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07/27/04 11:25 - ID#21321

Mortgage my Ass

So who here wants a mortgage. I was reading the Village Voice the other day and there is an interesting series about being young and in debt in america. it stated that most college grads end up paying off a "mortgage" as a result of their college years. Of course this is between those lovely student loans, and the credit cards we all signed up for to get a t-shirt or a mug. A mortgage. the other day while watching tv a commercial struck me very funny, it was about this guy who, well, was being portrayed as making it in america. one of the criteria he offered as a benchmark of being successful was a mortgage. Yup thats how i would like everyone to know i have made it, being in fucking debt. well if thats the case, by golly i am already there. of course not in the upper strata of debtors. luckily i am still in the small pond. On a brighter note I did meet a beautiful girl from London this past weekend. saturday nite to be exact. At a block party in Long beach. it was funny though, i was supposed to be in VA Beach for DMB. oh well. anyways.
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07/08/04 01:44 - ID#21320

4th of july families

how PROUD the grandparents are
as their progeny stand beneath rockets red glare
the children play oblivious to our world
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07/13/04 11:10 - ID#21319

driving

driving through new jersey on summer nites, its no wonder bruce and bon jovi had such good material to write hits with. its a different kind of place. of course anywhere in this general area is. i guess i have a slight obsession with the east coast because of the mystery of it. one might not think there is any mystery but you can feel it. warm summer nite time parkway reflecting lines leading you through the salty sea fog that drifts in and fills your head. it keeps you here,the ocean, the dirty city,the worn sidewalks where the feet of hope and desire lust death poverty disease have walked and worn their lives into the permanance of the city .but while doing that i have this desire to see the west, the newness of it. oh wow, how strange a special on the pacific coast highway with George Foreman. i wonder if he has his grill on the trip with him. oooh they are showing bridges....i love bridges. especially now that i have a sunroof. something that i don't think i could really ever live with out now. well anyways..its a special about the pacific coast highway. something that amazes me. though i think i would probably get into an accident as i would be craning my neck to see everything, suck up everything with my eyes. did you ever wish that you could just take pictures with your eyes? or print out pictures from you memory. any of you tech guys reading this (which probably is nill) get on that ok. well its time for me to get typing on my old monster before going out for a evening of drinking in long beach. have fun all, hopefully i will get to catch up with you this weekend dee.
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07/09/04 03:27 - ID#21318

live in NYC

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07/01/04 09:42 - ID#21317

conch shell whisper

cry out your tears
quench the bouquets of sadness and hope
love lites 'pon your brow softly
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07/01/04 09:41 - ID#21316

sea air afternoon

out of this window
i watch and i am watched
counting the gulls moving on i sit stil
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07/01/04 09:39 - ID#21315

el nino

the breezes cross your cheeks
everyone scattered bout this land
my winds of discontent drift to the sea the mountains
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07/01/04 09:34 - ID#21314

Re:connectedness

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awesome. this is great dee. I am codypomeray. its eric. hopefully we can get a whole lot of people on board with this idea. anyone else on here that i know?
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06/30/04 03:51 - ID#21312

Order

take off your clothes
take out your eyes
your ears full of cotton
the soft drone of words unheard
unseen through endless
beatings and betrayls
our pricks, our cocks stiff
masts at full sail
hacked off, maimed
our cunts, filled with poisons
of man, of nations
the ruble of terror,
we stand before the doors
who the fuck unscrewed the jambs?
who the fuck unscrewed the doors?
broken noses, testament to the lie
they install in their own eyes
replacing our senses with
automaton regluarity, rigidity that
does not end in copulation
in orgasmic rushing hot liquid joy
no it ends in nites before plasma screens
of high definition tv's,
in a cold cup of victory gin and thoughts
of double speak,
in promises and hope dying
dying,
crusted on old socks and
dirty towels
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06/30/04 03:46 - ID#21311

I-26

beneath the moon
mad burning fireflys
spark, contemplate seccession
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