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And I lost my word, then it made me sad deeply.. I just miss him a lot.

[inlink]u=holly&id=103[/inlink] Holly.. Dogvile is great. The ending part is piquant and little bit sad. If all women can do like that, isn't that great..? I hope it made you feel better. I loved that movie.

I was talking to Robert from UK visiting the film professor that I feel like I'm living in my own country, which is not Korea, also not America either. I live in somewhere between Korea and America. But, I don't know where it is exactly.

My niece and nephew.. children grow up so fast... so fast...

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The sweetness is always ephemeral.

Too much hanging out so that I couldn't get work done I am suppose to. Too much thinking on my mind, Too much distractive, Too much depressed, Too much..
I skiped my morning class today, and Robin called me what's going on and told me that we have a presesntation for 10 min this Wednesday.

Before going to my night class today, I have to stop by my bank and my mechanic. Some weird sound is coming out of my car since Saturday. I can't get rid of my car. I have to fix it. Hum..

I was too much out of my mind so that I couldn't notice my friend CDC logging on the Messenger last night. Finally, I noticed him onlne and talked him like.. "hey, are you crazy.. what time is over there.. it's 2 am in the morning over there.." He replied,, "Thank for noticing me." and added he logged online only for me. So I asked him again why didn't you talk to me first then. He said.. donnno.

He sent three songs through online.. I told him.. "you knew it that I would love these songs." He said.. "Yes, I knew it" then, I cried a lot. I never told him that I miss him.. Finally, I told him that I miss him a lot. But I should not have told him.

Please.. go out to meet some people.. CDC.. do not stay home too much.. Please..
I'm getting back to my place... okay..?

The water is already spilt out of the glass,
so it's impossible to fill the glass up with that water again.

--- SJ

I miss all my family and friends in Korea. I'm staying well here in Buffalo.
Mom I miss you the most. I can't wait to go home this winter.

I ordered food to go because I wanted to save time to work at school. But that stupid Korean restaurant didn't put spoon and folk or chopstick in the bag. So, I had to run around school to find out one of those things to eat about 30 min. I ran into Jesse in front of CFA and asked him if he has one. He said.. he has one at home.. God, it didn't sound helping me out. So stupid.. In conclusion, I just wasted time.

By the way, sorry Jesse to have missed your phone. You should've called me earlier.. Robin, Julie and I watched "Hero" at Market Acade.