I guess i have one of these too, now. :]

i'm actually kind of nervous. I'll be cross-posting everything from my own journal from now on, but do i really wanna do that? maybe there are some things i only want some people to see... i mean, my lj is public, but there are probably only 5 - 6 people that know i have it in real life.

or maybe i'll just be completely uncensored and not give one fuck? We'll see how all of this goes. starting a new blog/journal is kind of nerve wracking for me. everyone on here knows each other! i guess i'll have to get used to it.

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I had a really tired morning... i was so exhausted i didn't go to class. I was up so late last night doing everything i could think of that was within my means to help out my bug scare.

with all the lifting and moving of furniture and laundry, i was so body tired, and then after i was past the point of exhaustion i bathed the animals just to make sure i covered all my bases. they were not pleased. i just couldn't do it when i woke up... i had strange dreams all night long. it was the first time in a while that i actually remembered dreams.

I've looked around today with no sightings of any bugs alive or dead. i
also never sustained any bites, at all... I seriously think 1 or 2 just
hitched a ride with me at school or at some point the other night when i
went out. it's so weird....

work was actually pretty busy, i was running around all day. Since they've had me in formal dining, it's usually been dead, but tonight was a nice change. It sucked, though because i ended up alone at work finishing everything because everyone else just wanted to be done and leave fast... I feel like i try hard to be a team player there, but lately no one gives a fuck it seems, even if it effects someone else. any other place i wouldn't mind, but they really stress the whole team effort thing there, it's what makes it a bearable job. so when i'm helping other people all day long and then get shafted, it kind of sucks.

Even the managers left me. it's not like i was slow, there was just a ton of stuff still to be done and no one else did it and someone would have complained the next day if i hadn't done it. it was literally just me and the door man left in that entire ginormous building when i left.

boo.

tomorrow, i'm hopefully meeting alexandra at cafe 59. i was hoping for one since i found out i have to work at 4:30. hmmmm.... life.