Lilho's Journal

10/02/2007 01:55 #41446

tell it like it is

ok, i did my attempt at a wordy post. but it just wasn't me, ya know?

i am done with boys who think they can just get it whenever. ok?

sorry, but if you want to hang out with me, give me some incentive. i don't want to see you once a month to make out/do it. i can take care of those cravings myself, or find someone hotter than you.

i don't want to text back and forth. we are not in high school anymore, let's just get past the texting and actually call, assholes!

don't pretend like you really like me, when all you want is to as (e:jason) says, "get your dick wet".

if you want it that bad, get creative, and maybe, just maybe after a really nice kobe beef dinner, and about 3 peach martinis i'll give it up. but porbably not, because i'll be full and sleepy.

so, moral of the story is that sarah (yes, i speak in the third person now) is slowly realizing that she has the power. yes, i have the power.

and, shopping frankly, has proved to be way more enjoyable than any boy lately. and i get cute clothes out of it! the shopping here is fab!

and i am now a self-professed workaholic, and i'd rather make money and help people than deal with you silly silly creatures.

and, i miss my friends!!!!! friends, where are you????

lilho - 10/02/07 16:41
im working on working more and buying less. and doing things like hiking to get in shape, instead of going out and buying things. jason, where are you?

jenks - 10/02/07 10:52
Word. An old fling invited me out for a drink the other night... and I was in the neighborhood, so I stopped by... it was fine. And then he proposed sex. And I said no. He was stunned. It was awesome. Very empowering. I recommend it.

jason - 10/02/07 08:03
Damn, Lilho, if there ever was a time for a mutual gossip/bitch fest, now is the time. I took off from work today, and maybe I'll be on IM later.

ladycroft - 10/02/07 07:42
how are you supposed to visit if you buy a dress every day!?

09/30/2007 10:35 #41415

want to sleep

need a day off.

please god, just one? i am tired, but its not like i could ever sleep in anyways. the sun is so bright and intense, by 830 i have to get outa bed. i start to feel like a warming coal, and my room heats up to about 90 degrees.

maybe i should ask god for a rainy cloudy miserable day. then i could stay home and wear a hoodie, and boxers, and watch movie after movie, and bake banana bread!

instead, i am off to the "house of misfits", for a twelve hour shift. must think of the next two weekends, and how fun they will be!

why monkeys? they make me feel happy. as does andy warhol!

09/27/2007 05:03 #41349

quarter life crisis
Category: life

i only have 3/4 of my life left to do something with "it".

i've not done anything yet.

i HAVE to do something. i feel like i haven't done anything.

wait, i take that back. i have done 7 NOT GREAT things:

gluttony

avarice

sloth

lust

greed

pride

wrath

i wrote about two pages full of personal thoughts, and then thought, "hey, that's way too personal for the internet." so, you will just have to wonder about what i wrote and then deleted.

but, anyway, i need a new fucking ten year plan people. and i need to not fuck it up this time.

just to end it more positively, i love this piece by roy lichtenstein. i love pop art, and the drama of it. i feel like it is very me. very dramatic, over the top, and kinda crazy, and all over the place, in a 92% good way.

drew - 09/27/07 10:17
true dat. Although I like to keep a "big picture" in mind, life is lived one step at a time.

ooh. that's corny. sorry.

trisha - 09/27/07 09:48
wow...your post SO reminded me of these feelings, which i used to feel intensely and all the time, and now feel mildly and once in a while. i don't think anyone really "figures out" what to do with life. i'm not sure just what there is to figure out--even "happiness" isn't everything. and life is what happens when we're busy making other plans. to quote john lennon. maybe i just think this way to make myself feel better for some of the same feelings you have...
sorry to be preachy....at least i won't chastise you for those sins you mentioned..... ;) t

libertad - 09/27/07 06:58
That's deep lilho. very deep

09/26/2007 16:45 #41343

question for you techies
Category: macbook

i want to create a slideshow of images, for a speech i am presenting. which program should i use???? it wont include any words, just images........ but not photos i have taken, art slides.....

whoever knows gets a cookie!

empireoflight - 09/26/07 20:20
Maybe this is all you need:

Mac OS X:
Put the images in a folder.
Select them all; hit apple-a
Right-click on any one of them, and select "Slideshow"

drew - 09/26/07 19:09
If you want to use something online and free and not from evil microsoft, you can use google presentations. You can also download openoffice impress, which is an open-source presentation program (and it's free, too!)

james - 09/26/07 17:38
Do you have the images in digital format?

If so Powerpoint would do the trick. But I hate power point. So I have used the default picture viewer program to do it. Oh ya! Super lame.

09/25/2007 01:26 #41314

alice temperly @ target rocks my world!!
Category: fashion

i have a dress obsession, and its becoming really no good, but sooo sossoo, good. ok, i just got there two alice temperley for target dresses, on my trip to target that was really only to stock up on diet cherry coke and tea's tea. oh well, i needed them. early bday gift to myself!!! and i picked up a shift at the hospital tomorrow....
i love fashion, and design. i need to find a way to make it my job. maybe ne day i can own a supercute boutique and sell paintings and dresses, and antiques.... or i can just buy them....

Missing Image ;(

leetee - 09/26/07 16:55
why don't designers continue their sizing all the way to plus sizes? are fat chicks like me not supposed to like fashion? that shit just pisses me off...

mike - 09/25/07 21:50
jill loves that line at Target too!

paul - 09/25/07 09:02
Sarah the pictures you upload need to be less than a MB each.

lilho - 09/25/07 01:35
why are they not showing up????