no really. i think i might fail this class. intro to oracle sql+. seriously. and what makes it that much worse is that there is no other section of the course that i can switch to- thus i am stuck here. in this class. the professor kinda hs the assholey attitude going on, and plus i just don't like him. ever had a professor you hated? i know you all have, an it makes learning that much harder.

oracle sucks. i hate it. i can't memorize all of thse commands. an now i have to go spend 3 1/2 hrs in this godamn godforsaken classroom, not having any idea what is going on. and i had no time to eat today, because i have been at school all day, and im hungry and tired.

i so want to go home, but i can't miss class, or i will get dropped. because they don't let you miss any class here. not that i could go home anyways, because i have zero clue what is going on, and i need a tutor!

im just going to go talk to this guy tomorrow and see what i should do to make this better. i can't get a bad grade....

this is how ill look in class... thinking.... what will i eat later and what boy can i seduce into becoming my sql+ tutor????

i can't to wait to come to blo.


so paul and i can talk computer. and to party of course. but i feel that paul can be my computer mentor and really show me lots of cool stuff!

im getting a little confused with all this computer shit. i guess i need to be a bit more diligent in my studies.


less boys. more computer time!

that being said, i must go shower and go to class to spend more time with computer.


i think im going to name my laptop... any suggestions???


and i think im sick of boys. for a week at least. the whole charade just gets tiring. really. im tired. plus this means i can also devote more time to sunbathing, grey's, and perefecting my wardrobe. and i think i feel a painting coming on here sometime soon. my lack of artfulness in the past two months is really just sad.

and i might find god in the next two weeks, because my crazy ass aunt and uncle who are the biggest jesus freaks known to man are here, and im sure ready to baptise and convert me. dear god. (not to offend anyone here- im just not religious one bit, and i find it offensive that these two can't keep it to themselves. spirituality is supposed to be a personal thing afterall, isn't it?).


sorry for all the pics of me, but i feel like more people will read my journal if they see there is a pic in it. tricky huh? plus, im still waiting for my damn usb cord to come...

i know (e:southernyankee) posted a similar thing the other day, but this is funny too. and i digress easily.....

i know (e:southernyankee) posted a similar thing the other day, but this is funny too. and i digress easily.....

so, i must be a really huge asshole. i wasnt even supposed to work sunday, but now i have to work both jobs, and then hopefully go to a party.

however, i am supposed to do a shitload of schoolwork, on monday, see my grammy, and other fam, and hang out with my little cousin.

im a people pleaser, people!

anyway, it looks like i need to start using my day planner more. and i need more vodka, since i have only consumed about three drinks this week, and i think they were all beer. i think my drastic reduction in alcohol comsumption has been a major contributing factor to the reason that i have lost weight and keep losing it. not gonna complain bout that peoples.

umm, ill be at the party via video, so stop by and say hi! woot.

what else... check out this website , its a real jewel- this dude showed it to me last night. oh scottsdale, classiest place on earth!

and for shits and giggles...