My mom called at about 7pm to let me know my gramma died tonight. Apparently my uncle went downstairs to watch the 6 o'clock news with her, like always, and she had died in her chair. Exactly the way my gramma found my grampa when he died.
She wasn't sick other than some arthritis in her knees so this is rather a shock. I just keep imagining her voice calling my name. She had that funny little Polish accent and said my name funny. I'd post a photo but they are on my dad's computer at home. I still haven't had the time to get them on my jump drive.
I'm so very sad.
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06/16/2006 20:47 #25417
so, so sadCategory: death
06/13/2006 22:18 #25416
who put out the mouse traps?Category: bikes
Aqua Mouse took a huge crap the other day. A violent eruption of boiling toxic green and choking clouds of smoke made me want to cry. I think my sister made a record for the most lightening quick move by a pregnant lady when she jumped out of her seat and out of the garage in under 3 seconds. Of course my reaction was slightly different. I just sat in my seat and thought,'damn, I think my car is on fire'. Sigh.
The official bike riding commute was established as a result of this unpleasantry. I knew I needed to start riding because I can't afford gasoline to feed Aqua Mouse, but this was the foot in the ass I needed.
So (e:Nejifer) agreed to make a test run out to Canisius with me yesterday. I wanted to see how long it would take me and what my best route would be. I have a pump for my tires but Limey Mouse, my old skool retro Schwinn of equal squeakiness, requires 90psi and I simply don't have the muscle to reach those numbers.
First, a walk to A Plus to use the air pump. I really don't like walking my bike. It's a strange contradiction. We get to A Plus only to find the air pump is out of order. So I had to walk a few more blocks down to Mobil. I'm sorry but I think 75 cents for 2 minutes of air is absurd. Whatever happened to the days of free air?
Even with the air pump reaching 90psi was tough, so it cost me $1.50 worth of air to get there. I'm not bold enough to just let it fill. I keep stopping to check the pressure because I don't fancy a tire blowing up in my face.
All squared away, we cruise down to Delevan and head to school. Limey Mouse isn't made for potholes and gravel. It was a tricky ride. We cut through Forrest Lawn at the corner to enjoy a change of scenery and a few hills.
Took a break and had some water, then set the compass for home. Half-way through Forrest Lawn I realized I was putting out too much effort. I looked down to find a flat rear tire. Karumba! Crossed Deleware and dropped more change to re-inflate the rear tire. Made it home on cranky breaks and a continuous leak.
Aqua Mouse is broken. Limey Mouse is broken. I seem to have a thing for squeaky modes of transportation that don't work so well. What's a girl to do? I would drop a lot of money to fix up Limey Mouse. Aqua Mouse is out of the question. So...I had to buy a new bike. While I enjoyed Limey Mouse's look, I've always been a mountain biking kind of girl.
Essentially, I combined the two. I got a Schwinn Jaguar with incredibly high handle bars and super fat (or phat) tires. At least now I can go up and down curbs and over trails.
So, if you see a girl in black with a black helmet, don't run me over.
Ciao.
The official bike riding commute was established as a result of this unpleasantry. I knew I needed to start riding because I can't afford gasoline to feed Aqua Mouse, but this was the foot in the ass I needed.
So (e:Nejifer) agreed to make a test run out to Canisius with me yesterday. I wanted to see how long it would take me and what my best route would be. I have a pump for my tires but Limey Mouse, my old skool retro Schwinn of equal squeakiness, requires 90psi and I simply don't have the muscle to reach those numbers.
First, a walk to A Plus to use the air pump. I really don't like walking my bike. It's a strange contradiction. We get to A Plus only to find the air pump is out of order. So I had to walk a few more blocks down to Mobil. I'm sorry but I think 75 cents for 2 minutes of air is absurd. Whatever happened to the days of free air?
Even with the air pump reaching 90psi was tough, so it cost me $1.50 worth of air to get there. I'm not bold enough to just let it fill. I keep stopping to check the pressure because I don't fancy a tire blowing up in my face.
All squared away, we cruise down to Delevan and head to school. Limey Mouse isn't made for potholes and gravel. It was a tricky ride. We cut through Forrest Lawn at the corner to enjoy a change of scenery and a few hills.
Took a break and had some water, then set the compass for home. Half-way through Forrest Lawn I realized I was putting out too much effort. I looked down to find a flat rear tire. Karumba! Crossed Deleware and dropped more change to re-inflate the rear tire. Made it home on cranky breaks and a continuous leak.
