12/18/04 01:37 - ID#33477

baby's bath

I gave Kiah a bath a few hours ago. I felt like a Mommy. It was sweet, sitting there on the toilet lid while Kiah just splashed around in the tub washing barbie's hair. Her barbie had built in panties but no bra and no nipples.
If feels good to wash my baby's hair. She's a sweet girl even if she did wake me up at 5 in the morning after I drove for 14 hours the day before. There must be some kind of Mom instinct inside of me that makes me feel satisfaction from washing Kiah's brown curls. I wonder, do men have this same suppressed instinct?

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Location: Buffalo, NY

12/12/04 07:32 - ID#33476

Oh lordy party and power

I was just typing a big long entry about the rodeo party when soyeon's power went out so i lost everything. The good thing is Soyeon learned how to change the fuse so now she doesn't have to wait for her landlord to come fix it.
Soyeon invited me over for dinner. I think she is trying to fatten me up so she can eat me.
PS. to the peeps, thanks for showing up to the rodeo party, your presences livened things up immensely! and thanks for the smokes terry, i loved everyone of em!

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Location: Buffalo, NY

12/09/04 03:40 - ID#33475

goodmorning starshine

I was taping my self vomit this morning when I recieved a knock onn the door. It was an old man. He asked if my cable was working and my telephone. I told him I didn't have either one just a cell phone but my power had been out eariler. He told me the fire had knocked things out. I asked what fire? Turns out that there was a huge fire right behind my house last night so I went and recorded the ruins.

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Location: Buffalo, NY

12/09/04 03:36 - ID#33474

round em up, yeehaw

It's come to my attention that I'm having a last minute, BYOB, end of the semester and rodeo theme gathering (for celebratory purposes Iâ€™m assuming) so if you're interested saddle up yer horse and ride on out to normal Ave. at late thirty, Saturday the 12th.

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Location: Buffalo, NY

12/05/04 03:35 - ID#33473

yes

To practice formal writing is a pain in the ass. Why is it that people have to write from a perspective that sounds objective when it is of course subjective. Writing therefore is a pain in the ass.
Hey y'all, the end of this semester has got me down, way down. I've got so much crap to do within the next 4 days.
How do y'all feel about Hurston's Their Eyes Were Watching God , and Nietzsche's overman?
Ps. I promise to write more when I'm in GA over the break and have to much internet access.

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Location: Buffalo, NY

12/05/04 03:07 - ID#33472

yeah

Oh baby,
I'm so tired
The man...from the government
The man from the tax board
The man from the public school
The man owns the golden rule, yeah
I'm everybody's slave
I made you my slave
You said
This I do for you
If I would help
To give the world back
What it gave
Then I would
I would
I would
I would
I would for you
I would for you
You say my eyes
Are crazy eyes
Sometimes they are
And so are you
And if you wonder
What I would do
I would do
Anything
If I could
You know I would
I would
I would
I would for you
I would for you
I would for you
I would for you
I would for you

-jane's addiction

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Location: Buffalo, NY

11/13/04 12:07 - ID#33471

back in black

i need a bath. I'm at soyeon's house right now. I have to go home and thaw. The party was super. I enjoyed my time with the high class but the low class sucked me away forever. I loved it. Liz rode me to the kitchen and I laughed the whole way. Playing sticks was fun, I never did get around to playing with JP though. I smoked to many cigarettes and got to drunk. Ok, I'm going to drink my tea now and chat with Soyeon.

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Location: Buffalo, NY

10/29/04 03:16 - ID#33470

hey

party this weekend looks at Soyeon's journal!

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Location: Buffalo, NY

10/26/04 11:44 - ID#33469

I only want to sit on the beach

The beach is a boring vacation destination and i feel like it's what i need right now. I'm sick of reading all this god damn bullshit on a deadline. I want to take my books to the beach where I'd have nothing else to do but fry myself and read.
I've also gotta work at being as asshole teacher.
This morning I watched the teens going to high school while I sat on my loveseat clipping my toenails. How well trained those teens are. Up and at it at 8 in the morning with the frost on the ground and everything. I remember tracking through the grass on the way to my 6th grade class in the trailer, feeling tired and doclie. I wonder why I can't be content to just go through the motions anymore? What do I want from me?

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Location: Buffalo, NY

10/22/04 06:22 - ID#33468

been a while

I no longer have internet in my house so writing this journal has become a difficulty. I'm also in gogogogo work mode up here at school. I'm shooting a video this weekend and hopefully it will rock super hard. I love y'all.

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Location: Buffalo, NY

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