It seems after years of daily dedication to my journal I am at some weird point in my life where I have nothing to say. Okay that is not true as I am still writing. I used to write in my journal multiple time every day for years but really who wants to see more pictures of inside roswell or at my house. Don't worry there are pictures at the end of this.
The truth is I never go anywhere or do anything interesting much anymore. I don't barely leave the 5 minute radius around my house. As soon as the weather gets warmer I am sure things will change so drastically. I remember what it was like occupying my life with housing building tasks. There is lots of stripping and building to do. I am sure I can occupy much of my time with making my house sweeter.
In the mean time everything exciting seems kind of at a standstill. I think I just might have settled or something. I have everything I ever wanted now and I am bored with it a bit. Who complains about that? I should really look on the bright side. Maybe it is just season disorder or the fact that I worked way too many hours this week. Maybe if I owned a projector. That's what I keep telling myself. I really need a projector to expand my horizons.
On the programming front I am bored too. I think I am burned out with content management. I am more interested in data mining, social networking and visualization. I am tired of other people making web design/programming decisions based on bullshit. Someone actually, I am not joking, asked me for a website with a scrolling marquee today. It felt so 1997.
I hope I am not at one of the moments where I change career paths again. I doubt it only because I am so comfortable and complacent doing what I do, I am well compensated and I have little interest in leaving the city.
Unlike everyone else, I am definately not trying to escape to a bigger city with more to do. I mean even if there were more exciting things to do, like in another larger, warmer city - I would not do them. I don't even like going out much. I frankly, just want to feel like I am part of something slightly more exiciting content management, even if it is for a good cause. I suppose working with
(e:enknot) makes content management seem fun.
So here are some things going on.
1. I miss twisted. I just wish we lived together. think I might be going back to San Francisco in march for another conference. Let's hope that works out. Next time it is her turn to come here. PErhaps on the way back from italy?
2. I love linux. I am never going back to windows ever on my personal computers and seeing as they will be on vista for the next 20 years or so, it won't be that hard to just say no, if I make it past this month.
3. Tomorrow, Josephine Anstey and some students are coming by to talk about web programming and online pervasive games. This is something I am very interested in. Sometimes I am still angry that I did not become a professor. I guess there is always the future and there are many other careers I would rather have.
4. Speaking of which I miss jesse, jesse.org jesse. What ever happend to him. Did he get eaten by China? Maybe Josephine will know.
5. On closing, here are some pictures from my phone, I was cleaning it out in hopes of starting to take new pictures and going back to journaling.
Mike getting hammered, lol
Eating haddock today at Roswell. I have eaten so much fish recently, this one almost killed me. I had three isnatnces of almsot swalling a bone followed by one really sharp one stabbing through my gums. That is a really unpleasant feeling. I wonder if the fish are trying to just say no.
Here is one left over pic from the ice storm. It is not the pretty kindwith the fancy camera but the low res kind with the cell phone. It still was pretty neat.
The mice that were makign us all crazy and doing things like this seems to be gone. The "humane" traps worked really good to trap them so we could kill them. Ironic as it may be, it beats having to spray or put poison everywhere. I would rather die from the mice and the poison.
Like at this place on elmwood. Are they going to knock it down soon. It seems liek such a health hazzard and it is on some of the most prime real estate in the city. I just don't get how it exists there empty and abondoned.
Salmon tastes really good. I like it.
The wig is still out there. I saw it the other day.
I just google "penis size measurement" it seems there is an exact science to this. That is lots of good information here - like, "Is the size of a flaccid penis a good indicator of erection size." Here are the results of the survery 
well it really dosn't say anything about me, wish it did. It just for what ever reason the leg part is either cut short or the martial maybe makes them crumble. They are the only pair that are like that. They are fine to be worn underclothes but lounging around the house (if anyone else was there) wouldn't work. Oh one last thing on boob size before I watch the pregame (ok 2). I would assume that shape might be a factor to in selecting a size. I have seen pictures in playboy where they have the bra size and I have seen people with the same size and cup and there boobs didn't look like they where the same size.
metalpeter, I never had a pair of boxers where the legs were to short but maybe that says something about you, lol.
Bras sizing is complicated... and stupid. Different countries are different. My bra size in Canada is different than it is here.
And, every manufacturer has a different variable, despite what they all say. Even if i shop in the same store that has its own brand, each style has a different fit and a different size!!
On top of that, if you will pardon the pun, there is higher math involved in figuring out a bra size. Measuring around the rib cage, add i can't remember how many inches to get the band size. Why not just make the band size the inches measured?? Then, measure the largest part of the breasts and the difference between them is the cup size? What if i measure wearing a push up bra or a reducing bra? And if i do it braless, the math will be vastly different from that.... but i so don't want to go there!!!
Fucking ridiculous... yeah, i tried on a couple of bras today... and i left the store agrivated.
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see the problem with boobs is that they change size if you gain or lose any weight. so each time you drop 10-15lbs, your boobs get smaller and you need a new bra. if you gain that weight, your boobs start falling out of your bra, and love handles start forming around it and you look like a bulging sausage. so, just as girls have fat and skinny clothes, they probably need fat and skinny bras.
I buddy of mine for some reason when he would talk about his GF would always mention the size of her boobs. I don't know if he measured them or just went by bra size or was just full of or maybe he judged the sizw himself who knows. But I did hear somewhare a good percentage either 1/3 or 2/3 of women wear the wrong size bra. Other then that I have no knowledge. In terms of us guys I would say that there is a good percentage of us who have measured our selves; for what reason who knows we are kinda wacky sometimes. But in terms of the right size undwear size dosn't really matter most of the time. Waist size is how underwear size is determined. boxers usaly have plenty of room (sometimes the legs can be to short) and briefs usaly have so stretch to them so, us guys are ok.