Forever and a day. I'll admit that I have been a very bad E-Stripper. I shan't promise to be be better about it. I know that I probably won't be. At least you're always here... It's comforting, you know.

Right now, I'm feeling generally disconcerted. I hate that feeling. I spent almost 9 hours at my church today, prepping and cooking for a reception that's tomorrow afternoon. A reception that I feel got dropped in my lap after I tried to get a straight answer about it over 2 weeks ago. Anyway, thanks to Diartiste, well, she and I managed to get a great deal done and whether or not the others, who are supposed to be helping me, actually help me or not, I *should* be okay. I use that word loosely. It's pretty bad when one cannot trust "friends" from church to be trustworthy and reliable...

And on top of all of this, I have lesson plans to do and materials to create.

A depression seems to be lurking... Hmmm... Is it the Gin that I'm drinking or the pressure that I'm feeling or something else all together different...? I just don't know.

I have missed you, E-strip. :) Thanks for being here!