what happens when your emergency brake is not fully engaged?
you go to check your mail, and you car rolls backwards down the hills into another car.
like screaming out, "NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!", was going to stop it.
collision, nope. fucked up car? very.
do not want to go home. must move out/run away to mexico.
my car is sick, and i think i have brain issues.
and im really really scared of what is ging to go down tonight. do not move back in with your parents and develop shopping addictions. word to the wise.
and i just bombed my midterm. lucky me!
on the upside, im really glad there was a large truck there. if not, my car would have sailed through some lucky persons living room!
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10/10/2007 17:18 #41578
i am missing brain cells, lotsCategory: transport
10/08/2007 21:03 #41554
life never turns out the way you plannedso, im talking to my friend in blo. he's saying, "life's crazy right now, blah, blah, blah." i thinking, alright the usual.
then...
he says, "im gonna be a daddy."
WHAT? WHAT?????
ok, this is too weird for me. we used to date, or something like that, and we still keep in touch, but what??? um. you idiot. you got your ex pregnant, because you didn't use a condom, and she said she was on the pill. ok. you are only 21. good luck with that.
i want to be supportive, but i was almost in tears. he is just going to become a stereotype, and end up having to drop out of school to support this baby, for his crazy gf, who he isn't even in love with. it just seems shitty.
how sad. im so glad im not preg. if i was, i would say, "bye,bye, baby!"
seriously, i am not in the right place for chlid rearing. not for at least three years, no way.
anyway, now i don't know if i should see him when i come this week, it would be weird. why do people have to go and do stupid shit???
on the upside, (e:hodown) and i are planning to go on a vaca this spring. i wanna go someplace super fun, and super not in this country! because, now that i work like a mofo, i can afford trips. woot.
also good news, i see the (e:peeps) so soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
then...
he says, "im gonna be a daddy."
WHAT? WHAT?????
ok, this is too weird for me. we used to date, or something like that, and we still keep in touch, but what??? um. you idiot. you got your ex pregnant, because you didn't use a condom, and she said she was on the pill. ok. you are only 21. good luck with that.
i want to be supportive, but i was almost in tears. he is just going to become a stereotype, and end up having to drop out of school to support this baby, for his crazy gf, who he isn't even in love with. it just seems shitty.
how sad. im so glad im not preg. if i was, i would say, "bye,bye, baby!"
seriously, i am not in the right place for chlid rearing. not for at least three years, no way.
anyway, now i don't know if i should see him when i come this week, it would be weird. why do people have to go and do stupid shit???
on the upside, (e:hodown) and i are planning to go on a vaca this spring. i wanna go someplace super fun, and super not in this country! because, now that i work like a mofo, i can afford trips. woot.
also good news, i see the (e:peeps) so soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
jenks - 10/09/07 16:47
sigh... jason....
(and that's all I will say on that)
Thank god for the pill is all I can say, since guys piss and moan so much when you ask them to wear a condom.
[see, I can make sweeping generalizations too- ha!]
(just teasing, j.)
sigh... jason....
(and that's all I will say on that)
Thank god for the pill is all I can say, since guys piss and moan so much when you ask them to wear a condom.
[see, I can make sweeping generalizations too- ha!]
(just teasing, j.)
jason - 10/09/07 10:33
I think it depends on the person. One of my best friends from back home got a girl preg at 19. Never ever trust her when she says she's on the pill, especially when she's desperate to keep you (not that I know what that's like).
Anyway, he stayed in school (in Buffalo), and he was my roommate one year. He had to stay in contact with his pregnant girlfriend, and eventually his baby, long distance, and with weekend trips back to Jamestown. Now, they're married, have more kids, and are doing pretty well for themselves.
So it depends on the person, and whether or not they believe in rolling with the punches, versus hitting the easy button. In general you're right, it's not a recipe for success. Also, some people are not really fit to be parents, regardless of their age. I know plenty of 20-something chicks who I think would be appalling mothers.
I think it depends on the person. One of my best friends from back home got a girl preg at 19. Never ever trust her when she says she's on the pill, especially when she's desperate to keep you (not that I know what that's like).
Anyway, he stayed in school (in Buffalo), and he was my roommate one year. He had to stay in contact with his pregnant girlfriend, and eventually his baby, long distance, and with weekend trips back to Jamestown. Now, they're married, have more kids, and are doing pretty well for themselves.
So it depends on the person, and whether or not they believe in rolling with the punches, versus hitting the easy button. In general you're right, it's not a recipe for success. Also, some people are not really fit to be parents, regardless of their age. I know plenty of 20-something chicks who I think would be appalling mothers.
brit - 10/09/07 09:39
does it begin with A or S? I can't wait to see you either...
does it begin with A or S? I can't wait to see you either...
mike - 10/08/07 22:53
who si this baby daddy? CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU!
who si this baby daddy? CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU!
10/07/2007 03:11 #41525
night 2Category: party time
i was supposed to stay home and sleep. didn't happen. i am tired.
people get all sorts of crazy when drunk, and start fights. best time to start a fight. when your brain is mush, and you are being silly.
drunk people, chill the eff out, ok? thanx.
work sat + sun = no fun. night!
people get all sorts of crazy when drunk, and start fights. best time to start a fight. when your brain is mush, and you are being silly.
drunk people, chill the eff out, ok? thanx.
work sat + sun = no fun. night!
