Journaling on estrip is free and easy. get started today

Last Visit 2013-07-08 03:05:19 |Start Date 2003-09-28 03:53:22 |Comments 57 |Entries 577 |Images 464 |Theme |

03/19/05 10:35 - ID#33521

words of the day

praxis,

self-abnegation ,

my question, how can these words ever possibly exist together?
print addComment

Permalink: words_of_the_day.html
Words: 48
Location: Buffalo, NY


03/18/05 10:43 - ID#33520

have past

the other day i was walking to my car at night
in the cfa parking lot
and the car i walked by just started up running
on it's on
with no one at the wheel
it was like night rider
i thought the car was going to run me over
so i got into my car fast
then a minute or two later some guy walked up and got in the car
fancy shit
fucking machine junkies

image
print addComment

Permalink: have_past.html
Words: 79
Location: Buffalo, NY


03/18/05 08:32 - ID#33519

pretty pretty

This is for David.

image

Did I ever mention that I am eternally fond of Keith?
print addComment

Permalink: pretty_pretty.html
Words: 17
Location: Buffalo, NY


03/14/05 06:56 - ID#33518

breakfast at soy's

Soyeon just cooked us the best rice omelet. I'm Lucky to have a friend who keeps odd hours like me. I'm going to make us some chocolate chip cookies next. In the gas station we heard a song that reminds me of something funny.
A few weeks ago my mama called up and told me that she wanted to listen to one of her old snow springs Baptist church tapes but when she put the tape in instead of hearing her gospel music she heard the ugliest song. My sister ran in the room and tried to stop the tape before my my mom heard the chorus of the song but as soon as lori got in the room "I wanna fuck you like an animal" came belting out of the speakers. Ah, my middle school antics are still coming back to haunt me. One funny thing, Closer is one of Soy's new favorite songs.
print addComment

Permalink: breakfast_at_soy_s.html
Words: 155
Location: Buffalo, NY


03/17/05 06:40 - ID#33517

oh misery

I have some advice for all of you out there. Don't drink several budweisers and follow them with a couple of tequila sunrises and a shot of tequila. I don't care how "free" those last 3 drinks were. I've vomited 8 times today. I vomit, get thirsty, drink water, vomit again. I want a buffalo mommy who will let me watch tv on her couch and give me a washcloth for my forehead. I guess I did better than Keith, he actually vomited on the bathroom floor last night. That was after he stopped short on the drive to his house and catapulted me into the front seat from the back. I'm going to have a serious knee bruise to show off in a few days. I still need to do a few more things to my damn website but I think I need to be completely inactive today and try to comfort my fractured body. If anyone out there loves me and brings me a ginger ale I will reward them with an eternal fondness.


but uh... yeah

Happy St. Patty Day

image
print addComment

Permalink: oh_misery.html
Words: 183
Location: Buffalo, NY


03/16/05 03:17 - ID#33516

little robin red breast

That's what Granny used to call me and now I've done gone and made a web site under the name. It should be up and running, although a little slow because video files are do damn huge. Check it out, It's almost as good as tv if you've never seen it before. www.littlerobinredbreast.com.
print addComment

Permalink: little_robin_red_breast.html
Words: 59
Location: Buffalo, NY


03/12/05 05:01 - ID#33515

up all night

delta dawn, what's that flower you have on? could it be a faded rose from days gone by?

I slept around the clock after I got done teaching the other day so now I can't sleep. I should've gone out and got drunk. I have some beer in my fridge from when my sister was here. I guess I could drink but I never drink alone unless I'm going out to the bar. Right now I feel strangely tempted. It must be the lack of green in my life. I made my sis a celebratory St. Pattie's day CD. It only has one Irish drinking song but I figure that's enough. I'm going to send it to her along with a card that has leprechauns arguing about who is the wee-est.
When I was a kid I found a leprechaun stool, no not stool as in poop. Stool as in seat. I was wondering around the woods by myself and I came across a weird plant. It looked like this

image

it was about a foot or so tall. I picked it and went and asked my dad "what is this" he said "it's a leprechaun stool." My dad comes up with the best lies. I didn't believe him though so I took it to school and asked my teacher Mrs, Dalton but she didn't know either so I believed my Dad after that. I can't remember what happened to the damn thing. It was 15 years ago when I found it. hmmm


print addComment

Permalink: up_all_night.html
Words: 252
Location: Buffalo, NY


03/08/05 07:44 - ID#33514

I feel like it's bedtime

but I have to stay up, until 11:30 to teach some things about editing and show some strange videos. Fuck! I just remembered the reading I was going to do this evening but I spent the whole night working on this picture fer my new desktop.
this is a scaled down version.
image

I've got some kind of obsession with dismemberment lately. I'm off to the tub to speed read a little Soft Subversions. It's already taught me that we're all homosexuals, hopefully, so that's reassuring.
print addComment

Permalink: I_feel_like_it_s_bedtime.html
Words: 86
Location: Buffalo, NY


03/07/05 05:53 - ID#33513

new computer

I'm the luckiest and most in debt girl in the world. My baby has arrived, ohhhhh, so sleek and shiny. The Internet is magically connected. It has to be the neighbors. Is this wrong? to be typing on their connection or whatever?
print addComment

Permalink: new_computer.html
Words: 42
Location: Buffalo, NY


03/04/05 05:52 - ID#33512

fucking art dude

well, back when MOMA(read Hal foster) had that show on primitive art where Picasso's works were put with tribal mask and so on this brought up a huge argument about the context of art. It turned out that in academia, context is important. Lets think about the context of the situation of Soyeon seeing a picture that sexualized Asian culture on a website where she is one of the few asian members. She must have been hurt by that since she is a closed person when it comes to the body (a fear of being perceived as a fuck toy) but perhaps ajay only knows soyeon from the journal and thought that she was a free spirited wild woman. That describes me better it think.
Pluralism is the big word for the late 20th century. Is that carrying over? Who knows?
Art is subjective so of course if a group of people tries to define art they're going to argue about it. As far as huge monuments like the Eiffel tower go, ajay, i think that they are a symbol of imperialistic culture and will on day be destroyed when the oppressed are enlightened and take over.
as far as being an art authority Paul, isn't that what grad school is about for artist? to give them enough authority so that people will trust in them enough to hire them to teach "art" to others? you an art authority yourself, right? I hate the system myself but I'm in it because of selfishness. I would rather try to teach video art that work in the carpet mill with lori.
Look below at Clyde Jones art. He never went to any university but is he more of an artist then the bulk of the students working on their MFA at the university at buffalo? I say yes but you may of course disagree. Art is communicating an idea, how effective it is depends on a number of factors.
print addComment

Permalink: fucking_art_dude.html
Words: 328
Location: Buffalo, NY


Search

Chatter

New Site Wide Comments

joe said to joe
Never send a man to do a grandma's job...

sina said to sina
yes thank you!
Well, since 2018 I am living in France, I have finished my second master of science,...

paul said to sina
Nice to hear from you!! Hope everything is going great....

paul said to twisted
Hello from the east coast! It took me so long to see this, it might as well have arrived in a lette...