i've not done anything yet.
i HAVE to do something. i feel like i haven't done anything.
wait, i take that back. i have done 7 NOT GREAT things:
gluttony
avarice
sloth
lust
greed
pride
wrath
i wrote about two pages full of personal thoughts, and then thought, "hey, that's way too personal for the internet." so, you will just have to wonder about what i wrote and then deleted.
but, anyway, i need a new fucking ten year plan people. and i need to not fuck it up this time.
just to end it more positively, i love this piece by roy lichtenstein. i love pop art, and the drama of it. i feel like it is very me. very dramatic, over the top, and kinda crazy, and all over the place, in a 92% good way.

true dat. Although I like to keep a "big picture" in mind, life is lived one step at a time.
ooh. that's corny. sorry.
wow...your post SO reminded me of these feelings, which i used to feel intensely and all the time, and now feel mildly and once in a while. i don't think anyone really "figures out" what to do with life. i'm not sure just what there is to figure out--even "happiness" isn't everything. and life is what happens when we're busy making other plans. to quote john lennon. maybe i just think this way to make myself feel better for some of the same feelings you have...
sorry to be preachy....at least i won't chastise you for those sins you mentioned..... ;) t
That's deep lilho. very deep