so, i had to work my other job this morning, the nonhospital job, and then i stopped in the hospital because this woman said she had a dress fro me. and you know me, when i hear the word "dress", i come running!

well, i couldn't find her, because she had gone out to get lunch. i was walking down the hall to leave, and the doctor who i am falsely rumoured to be dating was sitting there. we exchanged hellos, and talked for a bit, and then he invited me to come see his band play. im sure he invites everyone, but still, ok well, whatever, i feel like a little girl again with this crush business.

but, i think there could, maybe, possibly be a possibility of something. yesterday at work, he seemed kinda flirty, and of course i get all shy and embarrassed.

was supposed to go hiking with this other dude today, and he totally flaked. oh well.

can't wait to come to blo!!!! like three weeks! crazy!

big girl, you are beautiful!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im too tired and i probably wont care tommorow.


anyway...one of the (e:pmt) can you call me soon????? you are impossible to get ahold of, and i fear you have replaced me. anyway, i need to solidify a few things, and also, i need to speak with you. where are you??????

i have that "sick" feeling. where everything just hurts, and all i want to do is sleep. i thought that i was just feeling down lately, but it turns out, all this excessive sleeping must mean im getting ill.

wah. i have zero days off this week. ZERO. making money is nice, but i have no life. none. can't wait for a break.....



its so crazy, too because i always get sick this time of year, but its still 100 degrees here, so feeling sick just doesn't feel right. maybe the hot tub tonight???

my car broke down. last wed. i got it fixed.


it broke down again. today.


wtf? ummm, car, i treated you well. i got you towed and fixed and all clean and pretty. i got an itrip, and i gave you good music, like iron and wine, and lily allen, and talib kweli. and this is how you repay me?

you don't love me car. why don't you love me? i treated the ol' whitey like crap, and i didn't love it, and i love you, and this is how you treat me. you make me sad car.

is it because i haven't named you? do you want a better owner? someone not like me? what do you need to be happy and running?

im thinking of "The Arcade Fire" and their song, keep the car running. im trying to keep it running.

im stuck at school until forever. im bored, and this asshole in the computer lab wont let me talk or make noise.

when i go home, im gonna drink some beers and smoke. maybe not, but maybe.

my sad, car why don't you love me face?



ok, so the car thing sucks. but i did however have a good date last night. with like the best kisser of my life. usually when im kissing someone, im thinking of something else, or thinking, why is your tongue doing that? or thinking of kissing people who are better kissers, or that their lips are dry, or something not so good. but i found myself kissing this guy, and thinking, well not really thinking, and then many minutes later, realizing that i went so long without thinking about other things! yowza! and he's got like the super hottest bod ever. seriously hot. i gotta not talk about it anymore.

peace out people, love your cars, and your neighbors!