Category: castration
07/05/07 12:18 - 66ºF - ID#39918
what the hell is wrong with women?
"hey, i don't feel like hanging out"
-or-
"hey, im not going to be able to make it"
-or-
"hey, this just isn't going to work"
and here the typical stereotype is that men never show enough concern for plans/emotions/commitment.
i swear to god, as far as romance and gender roles are concerned, more and more im beginning to believe the proverbial tables have been turned.
on another note, i have met somone... and she is gorgeous. but, for some reason, i cannot get the last one out of my head(heart?). i don't know what to do, because she could be soo much better for me, but im just not feeling as into her as the other (previous) one. i seem to have little in common with her comparitivley to the last girl, who was by all means, save reciprocation, my dreammate.
its been more than three weeks. when somone asks for space, generally they don't mean 4+ weeks. she still hasn't deleted me from her myspace profile, but has ignored the few attempts i made to reach her to at least get some form of closure.
i don't want to hurt this new one, but i don't want this previous mess to tangle me up, either. i want to be able to move on and try somethin with somone, and why not with her (new girl)? she is gorgeous, and i mean that, but she dosent interest me as much (or quickly?) as the other. maybe its just because we didn't fuck within the first 4 hours of meeting each other like i did with the last one. i feel like my heart is constantly being put through a rock tumbler.
maybe if im lucky it will come out all smooth, polished, and pretty. hopefully somone might be able to ignore the fact that despite its brilliant veneer it has gone cold and hard...
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Location: Buffalo, NY
Category: help!
06/27/07 08:26 - 79ºF - ID#39832
moving...
expenses are rough right now, but im willing to see what i can throw together for alcohol depending on your preferences. maybe even dinner when its all said and done.
anyone up for a moving party?
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Location: Buffalo, NY
Category: apologies
06/24/07 04:32 - 82ºF - ID#39794
okay, okay...
to boot, i work with a bunch of evil, catty women. in fact, almost every person i work with is female, and i really don't get too many positive impressions from them about the entire feminine gender- as they are all uncareing, vougue reading, view watching, husband-hunting, pieces of mass-media trash. what has happened to women in the past 6 years? it seems to me like they have all changed, become careless and caustic, with no regard for anything other than instant pleasure and gratification. to be honest, women are reminding me more and more of the typical MALE stereotype, and men- the other way around. i don't watch television or read any media, so what the hell is going on in america?! i don't understand women like i used to... and i didn't really get them to begin with. i really am beginning to feel like mass media has changed the demands of the gender roles in the past few years.
all that said, im going to apologize to the individual ladies who may not represent these "qualities" and in a twofold manuver, ask for you to stand up and take a shot at proving me wrong. godz know i need some positive impressions, right now. being a curmudgeon will not ever help me meet that special "somone".
oh yeah, and im a pacifist. i could never resort to physical violence, let alone murder. lets just say my words can kill and leave it at that.
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Location: Buffalo, NY
Category: castration
06/23/07 03:04 - 53ºF - ID#39778
for the ladies...
i would like to think that women are all individuals, but im beginning to see base character traits among all of them, and it seriously disgusts me. petty, greedy, shallow, calloused, and unflinchingly manipulative- i see it every day in just about any way a woman regards a man. we are cattle to them, worker drones. all of us are replaceable by somone thinner, more attractive, more wealthy, popular, or just plain more anything. i simpley cannot trust the bond of a woman, anymore. genetics simply place their concerns with security over that of either emotion or social regard.
im sorry, im sure you are all great on an individual basis, but as a whole, you are deceitful, hurtful, plotting creatures whos only concern is hooking up with somone you can show off to the rest of your catty, fucked up little population of breeders.
maybe ill just get lucky and it will only be the women in buffalo.
hell, who am i kidding.
feel free to send me hate comments to perpetuate my new paradigm.
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Location: Buffalo, NY
06/22/07 10:39 - 59ºF - ID#39776
doom.
im also moving in a week.
that is all.
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Location: Buffalo, NY
Category: photos
03/25/07 04:06 - 52ºF - ID#38614
pattys day pics
sorry i didn't take more, im still learning the camera as much as im starting ti get to know most of you. im sure once i have been to a few more parties i will be more comfortable taking pics.
but... there they are. enjoy.
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Location: Buffalo, NY
Category: lack of pictures
03/22/07 11:01 - 43ºF - ID#38584
so sorry..
not to say that all of you werent a blast. i had a great time meeting those of you i had not beforehand and seeing the res i already knew. good times. just a busy week, thats all. aww, shit. thats right.. electric six is playing at the mohawk, tomorrow. well... i wont be posting the party pics tomorrow, either. but i may have some e6 pics by the time i do. anyone else going? maybe we can meet up. i know knife is going.
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Location: Buffalo, NY
Category: doctor
03/14/07 12:04 - 46ºF - ID#38449
Doctor Tran
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Words: 38
Location: Buffalo, NY
Category: photos
03/08/07 11:39 - 16ºF - ID#38403
mystery post...
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Location: Buffalo, NY
Category: nerd
02/23/07 01:21 - 23ºF - ID#38251
swm iso gpu...
so i do, in fact, have a pcix slot, and am running off a gforce 6600 with 256mb or vram. im looking to upgrade to 512mb, but there are more on the market than i thought. so i started comparing core and memory speeds, and weighing against the pros and cons of having a fan-less card. im pretty sure i know which card i want to go with in my price range, but its not an nvidia card, its an ati. never used an ati, but its pricing and stats are weighty. check it.
so i guess my question is this:
do any of you out there know what specs to look for on new video cards, to compare them adequately?
im planning on building my next rig in about a year or so, after the quad core mobos become more prevalent and less expensive. that mobo will most likely be either sli or crossfire compat, so whatever card i get now will most likely be the brother/sister to the one following.
or how about this:
is it better to increase your ram before your gpu, or vice versa? how can you tell when you need each one?
woot. nerdy.
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Location: Buffalo, NY
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"She's just not that into you."
What you said in your post is ABSOLUTELY right...no one needs 4+ weeks of "space"...especially if they are interested.
Cut your losses, chalk it up to an extended one night stand and don't bring that baggage into a new relationship with you.
Take care.
and 2: I'm with you- I would MUCH rather have a guy just be upfront and TELL ME "hey you're cool but I don't think it'll work out", or hell, just say 'you're fucking crazy and I can't deal' than just play the ''i'll call you' and then not call' game. I think people think it's "nicer" to "spare your feelings", but I personally hate it. But I know some people prefer it, so, who knows.
good luck.
it's a minefield out there.
It is a human trait (not just female) to be a weasel, an unaccountable jerk when it comes to these situations. People don't like to have to answer for why they're ignoring you. They just are ignoring you, because they're great, and you're shit, so fuck you. It's a lot easier to just walk away, or lie to you (I want space? Please bitch, please) instead of being a grownup and doing the right thing. Everyone at some point is guilty of this.
As frustrating as it is, you should just understand and accept this fact. When a girl says she wants space, and it's been 4 weeks, and she's ignoring you, what she's really saying is you're out, permanently, and some other dude probably is in. Stings, don't it? I've been there, brother. That's life, so drink it up and like it, man. It's not the worst thing in the world, and the sky is not falling. Being able to accept things like this means never having to feel shitty over some chick who isn't talking to you anymore. It's grrreeeaaat!
And - think about how fair it is to date someone when your mind is elsewhere. It's one of those things that people do. I'm not judging you for it. Have fun, have some good times, all that stuff, but if it starts to get somewhat heavy then you'll know where you're at.