food.. Oh well.. Then, talked to my second younger sister again.. Then.. done.. So lonely to be here when Korean holiday going. I think I should talk to my youngest sister in London.. She must feel the same as I do right now. Hum..

"I was thinking today as the wind blew...I suddenly realized the air was still, and it was the earth and my body slicing through it as the world spun."

And I lost my word, then it made me sad deeply.. I just miss him a lot.

[inlink]u=holly&id=103[/inlink] Holly.. Dogvile is great. The ending part is piquant and little bit sad. If all women can do like that, isn't that great..? I hope it made you feel better. I loved that movie.

I was talking to Robert from UK visiting the film professor that I feel like I'm living in my own country, which is not Korea, also not America either. I live in somewhere between Korea and America. But, I don't know where it is exactly.

My niece and nephew.. children grow up so fast... so fast...

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The sweetness is always ephemeral.

Too much hanging out so that I couldn't get work done I am suppose to. Too much thinking on my mind, Too much distractive, Too much depressed, Too much..
I skiped my morning class today, and Robin called me what's going on and told me that we have a presesntation for 10 min this Wednesday.

Before going to my night class today, I have to stop by my bank and my mechanic. Some weird sound is coming out of my car since Saturday. I can't get rid of my car. I have to fix it. Hum..

I was too much out of my mind so that I couldn't notice my friend CDC logging on the Messenger last night. Finally, I noticed him onlne and talked him like.. "hey, are you crazy.. what time is over there.. it's 2 am in the morning over there.." He replied,, "Thank for noticing me." and added he logged online only for me. So I asked him again why didn't you talk to me first then. He said.. donnno.

He sent three songs through online.. I told him.. "you knew it that I would love these songs." He said.. "Yes, I knew it" then, I cried a lot. I never told him that I miss him.. Finally, I told him that I miss him a lot. But I should not have told him.

Please.. go out to meet some people.. CDC.. do not stay home too much.. Please..
I'm getting back to my place... okay..?

The water is already spilt out of the glass,
so it's impossible to fill the glass up with that water again.

--- SJ

I miss all my family and friends in Korea. I'm staying well here in Buffalo.
Mom I miss you the most. I can't wait to go home this winter.