There is me.

There is you.

There is nobody.


There is no me.

There is no you.

There is everybody


There is me.

There is no you.

There is memory.


There is no me.

There is you.

There is nothing.


---SJ

Things that I'm involved drive me crazy these days. I had a problem with my car over the spring break. And I had another problem with my cell phone today.
Well, everything is okay now. But, something tells me that if I wouldn't have these things for living in Buffalo, I could be okay..? I don't know.
Well, I haven't called people up that much for a while, but I don't feel comfortable without my cell phone. I have to have it all the time. It's weird, but it makes me feel safe. Well, it doesn't make sense but it makes me feel that way.

I wanted to do my electoric art project about my cell phone. Well, we are doing something about the cell phones. But I had a different idea of that. I think I'm just gonna make a video about it. Hum.

What a lazy girl I am these days. I gotta get over my emotional stress. I was very a workholic when I was in Korea. Only work, work. So, I was very grumpy if I couldn't sleep well. I didn't have enough sleep every day. My mom used to make everybody sure not to wake me up whenever I was in the bed. Everybody had to be very quiet at home because of me. (Sounds like I'm a queen at home, Huh?) I had very a bad insomnia, neckache, and stomacheache from my work. Now, I think my health is pretty okay but I'm becoming too lazy.

Need to get back to work. Be smart all the time..

SJ

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The Elevator Stops Here

"you seem the same as always, and being you, hate every minute of it. Don't Learn to say 'Fuck You' to the world once in a while. You have every right to. Just stop thinking, worring, looking over your shoulder, wondering; doubting, fearing, hurting, hoping for some easy way out, struggling, gasping, confusing, itching, scratching, mumbling, bumbling, grumbling, humbling, stumbling, rumbling, rambling, gambling, tumbling, scumbling, scrambling, scrambling, hitching, hatching, bitching, moaning, groaning, honing, boning, horse-shitting, hair-finger-pointing, alleyway-sneaking, long waiting, small stepping, evil-eyeing, back-scratching, searching, perching, besmirching, grinding, grinding, grinding away at yourself. Stop it and just Do"

---

From Eva Hesse's book.

I've finally got computer fixed. But, I lost all my bookmarks - I had pretty good collections- Also, I need to figure tons of shitty things out such as installing all softwares I need. It will take me long to organize again. Damn it.
Oh well.