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06/21/2006 17:00 #25419

survey says
Category: survey
People:
1. How did you find out about/why did you become of estrip?
I became friends with (e:drchlorine) who has since disappeared and we all know why. Anyhow, he told me about this site and paul and said I should check it out. So I did for about a month, then decided to join.

2. How "out" are you about having a publicly accessible online journal. Do your friends know? Does your family know? Do your co-workers know? Does your boss know? Do you use your real name? Do you use your real photo?
Most people know. Though in my field it is a battle star galactica wars over online profiles, so I don't tell my employers. Seriously, it's like a high profile court case the way our arguments go over student rights/freedoms. Where do you draw the line on snooping on people? Don't post anything illegal, no problem; however I find it insulting and illegal to fire someone or not hire someone because they had pink hair or lead an exciting life outside the office/classroom.

3. How many epeeps have you met real life?
Well, if they post regularly, or even semi-regularly and live in b-lo I've probably met them. Even a few that don't live in b-lo.

4. How has estrip changed the way that you meet people, on and/or off line?
Offline, no different. Online, eh I think it's rather the same? Except that since many estrip members are involved in each other's lives you hear/see/read more about them than if it was just one person on some other site?

5. How has estrip affected you love life?
I haven't had a love life in several years.

6. How many of your friends have joined estrip because of your influence?
Mmmm.... (e:nejifer), (e:kangarooboi), (e:krains), (e:vincent), (e:theecarey), (e:pyrcedgrl)... I think that's it for now.

7. Are you from Buffalo/do you live in Buffalo?
Born in b-lo. Lived in Cheektovegas then Youngstown, moved away for 10 years, now I'm back.

Equipment:
1. What type of hardware or software purchases have you made as a result of using estrip?
None.

2. Have you used the mobile version of estrip? Why or why not?
No. I don't have service on my phone.

Lifestyle:
1. In what way has estrip changed your Internet surfings habits? Describe the amount of time you spend on estrip, when you use it and about how long?
It gave me people to talk to when I couldn't sleep, so perhaps a few more hours than my previous usage? But my life is changing, so that habit has evolved.

1a. How many journals do you usually read per day?
I dunno. Could be 10 if it's all the people I read. Might only be 2.

2. In what ways has estrip changed the way you perceive your local community?
It has given me a sense of community that I was not able to experience on my own, until now. Although estrip itself is an online community, and I think that refelcts in the way that we support one another or bicker like a little family.

3. How has journaling about your life affected the way you spend your free time?
I suppose I've met more people to do more/new things with.

4. Has estrip changed your living situation in any way?
Why yes it has. I now live with (e:nejifer), who I met at work at Hilbert, and (e:decoyisryan), who I met here. I have to say, they are the best roommies I've had :)

5. Do you find that you mediate/document more of your experiences now that you share them with others?
Probably. In terms of gatherings etc, I wouldn't bother to write that in my private journal, or send e-mails to people about it.

6. Has publishing on estrip affected the way that write?
I love that I can add media!

7. Do you have other online journals? If so, with what service and has estrip affected your usage of that journal?
I don't really count myspace as a journal. I hardly ever post anything there. So really just here, and I joined myspace after estrip anway.

8. Have you ever gotten in trouble for using estrip at work?
Nope.

9. If you have stopped using estrip, why?
Nope, still here.

metalpeter - 06/21/06 19:51
He just kinda left and from what i understand didn't say anything. I know that he ran elmwood radio also I belive. With dial up there was no reason for me to listen. All I will say is someone else left around the same time he did. I remember he had some interesting posts.
ajay - 06/21/06 18:12
Where has Dr.Chlorine gone? I must've missed the announcement.

06/18/2006 13:27 #25418

it warms my heart
Category: death
Thanks to everyone for your condolences. I'm very appreciative of your kind words. As (e:enknot) said, it is so wonderful that this community can take the time to support one another. That is why I love estrip so much.
jason - 06/18/06 22:27
Wow. Wow! I just read this. I'm so sorry Timika.

However, our death is not the end. One thing I believe, and nobody will be able to convince me otherwise, is that the human soul is immortal. Death is a transition from one thing to another. She'll be okay.

06/16/2006 20:47 #25417

so, so sad
Category: death
My mom called at about 7pm to let me know my gramma died tonight. Apparently my uncle went downstairs to watch the 6 o'clock news with her, like always, and she had died in her chair. Exactly the way my gramma found my grampa when he died.

She wasn't sick other than some arthritis in her knees so this is rather a shock. I just keep imagining her voice calling my name. She had that funny little Polish accent and said my name funny. I'd post a photo but they are on my dad's computer at home. I still haven't had the time to get them on my jump drive.

I'm so very sad.
mike - 06/19/06 23:37
I'm so sorry Ladycroft. I know how terrible it is to lose a grandparent. I hope you are doing ok, let me know if you need anything. (sorry, I know this is a bit delayed, I must be a little behind in my estrip reading)
pyrcedgrrl - 06/18/06 10:31
I'm so sorry, Timika. :(
metalpeter - 06/17/06 19:27
Sorry for your lose. As someone else said at least she didn't suffer.
enknot - 06/17/06 18:41
Sorry Ladycroft (Mika..I think. Net names seem a bit in approriate). I hope your sadness passes as soon as you're ready for it to go. I think missing someone is sometimes the best kind of love...it's just rough when you can't cure the sadness with their presence anymore.

And her her to all you (e:strip)ers the outpouring on the site is heartwarming.

