I might be wrong that I have decided to leave elmwoodstrip. While deleting all my journals, I almost cried.. maybe I loved here so much. But, I realized that I can't deal with feeling betrayed anymore.

Of course, I have also strong sexual desire as well. I always tell people that I like looking at cute boys, even I do sexual joke all the time, even I have been to strip bars a few times as business treatment in Korea. I've used my body for my artwork. Also, I like all type of men as well. I'm from the structuarized business filed background where disgusting politics dance boisterously and I'm old enough to know things better. But, I wasn't talking about these things, I was talking about "respecting another culture, not making fun of another culture with a total different concept and comment". If I saw the picture with a different argument or concept, I wouldn't react like that. I would rather say "what a nice picture, those sushi look so yummy" I couldn't really express what I thought on the argument because I have limited English vocabularies.

As a senior designer in Korea, I'd learned to treat junior designers "being in the middle and giving them reasonable argument" with a respect manner. I know nobody can be perfect in human being. I know I make mistakes all the time and I do overcriticize things all the time. But, if I notice that I was wrong, I always apologize.

It's hard to notice people's voice tone from the online, so there can be a lot of misunderstandings. So, online manner is the most important thing to communicate with other people. I just want to let you know about that.

I've really enjoyed writing and reading your journals here.
But, I'm too sensitive to deal with what has happened to me here.
Sorry.

Soyeon.