10/05/05 02:09 - 76ºF - ID#35125
Hip Hip Hooray!!!
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Location: Sunny LA, NY
10/03/05 06:38 - 78ºF - ID#35124
Too many memories of a dualistic mind
I am a bleeding ball of insecurities wrapped up in a five foot two, blonde haired, blue- eyed package that disguises it all rather nicely under cheerfulness or disdain. I am haughty, jealous, bitchy, mean, nasty, cutting, vindictive, possessive. I am loving, loyal, kind, generous, talented, silly, romantic, honest, cheerful, caring. I am me and I have great dualities. I have this tendency to look at someone as “Mine!” and I get horribly jealous. I don’t know why. I’ve always been this way, but those that truly know and truly love me know that there is nothing I wouldn’t do for them, that those I love, I love deeply. Of course, the flip side is, those that I hate, I hate deeply as well. Those that I hate the most were once ones I loved very deeply. I think there is only one on that particular list, however.
There go those dualities again.
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Words: 353
Location: Sunny LA, NY
10/03/05 09:46 - 63ºF - ID#35123
Moodiness
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Words: 65
Location: Sunny LA, NY
09/29/05 07:59 - 51ºF - ID#35122
Painter
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Words: 180
Location: Sunny LA, NY
09/28/05 10:37 - 67ºF - ID#35121
I ought to be in bed...
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Words: 270
Location: Sunny LA, NY
09/24/05 10:24 - 66ºF - ID#35120
Tomorrow
We're starting a new Sunday school program called "Godly Play" which is based upon Montessori. It's very hands on and esthetically beautiful. The wording is very specific and cleverly simplistic. ("cleverly" is not the word I wanted to use there, but it has escaped me. I had it five minutes ago, but now it's gone. That's so annoying!) The words are surprising in the depths of their meaning, made easy for little ones to understand, but definitely with hidden depths.
What we are teaching are the stories, things that, hopefully, they will remember and carry with them through whatever life brings them.
I'm nervous, though. Worried about screwing up, losing class control when I'm supposed to have their focus on something specific, worried about- well- about being a good teacher. It's my most common worry nowadays. I don't actually worry about my school work. There's a lot of it. I'll get it done, somehow, and hopefully with the grades that I want. (What I want and what I deserve are sometimes two different things. Isn't that most things in life, though?) As I read my texts and different articles are discuss teaching in my classes, I worry, will I be a good teacher? I don't doubt that I'm doing the right thing. I feel that I am, but I worry about being a good teacher. That's a lot of young minds to put in my hands and I don't want to waste or ruin any of that potential.
I'm tired. I have to go and re-read my script for tomorrow. At least a couple of times. And then it's off to bed. I ought to read more Catcher in the Rye. It is due on Monday. It'll get done. It has to. Good night, fair e-peeps. May you all dream beautiful dreams.
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Words: 374
Location: Sunny LA, NY
09/21/05 08:32 - 71ºF - ID#35119
Clarification of General Announcement
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Words: 75
Location: Sunny LA, NY
09/21/05 11:52 - 73ºF - ID#35118
General Announcement
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Location: Sunny LA, NY
09/21/05 11:10 - 73ºF - ID#35117
I'm so not happy!
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Words: 49
Location: Sunny LA, NY
09/15/05 10:53 - 66ºF - ID#35116
badly pretentious,off the cuff poetry
Lives are changing.
continual,
ongoing,
never-ending,
enchanting,
must stop fighting
the
inevitability.
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Words: 15
Location: Sunny LA, NY
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