Aqua Mouse is broken. Limey Mouse is broken. I seem to have a thing for squeaky modes of transportation that don't work so well. What's a girl to do? I would drop a lot of money to fix up Limey Mouse. Aqua Mouse is out of the question. So...I had to buy a new bike. While I enjoyed Limey Mouse's look, I've always been a mountain biking kind of girl.
Essentially, I combined the two. I got a Schwinn Jaguar with incredibly high handle bars and super fat (or phat) tires. At least now I can go up and down curbs and over trails.
So, if you see a girl in black with a black helmet, don't run me over.
Ciao.
lilho - 06/14/06 10:26
you have the worst luck with transportation! i wish i had a bike, well, i did, and it was stolen before i had a chance to give it its first ride. wah.
you have the worst luck with transportation! i wish i had a bike, well, i did, and it was stolen before i had a chance to give it its first ride. wah.
kara - 06/14/06 08:28
I'm glad that you're wearing a helmet. Mine is blue with pink flowers.
I'm glad that you're wearing a helmet. Mine is blue with pink flowers.
libertad - 06/13/06 22:29
Congrats on the new transportation. Is limey mouse not worth being fixed?
As for Aqua Mouse, maybe it was for the best. She/he was really suffering. One day you will see Aqua Mouse again.
Congrats on the new transportation. Is limey mouse not worth being fixed?
As for Aqua Mouse, maybe it was for the best. She/he was really suffering. One day you will see Aqua Mouse again.
06/12/2006 13:38 #25415
the people that you meetCategory: potpourri
when you're walking down the street
On the way to brunch yesterday, which is now a Sunday noon tradition, I saw Chris (aka fake tanner boy) riding his bike. Then I saw (e:Metalpeter) walking to the bank, so I yelled at him. Then I saw (e:Libertad) walk by with some girl. So I set a goal to see at least 10 people I know.
After brunch we walked to Allentown. I love that I can walk out of my apartment and do these things. No 20 minute drive, no planning, I can just grab my keys and go. Right, so when I got the the fest, I ran into (e:Enknot), (e:Paul), (e:Matthew), (e:Terry) and (e:Holly). Wow, up to 8 already!
Then Jen took me to Target because Aqua Mouse took a huge dump yesterday. On the way there I spotted (e:Pyrcedgirl) and (e:Theecarey). 10- goal reached!
Boring, I know. I just don't feel like talking about how sad I am.
Watching the US v Czech Republic game right now. No surprise they are kicking our asses. I don't think the US stands a chance against their grouping.
In some good news they finally found the nature of my nephew Max's mystery lumps and rash. It turns out he is allergic to cats and dogs. My sister has 2 cats and a dog. It's sad they have to give them away, but little Max can't live with them.
My friend Cory called me from his internship in Dallas. We talked for an hour! I can't remember the last time I talked on the phone that long. It was a nice surprise.
My mind is all over the show so I'm going to stop talking now. Ciao.
On the way to brunch yesterday, which is now a Sunday noon tradition, I saw Chris (aka fake tanner boy) riding his bike. Then I saw (e:Metalpeter) walking to the bank, so I yelled at him. Then I saw (e:Libertad) walk by with some girl. So I set a goal to see at least 10 people I know.
After brunch we walked to Allentown. I love that I can walk out of my apartment and do these things. No 20 minute drive, no planning, I can just grab my keys and go. Right, so when I got the the fest, I ran into (e:Enknot), (e:Paul), (e:Matthew), (e:Terry) and (e:Holly). Wow, up to 8 already!
Then Jen took me to Target because Aqua Mouse took a huge dump yesterday. On the way there I spotted (e:Pyrcedgirl) and (e:Theecarey). 10- goal reached!
Boring, I know. I just don't feel like talking about how sad I am.
Watching the US v Czech Republic game right now. No surprise they are kicking our asses. I don't think the US stands a chance against their grouping.
In some good news they finally found the nature of my nephew Max's mystery lumps and rash. It turns out he is allergic to cats and dogs. My sister has 2 cats and a dog. It's sad they have to give them away, but little Max can't live with them.
My friend Cory called me from his internship in Dallas. We talked for an hour! I can't remember the last time I talked on the phone that long. It was a nice surprise.
My mind is all over the show so I'm going to stop talking now. Ciao.
metalpeter - 06/12/06 20:22
I admit it, it was a nice surprise to see you as well. I ran into the PMT and Holly group at MIA and talked to them for a few.
I admit it, it was a nice surprise to see you as well. I ran into the PMT and Holly group at MIA and talked to them for a few.
jenks - 06/12/06 14:05
Yay for max! So glad to hear it. (and so sad I missed brunch...) I think we're long overdue for some spot time, lemme know.
