skate away
Here i am in east aurora. working.
and there all ya'll are in PMT. eating. drinking. being merry. etc.
why does work always have to get in the way of play time?
oh and speaking of work... i can definetely get into some serious trouble for being online right now.
but alas i don't care.
Every year I get rather upset about the fact that the holiday season is always ruined for me. I can't go home and be with my family because I will always have to work right up to and the day after christmas. Last year I managed to at least be at Lauren's parents for christmas. This year she will be there, but I'll be here. alone.
I get very depressed sometimes when i think about it. Christmas isn't very christmassy for me. We have a single scary silver/white tree in the lving room. the stores that I work at are filled with scrooges and jehovahs witnesses who have no desire to get into the christmas spirit. Oh and the fact that we have no money. it all just makes me feel a bit hollow.
maybe its because i'm not sitting in the middle of the mall this year. With christmas lights all over the place. and people crazily running for gifts. maybe i'm in fact crazy, but that made me feel christmassy.
but oh well. this too shall pass.
at any rate: HAVE FUN AT THE HOLIDAY POTLUCK EVERYBODY!
and there all ya'll are in PMT. eating. drinking. being merry. etc.
why does work always have to get in the way of play time?
oh and speaking of work... i can definetely get into some serious trouble for being online right now.
but alas i don't care.
Every year I get rather upset about the fact that the holiday season is always ruined for me. I can't go home and be with my family because I will always have to work right up to and the day after christmas. Last year I managed to at least be at Lauren's parents for christmas. This year she will be there, but I'll be here. alone.
I get very depressed sometimes when i think about it. Christmas isn't very christmassy for me. We have a single scary silver/white tree in the lving room. the stores that I work at are filled with scrooges and jehovahs witnesses who have no desire to get into the christmas spirit. Oh and the fact that we have no money. it all just makes me feel a bit hollow.
maybe its because i'm not sitting in the middle of the mall this year. With christmas lights all over the place. and people crazily running for gifts. maybe i'm in fact crazy, but that made me feel christmassy.
but oh well. this too shall pass.
at any rate: HAVE FUN AT THE HOLIDAY POTLUCK EVERYBODY!
