1. The phone rings. Who do you want it to be?
Someone with something good to say.

2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart?
I put it wiith the carts nearest to the car.

3. In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener?
listener, unless i get going on a story.

4. Do you take compliments well?
i like to think i've gotten better but i get embarassed.

5. Do you play Sudoku?
no

6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness, would you survive?
depends. is it hot? cold? is there food? will animals eat me?
I kind of doubt it. I can't see very well withouot contacts. If it were Lord Of The Flies I'd be the fat kid.

8. Did you ever go to camp as a kid?
No but I went to vacation bible school... which was not like camp at all... nor like a vacation.

9. What was your favorite game as a kid?
Girl Talk.

10. If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was married, would you?
nope, I got a man.

12. Could you date someone with different religious beliefs than you?
yeah... I think pretty much everyone has different beliefs al least on a subtle level.

13. Do you like to pursue or be pursued?
both, kind of the same thing.

14. Use three words to describe yourself?
pensive, mutable humdinger

15. Do any songs make you cry?
pretty much any song can if my hormones or the circumstances are right.

16. Are you continuing your education?
not formally.... Fuck a PhD

17. Do you know how to shoot a gun?
Yes but I hate the kick so I haven't done it since I was a kid.

18. If your house was on fire, what would be the first thing you grabbed?
Depends.... The children.... the aminals.... or my laptop. That's in order of importance.

19. How often do you read books?
Whenever the modds strikes.... usually between 9 to 30 a year.

20. Do you think more about the past, present or future?
past.... I'm always trying to figure out what just happened and why.

21. What is your favorite children's book?
The Giving Tree, Shel Silverstein.

22. What color are your eyes?
Dark Red Brown

23. How tall are you?
5'5 1/2 (same as Marilyn Monroe)

24. Where is your dream house located?
a cliff by the ocean.

25. Best vacay ever?
the one I'm going to take with Casey.

26. Coolest picture?
of me??
I don't know. There are a ton of pics of me. I think the one julie perini took of me eating a buffalo wing at Duff's was a classic.

27. Have you ever taken pictures in a photo booth
Yes, all the time.

28. When was the last time you were at Olive Garden?
Can't remember but I like the place.

29. How about the movies?
In Atlanta, I watched Volver. It's a spanish movie mostly about strong women, death and a ghost. It was good, made me tear up.

30. Where was the furthest place you traveled today?
I guess at midnight I was in one of the Carolina's and I got here to brooklyn. So around 700 or so miles.

32. Do you like mustard?
NO, I love it.

33. Do you prefer to sleep or eat?
both

34. Do you look like your mom or dad?
both
nose, hands, feet, eye size = Mama
face shape, skin, eye shape=Daddy

35. How long does it take you in the shower?
I like baths but I'd say between 10 to 30 minutes.

36. Can you do a split?
no but I can put my legs behind my head.

37. What movie do you want to see right now?
nothing, whatever.

39. What did you do for New Year's?
Got drunk and fucked Casey.

40. Do you think The Grudge was scary?
I can't remember if I've seen it.

41. Do you laugh a lot?
more than I cry.... but not that much more.

42. Do you own a camera phone?
No... hell my phonme hardly works. but I do have a video camera.

44. Was your mom a cheerleader?
God no and she never would let me or my sister be one either.

45. What's the last letter of your middle name?
E

46. how many hours of sleep do you get a night?
between 7 and 13.... well that's usually in the day.

47. Do you watch MTV?
Sure... jackass. Sometimes. Did y'all see Jackass II? It's the gayest movie ever.

48. Do you like care bears?
yeah, I used to have a sunshine bear.

49. What do you buy at the movies?
a coke.

50. Do you know how to play poker?
5 card draw but I've never gambled.

51. Do you wear your seatbelt?
yeah usaully but I hate those cars that beep at you when you forget it.

52. What do you wear to sleep?
a tank top and panties most of the time.

53. Anything big ever happen in your hometown?
nothing good from what I know.... The civil war.

54. How many meals do you eat a day?
I don't know... at least 2

55. Is your tongue pierced?
no

56. Do you always read MySpace bulletins?
no

57. Most visited webpage?
yahoo mail (even though it sucks) or google

58. Do you like funny or serious people better?
funny

59. Ever been to L.A.?
nope, never been to cali

60. Did you eat a cookie today?
no but i did have a brownie a la mode with a cherry on top

61. Do you use cuss words in other languages?
yeah... german and spanish

62. Do you steal or pay for your music downloads?
i don't know... both but i prefer the term borrow

63. Do you hate chocolate?
nope

64. What do you and your parents fight about the most?
my lack of employment...

65. Are you a gullible person?
yeah, I just take people word for truth a lot of the time.... until i learn not to but i give everyone that chance.

