can't i get my new lappy connected to the intynet at home? after a million hours on the phone no one can help. HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i miss you a lot, but im really really busy, so i don't have time to cry about it. but if i had time, i think i definitely would.


what can i say about you? you have been such a great friend to me, and even though we havent kept in touch as well as we should have, i miss you dearly, and hope you have a great day! you desrve it!!!!!

in case ya'll didn't know....


TERRY IS THE MOST BEST:

• dancer

• cooker

• singer

• philospher

• finder of fun new music

• fun person to talk to

• interesting person to talk to/debate with

• person who sucks it up and deals with what he is dealt in life

• least selfish friend

• hugger

• innapropriate groper when drunk

• person who thinks/lives/acts like he is white trash but the furthest from it

• sexy black chick in a white boys body- wth attitude and snap to match

• singer- why havent you won idol yet???

the list goes on and on, but basically terry, youve impacted my life in so many ways- and i want to THANK YOU FOR BEING MY FRIEND!!!!!!!!!!!!!

love sarah ho

i ordered my new laptop today. i also ordered a new ipod.


and what happens??? anfter the order supposedly went through???


i get an email saying it didn't go through. however, apple has charged me almost $500 for i have no idea what. what the fuck. i am about to explode right now, as i had this all planned and wanter/needed to have it for school monday.

they'd better be ready to explain this bs tomorrow morning. i am more unahppy about any purchase/anticipated purchase i have ever made. they fucked up big time and had better be ready to explain this.

you don't process an order and then sayit didn't go through. and then charge that person $500 for nothing.



sooooooooooooooooooooo frustrated. i want my laptop, now damnit!

and my sis is here. yay!


and i can finally buy a bootyful new laptop!

and i have a car that works, and two jobs. and some money to spare.

i have a date next week. i think. with a hot man.


i have class until 930.

i am tired, and want to get home and get drunk!

maybe ill see yall soon. maybe

sometimes your heart just breaks for other people. and you just wish that it was you going through it instead of them- because you worry that they wont be strong enough.

a hug would be great right now.

i think im going to cry and then go to bed.

first arizona tears. at least i held out for almost two months.

in better news, i had the most mazing drink of my night last night, which was this delicious grape vodka soda-y combo, complete with fog rising out of it, and a glow stick inside, and it bubbled all crazy. how the fuck did they make that shit????