Lilho's Journal

09/30/2007 10:35 #41415

want to sleep

need a day off.

please god, just one? i am tired, but its not like i could ever sleep in anyways. the sun is so bright and intense, by 830 i have to get outa bed. i start to feel like a warming coal, and my room heats up to about 90 degrees.

maybe i should ask god for a rainy cloudy miserable day. then i could stay home and wear a hoodie, and boxers, and watch movie after movie, and bake banana bread!

instead, i am off to the "house of misfits", for a twelve hour shift. must think of the next two weekends, and how fun they will be!

why monkeys? they make me feel happy. as does andy warhol!

09/27/2007 05:03 #41349

quarter life crisis
Category: life

i only have 3/4 of my life left to do something with "it".

i've not done anything yet.

i HAVE to do something. i feel like i haven't done anything.

wait, i take that back. i have done 7 NOT GREAT things:

gluttony

avarice

sloth

lust

greed

pride

wrath

i wrote about two pages full of personal thoughts, and then thought, "hey, that's way too personal for the internet." so, you will just have to wonder about what i wrote and then deleted.

but, anyway, i need a new fucking ten year plan people. and i need to not fuck it up this time.

just to end it more positively, i love this piece by roy lichtenstein. i love pop art, and the drama of it. i feel like it is very me. very dramatic, over the top, and kinda crazy, and all over the place, in a 92% good way.

drew - 09/27/07 10:17
true dat. Although I like to keep a "big picture" in mind, life is lived one step at a time.

ooh. that's corny. sorry.

trisha - 09/27/07 09:48
wow...your post SO reminded me of these feelings, which i used to feel intensely and all the time, and now feel mildly and once in a while. i don't think anyone really "figures out" what to do with life. i'm not sure just what there is to figure out--even "happiness" isn't everything. and life is what happens when we're busy making other plans. to quote john lennon. maybe i just think this way to make myself feel better for some of the same feelings you have...
sorry to be preachy....at least i won't chastise you for those sins you mentioned..... ;) t

libertad - 09/27/07 06:58
That's deep lilho. very deep

09/26/2007 16:45 #41343

question for you techies
Category: macbook

i want to create a slideshow of images, for a speech i am presenting. which program should i use???? it wont include any words, just images........ but not photos i have taken, art slides.....

whoever knows gets a cookie!

empireoflight - 09/26/07 20:20
Maybe this is all you need:

Mac OS X:
Put the images in a folder.
Select them all; hit apple-a
Right-click on any one of them, and select "Slideshow"

drew - 09/26/07 19:09
If you want to use something online and free and not from evil microsoft, you can use google presentations. You can also download openoffice impress, which is an open-source presentation program (and it's free, too!)

james - 09/26/07 17:38
Do you have the images in digital format?

If so Powerpoint would do the trick. But I hate power point. So I have used the default picture viewer program to do it. Oh ya! Super lame.

09/25/2007 01:26 #41314

alice temperly @ target rocks my world!!
Category: fashion

i have a dress obsession, and its becoming really no good, but sooo sossoo, good. ok, i just got there two alice temperley for target dresses, on my trip to target that was really only to stock up on diet cherry coke and tea's tea. oh well, i needed them. early bday gift to myself!!! and i picked up a shift at the hospital tomorrow....
i love fashion, and design. i need to find a way to make it my job. maybe ne day i can own a supercute boutique and sell paintings and dresses, and antiques.... or i can just buy them....

Missing Image ;(

leetee - 09/26/07 16:55
why don't designers continue their sizing all the way to plus sizes? are fat chicks like me not supposed to like fashion? that shit just pisses me off...

mike - 09/25/07 21:50
jill loves that line at Target too!

paul - 09/25/07 09:02
Sarah the pictures you upload need to be less than a MB each.

lilho - 09/25/07 01:35
why are they not showing up????

09/23/2007 20:45 #41276

wishful thinking

so, i had to work my other job this morning, the nonhospital job, and then i stopped in the hospital because this woman said she had a dress fro me. and you know me, when i hear the word "dress", i come running!

well, i couldn't find her, because she had gone out to get lunch. i was walking down the hall to leave, and the doctor who i am falsely rumoured to be dating was sitting there. we exchanged hellos, and talked for a bit, and then he invited me to come see his band play. im sure he invites everyone, but still, ok well, whatever, i feel like a little girl again with this crush business.

but, i think there could, maybe, possibly be a possibility of something. yesterday at work, he seemed kinda flirty, and of course i get all shy and embarrassed.

was supposed to go hiking with this other dude today, and he totally flaked. oh well.

can't wait to come to blo!!!! like three weeks! crazy!