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<rss version="2.0"><channel><title>soyeon's estrip.org Blog</title><link>https://estrip.org</link><description><![CDATA[soyeon's estrip.org journal]]></description><language>en-us</language><skipHours/><skipDays/><docs>http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss</docs><generator>Paul Visco's surebert framework RSS creator</generator><item><title>Well,</title><link>https://estrip.org/articles/read/soyeon/34907/Well_.html</link><description><![CDATA[I might be wrong that I have decided to leave elmwoodstrip. While deleting all my journals, I almost cried.. maybe I loved here so much. But, I realized that I can&#039;t deal with feeling betrayed anymore. <br />
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Of course, I have also strong sexual desire as well. I always tell people that I like looking at cute boys, even I do sexual joke all the time, even I have been to strip bars a few times as business treatment in Korea. I&#039;ve used my body for my artwork. Also, I like all type of men as well. I&#039;m from the structuarized business filed background where disgusting politics dance boisterously and I&#039;m old enough to know things better. But, I wasn&#039;t talking about these things, I was talking about &quot;respecting another culture, not making fun of another culture with a total different concept and comment&quot;. If I saw the picture with a different argument or concept, I wouldn&#039;t react like that. I would rather say &quot;what a nice picture, those sushi look so yummy&quot; I couldn&#039;t really express what I thought on the argument because I have limited English vocabularies.<br />
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As a senior designer in Korea, I&#039;d learned to treat junior designers &quot;being in the middle and giving them reasonable argument&quot; with a respect manner. I know nobody can be perfect in human being. I know I make mistakes all the time and I do overcriticize things all the time. But, if I notice that I was wrong, I always apologize. <br />
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It&#039;s hard to notice people&#039;s voice tone from the online, so there can be a lot of misunderstandings. So, online manner is the most important thing to communicate with other people. I just want to let you know about that.<br />
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I&#039;ve really enjoyed writing and reading your journals here. <br />
But, I&#039;m too sensitive to deal with what has happened to me here.<br />
Sorry.<br />
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Soyeon.<br />
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]]></description><pubDate>Sat, 05 Mar 2005 05:20:15 -0500</pubDate><guid>https://estrip.org/articles/read/soyeon/34907/Well_.html</guid></item><item><title>Missing a Dog.</title><link>https://estrip.org/articles/read/soyeon/34906/Missing_a_Dog_.html</link><description><![CDATA[That&#039;s why I don&#039;t want to gain weight. <a href="/articles/read/Terry/" class="e_link" title="link to Terry's journal #">(e:Terry)</a>, see..? why I&#039;m so senstive if I put little weight on me..  I want to find things out easily.. ;)<br />
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<img class="tb_img" src="/content/users/soyeon/0205/lostadog0348.jpg" width="400" height="409" alt="image" /><br />
]]></description><pubDate>Thu, 17 Feb 2005 06:04:10 -0500</pubDate><guid>https://estrip.org/articles/read/soyeon/34906/Missing_a_Dog_.html</guid></item><item><title>Rendering!!</title><link>https://estrip.org/articles/read/soyeon/34905/Rendering_.html</link><description><![CDATA[Have to wait for rendering for my video about 4 hours, and it is just a test.. Damn it. I want Tower G5 MAC with a lot of rams so badly.. Especially, if I want to use After Effect a lot, I really need one otherwise I have to live in school.  Oh well,  it seems like I will use After Effect a lot.. Damn.. Damn..<br />
I want G5 right now..  Good that I have a PC too, so I can use the internet while it is rendering.<br />
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]]></description><pubDate>Wed, 16 Feb 2005 01:09:33 -0500</pubDate><guid>https://estrip.org/articles/read/soyeon/34905/Rendering_.html</guid></item><item><title>A Quality Assurance Person.</title><link>https://estrip.org/articles/read/soyeon/34904/A_Quality_Assurance_Person_.html</link><description><![CDATA[So, every time <a href="/articles/read/Paul/" class="e_link" title="link to Paul's journal #">(e:Paul)</a> programmes something new for estrip, he aims me to test the new thing for the site. So, I did it again. I put my cell phone number on the new menu...(the green icon next to yahoo icon).. then, wrote something on the post and sent it to me.. and I got a text message on my cell phone.. Cool!!.. <a href="/articles/read/Paul/" class="e_link" title="link to Paul's journal #">(e:Paul)</a>, what is the next programming..? I&#039;m here for you to test everything.. I feel like I am your quality assurance person.<br />
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Too busy to think of other things these days..  I&#039;m just having a break now.. <br />
Okay.. gotta go back to work.<br />
]]></description><pubDate>Tue, 15 Feb 2005 02:46:27 -0500</pubDate><guid>https://estrip.org/articles/read/soyeon/34904/A_Quality_Assurance_Person_.html</guid></item><item><title>Splendour in the Grass</title><link>https://estrip.org/articles/read/soyeon/34903/Splendour_in_the_Grass.html</link><description><![CDATA[[inlink]u=marmizo&amp;id=29[/inlink] <a href="/articles/read/Marmizo/" class="e_link" title="link to Marmizo's journal #">(e:Marmizo)</a>, I like William Wordsworth poem too. I used to love Rene Maria Rilke. Even though my father was a poet (he passed away by sudden car accident when I was 20), I loved to read a lot of western poetry. Perhaps, I was against with him because he disciplined me in a very strict way. I am the oldest daughter of him, and there is no son in my family. For the reason or not, he rasied me as his son. But, I wasn&#039;t enough to be his son. As you might guess, I&#039;m an emotional person. Now I understand him much better, but I was too young to follow what he wanted me to in my childhood.<br />
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By the way, here is my favorite poem of  <strong class="tb_b">William Wordsworth</strong>. This is a part of his long poem called &quot;Slendour in the Grass&quot;. I used this one for one of my video poetry. <br />
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<em class="tb_i">Splendour in the Grass<br />
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What though the radiance which was once so bright<br />
Be now forever taken from my sight,<br />
Though nothing can bring back the hour<br />
Of splendour in the grass, of glory in the flower:<br />
We will grieve not, rather find strength in what remains behind:<br />
In the primal sympathy<br />
Which having been must ever be;<br />
In the soothing thoughts that spring<br />
Out of human suffering;<br />
In the faith that looks though death,<br />
In years that bring the philosophic mind.</em> <br />
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