Yay for max! So glad to hear it. (and so sad I missed brunch...) I think we're long overdue for some spot time, lemme know.
libertad - 06/12/06 14:03
I'm so happy to hear about Max! You probably saw us either right before she was punched and I was spit on or after I had showered and attempted again to get to Brodo.
I'm so happy to hear about Max! You probably saw us either right before she was punched and I was spit on or after I had showered and attempted again to get to Brodo.
06/07/2006 09:58 #25412
hell for chickensCategory: potpourri
I saw a man on the corner of my street by the KFC wearing a devil costume. He was holding a sign that said KFC is HELL for chickens. Ciao.
jenks - 06/07/06 20:58
yeah those new KFC potato/corn/chicken/gravy/cheese "bowl" concoction things are exactly why the rest of the world things we (americans) are nasty fat pigs. Go ahead and be a glutton, but don't show it off on tv.
yeah those new KFC potato/corn/chicken/gravy/cheese "bowl" concoction things are exactly why the rest of the world things we (americans) are nasty fat pigs. Go ahead and be a glutton, but don't show it off on tv.
metalpeter - 06/07/06 19:21
Wow that is awesome I have never seen anyone protest that KFC. I used to go there sometimes. But I stoped after I learned about the chicken abuse. I love how good it smells. Oh on a side note not sure if you are a Sobe drinker. But sometimes that A Plus next door has sobe 2 for $2. Any of ther 2 for are exactly that if you only buy one you get charged the full price, I belive.
Wow that is awesome I have never seen anyone protest that KFC. I used to go there sometimes. But I stoped after I learned about the chicken abuse. I love how good it smells. Oh on a side note not sure if you are a Sobe drinker. But sometimes that A Plus next door has sobe 2 for $2. Any of ther 2 for are exactly that if you only buy one you get charged the full price, I belive.
joshua - 06/07/06 19:17
Its brutal - but there is worse. I guarantee that DT knows how fois gras is made - there is a good reason why producing fois gras is illegal in the United States. Ever thought about being force fed to death?
The KFC on Delaware is fucking gross - I went into there once and have yet to return. That mashed potato bowl looks like A-1 stoner food though. Take a look at that thing - who hasn't done exactly that during Thanksgiving?
Its brutal - but there is worse. I guarantee that DT knows how fois gras is made - there is a good reason why producing fois gras is illegal in the United States. Ever thought about being force fed to death?
The KFC on Delaware is fucking gross - I went into there once and have yet to return. That mashed potato bowl looks like A-1 stoner food though. Take a look at that thing - who hasn't done exactly that during Thanksgiving?
mrdt - 06/07/06 13:40
Actually they renamed named it KFC because of the negative health connotation of the "Fried" element.
All chicken is farmed brutaly, forced to live its short existence with three roommates in a shoebox.
Actually they renamed named it KFC because of the negative health connotation of the "Fried" element.
All chicken is farmed brutaly, forced to live its short existence with three roommates in a shoebox.
jason - 06/07/06 12:43
Yeah they are really chickens, as far as I know, but I hear they are "farmed" brutally. Then again I'm not sure if there is any real "humane" way of slaughtering our food.
See, this is what I like. The guy in the devil suit isn't just a complainer or a whiner. He took ACTION!
Yeah they are really chickens, as far as I know, but I hear they are "farmed" brutally. Then again I'm not sure if there is any real "humane" way of slaughtering our food.
See, this is what I like. The guy in the devil suit isn't just a complainer or a whiner. He took ACTION!
libertad - 06/07/06 10:30
OMG, I love him! Last night I was just wishing that nasty KFC would close. No one goes there and their windows are all greasy. Are they really chickens? Isn't that why they can't call themselves Kentucky Fried Chicken anymore, cause they aren't really chickens?
OMG, I love him! Last night I was just wishing that nasty KFC would close. No one goes there and their windows are all greasy. Are they really chickens? Isn't that why they can't call themselves Kentucky Fried Chicken anymore, cause they aren't really chickens?
paul - 06/07/06 10:16
Did you get a pic of it?
Did you get a pic of it?
06/05/2006 15:35 #25411
thanksCategory: moving
I want to send out my thanks to (e:Leetee) for the tremendous amount of help you gave me in moving. It's a shitty job and I am very grateful for your assistance. Two loooong days of moving back and forth to Hamburg craming tiny Aqua Mouse to the brim. I'd still be moving if it weren't for you!!! Also thanks to (e:Jason) for helping move a load with your car. I know you were very tired so I appreciate that you came to help out while you could.