66. Do you need a boyfriend/girlfriend to be happy?
No, I'm never happy all the time and never sad all the time.

67. If you could have any job (assuming you have the skills) what would it be?
a person who pulls people off stage with a wodden and hooked cane.

68. Are you easy to get along with?
most of the time... but I am a little difficult to live with due to my excessively laid back attitude.

69. What is your favorite time of day?
7am

My sister took an overdose of pills the other day. My Mama told me about it a few minutes ago. I know my sis is going through a tough time. She's 27, a single mom and she lives with our parents. She just lost her job and her boyfriend. I'm worried but I'm now in Brooklyn. I don't know how I can help even if I were in GA. It scares me to death to imagine this world without my sister. Even if I don't "get" her all the time an even if I don't see her all the time just knowing of her existence helps me and I don't know how I could ever be happy if her existence were terminated.
We all share 80% of DNA with our siblings. It's amazing we can feel sso disconnected sometimes.

Casey got his driver's license today! No more driving his ass around.

Other good things... I'm the Wii golf champion. I have one chin hair. I have a few grey hairs so now I get to dye my hair. Casey is worried about my WOW addiction. I'm now a level 20 Tauren druid named Angline. I figure I'm not that addicted because I still don't understand all the abbreviations. Maybe someone can hook me up with a dictionary for that geek slang.


and the hair dye is in. holy shit this stuff stinks.


We are leaving for Brooklyn on Thursday or Friday. I'll be happy to leave Georgia. I'm fairly certain I'll die in Georgia. My little run in with the law in Athens does nothing to diminish that suspicion. I would rather die that be imprisoned.

Not that we all aren't imprisoned anyway but it's the literal prison that makes me want to rip off my skin and floss my teeth with my veins. At least right now I have some choices.

I choose to dye my hair.
I choose to smoke reds.
I choose to ask Casey how to spell choose and not chose, God Damn it.
I chose not to drink... but I'm reconsidering.
I choose to dye my jeans red.
I choose to wear a bra because in high school I chose not to too often.

Now I choose to quit writing this pointless entry and get back to my editing... or rinse my hair.

I'll leave y'all with my favorite Atlanta bathroom graffiti even though it don't make sense now (unless you have trouble parting from you laptop even for a moment)

"If you are reading this that mean you are probably taking some sort of dump or pee...
Yeah, have fun with that, uhhh"


I made a yellow wallpaper video last night. I'm not trying to say Casey is driving my nuts but I do go a little nuts sometimes. It's best to get it out in an imaginative and harmless way. It has been a while since I've had to comprimis so much.

Last Friday my sister found a little puppy at the end of the driveway. There is no way they could keep it and I didn't want them to. My sister is bad about bringing home animals and not taking proper care of them. She'll feed them and everything but some animals need allot more. This little puppy needed a trip to the vet to see if he had worms. He also needed constant attention and affection.
After spending the night on the couch beside the puppy (I made him a bed out of a basket and my childhood teddy bear) I decided to post an ad on craigslist and find him a good home. I made this video to go with the ad .
By the Saturday night I'd gotten about six responses. My little niece Lea was having a birthday party and after that I was going to head for Atlanta.
Lea just turned 2 years old. When we all gathered around and sang her happy birthday she got all freaked out. Halfway through the song Lea folded her little arms, placed her head in them and started crying. Her Mama turned on the lights really fast and got her distracted with blowing out the candles. D, Lea's mama made the best chocolate cake. ummmm
After that my Dad and me went out and got the puppy. We brought him to D's house and all the kids went nuts over him. D's sister, Amy volunteered to puppysit and today when I called Amy she say's that she's talked it over with her husband and they've decided to keep the puppy. I couldn't be happier than I am now, knowing that the sweet little puppy is in a safe and loving home.

other arms reach out to me,
but still in not so peaceful dreams I see,
this place will surely kill me,
ee ee
oh!

The police ain't nice around these parts. Fuck Athens.
I'm officially an addict. The World of Warcraft has locked it's evil grip around my weak little mind. I mean my strong all powerful druid mind. I can't seem to stick with a character for long...
I wish somebody would play with me.
ah, beautiful escapism.

