so, i must be a really huge asshole. i wasnt even supposed to work sunday, but now i have to work both jobs, and then hopefully go to a party.

however, i am supposed to do a shitload of schoolwork, on monday, see my grammy, and other fam, and hang out with my little cousin.

im a people pleaser, people!

anyway, it looks like i need to start using my day planner more. and i need more vodka, since i have only consumed about three drinks this week, and i think they were all beer. i think my drastic reduction in alcohol comsumption has been a major contributing factor to the reason that i have lost weight and keep losing it. not gonna complain bout that peoples.

umm, ill be at the party via video, so stop by and say hi! woot.

what else... check out this website , its a real jewel- this dude showed it to me last night. oh scottsdale, classiest place on earth!

and for shits and giggles...

(e:paul) and i had a video chat this evening, soooooooo much freaking fun. i am in love.... not with a stripper, but this macbook. so intensely in love!!!!!!



oh, and i met a cute new boy. and he's actually nice/not sketchy, and he has super cute style and goooood music taste!!! and i have a stalker who keeps calling/texting and sayng sorry for being psycho. theres never any good way to say sorry for being crazy. i mean, he can say all the sorries he wants, but the point is that he is crazy, and he tells me he loves me after like 4 dates. and he wonders why i wont speak to him???? seriously, he didn't get any, and i didn't act super into him. ah well.

oh and the other night, i was at this coffee place/bar and this girl is making out with the barrista.bartender, and im so distracted, i can barely focus on the convo at hand. then it finally stops. and those girls leave, and this other girl struts in, and immediately starts making out with the bartender!!! i was telling the person i was with, she is not the same girl, becuase i am a girl and i pay attention to outfits, and she was wearing something different and looked different, and i was thinking how crazy it would be if she made out with the bartender and she did!!!!!!! that coffee place/bar is nuts and im going back soon...

here's some pics from the video chat!!!

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can't i get my new lappy connected to the intynet at home? after a million hours on the phone no one can help. HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i miss you a lot, but im really really busy, so i don't have time to cry about it. but if i had time, i think i definitely would.


what can i say about you? you have been such a great friend to me, and even though we havent kept in touch as well as we should have, i miss you dearly, and hope you have a great day! you desrve it!!!!!

in case ya'll didn't know....


TERRY IS THE MOST BEST:

• dancer

• cooker

• singer

• philospher

• finder of fun new music

• fun person to talk to

• interesting person to talk to/debate with

• person who sucks it up and deals with what he is dealt in life

• least selfish friend

• hugger

• innapropriate groper when drunk

• person who thinks/lives/acts like he is white trash but the furthest from it

• sexy black chick in a white boys body- wth attitude and snap to match

• singer- why havent you won idol yet???

the list goes on and on, but basically terry, youve impacted my life in so many ways- and i want to THANK YOU FOR BEING MY FRIEND!!!!!!!!!!!!!

love sarah ho

i ordered my new laptop today. i also ordered a new ipod.


and what happens??? anfter the order supposedly went through???


i get an email saying it didn't go through. however, apple has charged me almost $500 for i have no idea what. what the fuck. i am about to explode right now, as i had this all planned and wanter/needed to have it for school monday.

they'd better be ready to explain this bs tomorrow morning. i am more unahppy about any purchase/anticipated purchase i have ever made. they fucked up big time and had better be ready to explain this.

you don't process an order and then sayit didn't go through. and then charge that person $500 for nothing.



sooooooooooooooooooooo frustrated. i want my laptop, now damnit!