The apartment is coming along nicely. We still have work to do in putting things together, but we should finish it off this weekend. The place is lovely. Our landlord is way cool, and as it turns out, he was also (e:Robin)'s landlord. Small world.
I got zonked on the head by a falling 2x4 during the move and have been nursing a mild concusion for a few days.
Marched with (e:Libertad)'s Buddhist group in the Pride Parade and had a great time.
That's about all I have time for right now, still much unpacking to do. Ciao!
The apartment is coming along nicely. We still have work to do in putting things together, but we should finish it off this weekend. The place is lovely. Our landlord is way cool, and as it turns out, he was also (e:Robin)'s landlord. Small world.
I got zonked on the head by a falling 2x4 during the move and have been nursing a mild concusion for a few days.
Marched with (e:Libertad)'s Buddhist group in the Pride Parade and had a great time.
That's about all I have time for right now, still much unpacking to do. Ciao!
leetee - 06/06/06 10:24
You're welcome. Glad i was able to help.
Eegads... it was a concusion? I know you don't think it was necessarily my fault, but i am still so sorry that i opened that door and the big giant stick fell out of the crack in the door and conked you on the head!! Feel better soon!
You're welcome. Glad i was able to help.
Eegads... it was a concusion? I know you don't think it was necessarily my fault, but i am still so sorry that i opened that door and the big giant stick fell out of the crack in the door and conked you on the head!! Feel better soon!
metalpeter - 06/05/06 19:41
Glad everytbibg is going well with the new place. Glad people helped you out that was nice of them, moving really sucks.
On another note it was nice to see someone I knew in the parade. It was nice to see Budhists marching. I couldn't read all the signs I saw but I finaly saw one of the budhist signs. One thing I like is you never see them trying (at least in Buffalo) trying to convert people to their religion.
Glad everytbibg is going well with the new place. Glad people helped you out that was nice of them, moving really sucks.
On another note it was nice to see someone I knew in the parade. It was nice to see Budhists marching. I couldn't read all the signs I saw but I finaly saw one of the budhist signs. One thing I like is you never see them trying (at least in Buffalo) trying to convert people to their religion.
mrmike - 06/05/06 18:02
Sorry I missed you guys, I was with the straight not narrow bunch
Sorry I missed you guys, I was with the straight not narrow bunch
libertad - 06/05/06 17:39
Thanks for marching with us!
Thanks for marching with us!
I'm so sorry Ladycroft. I know how terrible it is to lose a grandparent. I hope you are doing ok, let me know if you need anything. (sorry, I know this is a bit delayed, I must be a little behind in my estrip reading)
I'm so sorry, Timika. :(
Sorry for your lose. As someone else said at least she didn't suffer.
Sorry Ladycroft (Mika..I think. Net names seem a bit in approriate). I hope your sadness passes as soon as you're ready for it to go. I think missing someone is sometimes the best kind of love...it's just rough when you can't cure the sadness with their presence anymore.
And her her to all you (e:strip)ers the outpouring on the site is heartwarming.
(((e:ladycroft))) <-- yeah (e:hugs).
I'm sorry to hear that. :o(
sorry to hear about your grandma. i know we are not close, don't speak, but if you need someome to vent, or talk to, please feel free. my condolances. -eric
(((((((((( (e:Ladycroft) ))))))))))
I'm sorry. My condolences to you and your family
awwww, timika, i am so sorry! and i'm so sorry that it happened at a time like this, when you're going through all the stuff. i'm here if you need me.
oh crap... I'm just reading this, half-drunk at 2:40 am. I would call to give phone-hugs, but, well, it's 2:40 and I'm half-drunk. So... accept (e:hugs), and I hope you're doing ok and I'll talk to you soon!
I'm so sorry
Oh no!! How sad for you. ((hugs))
But how perfect for her. No suffering, no sickness, no fear. My poor grandmother's greatest fear was that her quality of life was deteriorating and she was so worried she'd outlived her lifespan. She had an awful week before she finally died peacefully. And she missed Grandpa so much. We were glad when she finally figured it out-- but we still miss her so much.
I hope the sadness isn't too bad for you.
I'm very sorry to hear this news. You have my condolences.
LC I'm sorry to hear that, I really feel for you.
I just lost my grandma and it gets tough at times.
Hang in there
Sorry to hear that. Please accept my condolences.
I'm so sorry love. I'll be home to hug you soon!