I just woke up from a nap. I had a weird dream where (e:paul) made an appearance. This is what went down.
I was hanging around with the family eating dinner. My Dad and I had a big serving. It was good. Two guests who were there wanted more. We ate something with red sauce.
Then I was running and climbing around alleys with around 3 or 4 friends. We were young people up to mischief. We encountered this man who got really mad at us and locked us in his moderately priced thrift store... forever.
The other girl and me broke down a door and made a run for it at dawn. Upon venturing into the morning sunlight, I felt nauseous and weak in the legs. My skin started turning pale pink, like the sky. We had to go back inside of the store to feel better. That man had put some sorta hex on us.
So we were in the thrift store. It's weird that the clerks didn't realize something funny was happening... maybe everyone was hexed in that store. One clerk asked me out after I'd been there for a year.
I was walking around the store one time and found this T-shirt that had a picture of president Ronald Regan shaking hands with MLK Jr. The two were circled by text that said "same values." I thought that was some crazy shit so I picked the shirt up. Then I ran into (e:paul). I gave him this look with my eyes that begged him to ask me where I'd been and why I hadn't been writing and so on... but (e:paul) was his regular old self. I even gave him the Regan/MLK t-shirt before he left.
After (e:paul) left one of the store clerks came up and told me I had to pay for the clothes I was wearing. I looked in my purse but the clothes cost 18 dollars and I felt like that was too much when compared to the money in my purse. I then took off the clothes and walked around the store in my panties and bra. (It wasn't the typical shame shame public nudity dream. I was mad.) The clerk went off to get the police and I thought "good, maybe they'll get me out of here" but in a few minutes the clerk was back like nothing had happened. Then I saw this (the older) Robert De Niro looking man checking out my ass and realized that he was probably the man who made the hex. I'm pretty sure he fancied me.



Ok, that's what I remember from that dream. Happy New Year everyone. I'm in a condo in Downtown Atlanta with Casey. He's trying to get this mattress up here and it's pouring outside. I guess I'm going to go dress up. If I need to spend my new year's eve in from on a TV watching football, I'm going to do it in style! (and get drunk)

sorry for taking off in a hurry Paul Matt and Terry. Our acclimated southern bones couldn't handle the buffalo chill... also our two fat asses in that twin bed was a tough squeeze. I'll come back and stay longer sometime cause it was good to see y'all for that brief period of time. I'll try coming on a weekend next time. The mansion is super. I think y'all should act out some role-playing S&M fantasies up in the attic cage.
I made a shitty video for the dysfunctional holiday show at Squeaky. I made it in two hours (edit, compress, burn) and it shows. Here is a link . I had to use footage already logged due to my lack of a firewire. My video was the worst in the show. The screening was short. Milbrand made an awesome sock puppet epic about the Christmas serpent. And the Kimberly person made one of her finest 3-d things that involved Santa getting a hooker with help from "a furry" the Easter bunny.
Here are a couple pics of me, Casey and the Milbrand Santa.

I'm heading for Buffalo in a few hours. It's a 7 hour drive and I hope to see some of y'all peeps out at the pink tonight. Unfortunately I don't think we can stick around long egough for Enknot's Birthday party :(. I hope I can at least show Casey a little taste of Buffalo insanity. We're going to stay with the baby-bellied Soy bean, if the cat hair doesn't drive us out. So the old pink and Korea House, those are the things I need to show Casey, that and a shitload of fantastic people.
Dang. I'm too excited to sleep. That and my menstrual cramps. Damn the full moon. (note to Terry: please don't let my menstruation freak you out. I promise to be on typical robin behavior)

We had dinner with the Lavatelli sister's earlier and I realized how lucky I was they took me in last July. Buffalo breeds good people and good friends.

tonight I went to my first strip club (I've been to the claremont lounge but that place is in a league of its own) the pink pony is a real strip joint equipped with at least 20 fine looking women. I was suckered into a couple lap dances from a hot young Gypsy named Bianca. she was one of the few with real tits. i got to feel my first fake tits. they belonged to a tall and stacked woman named Mimi. all in all it was a good night, good food at Dante's (wasn't it the 2nd level of lustful hell I'm doomed to?) on the pirate ship then on to stripper hell/heaven whatever. I'm a bit inebriated so I'll sign off now.

When I'm all down on myself you're there but when I ask bout sumptin kinda happy it's like.... where is everybody? Regardless I still miss you damn yankees, and who knows hodown, I may be coming your way... maybe. I'm about to make another video... one i promised an organization. It in memory of an action figure... Bruce. I lost him in Portland

PS
did anybody watch the maypop video? look at the little title opener i made for it.