10/06/2007 05:20 #41513
night out...ha.Category: party time
so, i went out tonight.
that's all i really have to say about that. these stays, staying in is so much more appealing, and so wrong for me!
what is a ho, without the madness? i think i will learn to sew and bake some more, and be "marthaish".
except for my four day hiatus to the blo. that will not involve baking, well it might... but not in the same way.
i have to be to work at 830 tomorrow morning, which is really not cool considering i am still up, and in this state.
stop reading this. i think my posts are becoming pointless banter, or i think they were just always that way. i think pointless banter can be one of my life themes. because, we are so small compared to the rest of the universe, and we seem so insignicificant compared to it all.
done typing, will not type anymore. does not compute.
that's all i really have to say about that. these stays, staying in is so much more appealing, and so wrong for me!
what is a ho, without the madness? i think i will learn to sew and bake some more, and be "marthaish".
except for my four day hiatus to the blo. that will not involve baking, well it might... but not in the same way.
i have to be to work at 830 tomorrow morning, which is really not cool considering i am still up, and in this state.
stop reading this. i think my posts are becoming pointless banter, or i think they were just always that way. i think pointless banter can be one of my life themes. because, we are so small compared to the rest of the universe, and we seem so insignicificant compared to it all.
done typing, will not type anymore. does not compute.
10/02/2007 01:55 #41446
tell it like it isok, i did my attempt at a wordy post. but it just wasn't me, ya know?
i am done with boys who think they can just get it whenever. ok?
sorry, but if you want to hang out with me, give me some incentive. i don't want to see you once a month to make out/do it. i can take care of those cravings myself, or find someone hotter than you.
i don't want to text back and forth. we are not in high school anymore, let's just get past the texting and actually call, assholes!
don't pretend like you really like me, when all you want is to as (e:jason) says, "get your dick wet".
if you want it that bad, get creative, and maybe, just maybe after a really nice kobe beef dinner, and about 3 peach martinis i'll give it up. but porbably not, because i'll be full and sleepy.
so, moral of the story is that sarah (yes, i speak in the third person now) is slowly realizing that she has the power. yes, i have the power.
and, shopping frankly, has proved to be way more enjoyable than any boy lately. and i get cute clothes out of it! the shopping here is fab!
and i am now a self-professed workaholic, and i'd rather make money and help people than deal with you silly silly creatures.
and, i miss my friends!!!!! friends, where are you????
i am done with boys who think they can just get it whenever. ok?
sorry, but if you want to hang out with me, give me some incentive. i don't want to see you once a month to make out/do it. i can take care of those cravings myself, or find someone hotter than you.
i don't want to text back and forth. we are not in high school anymore, let's just get past the texting and actually call, assholes!
don't pretend like you really like me, when all you want is to as (e:jason) says, "get your dick wet".
if you want it that bad, get creative, and maybe, just maybe after a really nice kobe beef dinner, and about 3 peach martinis i'll give it up. but porbably not, because i'll be full and sleepy.
so, moral of the story is that sarah (yes, i speak in the third person now) is slowly realizing that she has the power. yes, i have the power.
and, shopping frankly, has proved to be way more enjoyable than any boy lately. and i get cute clothes out of it! the shopping here is fab!
and i am now a self-professed workaholic, and i'd rather make money and help people than deal with you silly silly creatures.
and, i miss my friends!!!!! friends, where are you????
lilho - 10/02/07 16:41
im working on working more and buying less. and doing things like hiking to get in shape, instead of going out and buying things. jason, where are you?
im working on working more and buying less. and doing things like hiking to get in shape, instead of going out and buying things. jason, where are you?
jenks - 10/02/07 10:52
Word. An old fling invited me out for a drink the other night... and I was in the neighborhood, so I stopped by... it was fine. And then he proposed sex. And I said no. He was stunned. It was awesome. Very empowering. I recommend it.
Word. An old fling invited me out for a drink the other night... and I was in the neighborhood, so I stopped by... it was fine. And then he proposed sex. And I said no. He was stunned. It was awesome. Very empowering. I recommend it.
jason - 10/02/07 08:03
Damn, Lilho, if there ever was a time for a mutual gossip/bitch fest, now is the time. I took off from work today, and maybe I'll be on IM later.
Damn, Lilho, if there ever was a time for a mutual gossip/bitch fest, now is the time. I took off from work today, and maybe I'll be on IM later.
ladycroft - 10/02/07 07:42
how are you supposed to visit if you buy a dress every day!?
how are you supposed to visit if you buy a dress every day!?
what do you mean standards have to be in neutral with the e-brake on? Was the car running? I park my car in gear with the brake on all the time...
anyway. sorry. that super sucks.
Aren't you back in b-lo one of these days? (like, today?)
That's so awful! :(
wasnt even in the car. standards have to be in neutral with the e-brake on, and mine was engaged, but not fully... our mail is in this little enclave, and it has to be unlocked and such... and yes (e:paul), my luck here is about the same. thnax for pointing it out!
oh my. was it the ass end or front?
OMG! That's all i can say! OMG
Wow, so your luck in Arizona is as good as your luck in Buffalo.
You checked your mail while driving?? Not sure that was the best first step.