(((e:ladycroft))) <-- yeah (e:hugs).
boxerboi - 06/17/06 15:27
I'm sorry to hear that. :o(
codypomeray - 06/17/06 12:02
sorry to hear about your grandma. i know we are not close, don't speak, but if you need someome to vent, or talk to, please feel free. my condolances. -eric
leetee - 06/17/06 10:22
(((((((((( (e:Ladycroft) ))))))))))
jessbob - 06/17/06 09:26
I'm sorry. My condolences to you and your family
imk2 - 06/17/06 03:27
awwww, timika, i am so sorry! and i'm so sorry that it happened at a time like this, when you're going through all the stuff. i'm here if you need me.
jenks - 06/17/06 02:44
oh crap... I'm just reading this, half-drunk at 2:40 am. I would call to give phone-hugs, but, well, it's 2:40 and I'm half-drunk. So... accept (e:hugs), and I hope you're doing ok and I'll talk to you soon!
mrmike - 06/16/06 23:19
I'm so sorry
dragonlady7 - 06/16/06 22:49
Oh no!! How sad for you. ((hugs))

But how perfect for her. No suffering, no sickness, no fear. My poor grandmother's greatest fear was that her quality of life was deteriorating and she was so worried she'd outlived her lifespan. She had an awful week before she finally died peacefully. And she missed Grandpa so much. We were glad when she finally figured it out-- but we still miss her so much.

I hope the sadness isn't too bad for you.
uncutsaniflush - 06/16/06 21:35
I'm very sorry to hear this news. You have my condolences.
kookcity2000 - 06/16/06 21:20
LC I'm sorry to hear that, I really feel for you.
I just lost my grandma and it gets tough at times.


Hang in there
ajay - 06/16/06 21:08
Sorry to hear that. Please accept my condolences.
nejifer - 06/16/06 21:02
I'm so sorry love. I'll be home to hug you soon!

06/13/2006 22:18 #25416

who put out the mouse traps?
Category: bikes
Aqua Mouse took a huge crap the other day. A violent eruption of boiling toxic green and choking clouds of smoke made me want to cry. I think my sister made a record for the most lightening quick move by a pregnant lady when she jumped out of her seat and out of the garage in under 3 seconds. Of course my reaction was slightly different. I just sat in my seat and thought,'damn, I think my car is on fire'. Sigh.

The official bike riding commute was established as a result of this unpleasantry. I knew I needed to start riding because I can't afford gasoline to feed Aqua Mouse, but this was the foot in the ass I needed.

So (e:Nejifer) agreed to make a test run out to Canisius with me yesterday. I wanted to see how long it would take me and what my best route would be. I have a pump for my tires but Limey Mouse, my old skool retro Schwinn of equal squeakiness, requires 90psi and I simply don't have the muscle to reach those numbers.

First, a walk to A Plus to use the air pump. I really don't like walking my bike. It's a strange contradiction. We get to A Plus only to find the air pump is out of order. So I had to walk a few more blocks down to Mobil. I'm sorry but I think 75 cents for 2 minutes of air is absurd. Whatever happened to the days of free air?

Even with the air pump reaching 90psi was tough, so it cost me $1.50 worth of air to get there. I'm not bold enough to just let it fill. I keep stopping to check the pressure because I don't fancy a tire blowing up in my face.

All squared away, we cruise down to Delevan and head to school. Limey Mouse isn't made for potholes and gravel. It was a tricky ride. We cut through Forrest Lawn at the corner to enjoy a change of scenery and a few hills.

Took a break and had some water, then set the compass for home. Half-way through Forrest Lawn I realized I was putting out too much effort. I looked down to find a flat rear tire. Karumba! Crossed Deleware and dropped more change to re-inflate the rear tire. Made it home on cranky breaks and a continuous leak.

Aqua Mouse is broken. Limey Mouse is broken. I seem to have a thing for squeaky modes of transportation that don't work so well. What's a girl to do? I would drop a lot of money to fix up Limey Mouse. Aqua Mouse is out of the question. So...I had to buy a new bike. While I enjoyed Limey Mouse's look, I've always been a mountain biking kind of girl.

Essentially, I combined the two. I got a Schwinn Jaguar with incredibly high handle bars and super fat (or phat) tires. At least now I can go up and down curbs and over trails.

So, if you see a girl in black with a black helmet, don't run me over.
Ciao.
lilho - 06/14/06 10:26
you have the worst luck with transportation! i wish i had a bike, well, i did, and it was stolen before i had a chance to give it its first ride. wah.
kara - 06/14/06 08:28
I'm glad that you're wearing a helmet. Mine is blue with pink flowers.
libertad - 06/13/06 22:29
Congrats on the new transportation. Is limey mouse not worth being fixed?

As for Aqua Mouse, maybe it was for the best. She/he was really suffering. One day you will see Aqua Mouse again.

06/12/2006 13:38 #25415

the people that you meet
Category: potpourri
when you're walking down the street

On the way to brunch yesterday, which is now a Sunday noon tradition, I saw Chris (aka fake tanner boy) riding his bike. Then I saw (e:Metalpeter) walking to the bank, so I yelled at him. Then I saw (e:Libertad) walk by with some girl. So I set a goal to see at least 10 people I know.

After brunch we walked to Allentown. I love that I can walk out of my apartment and do these things. No 20 minute drive, no planning, I can just grab my keys and go. Right, so when I got the the fest, I ran into (e:Enknot), (e:Paul), (e:Matthew), (e:Terry) and (e:Holly). Wow, up to 8 already!

Then Jen took me to Target because Aqua Mouse took a huge dump yesterday. On the way there I spotted (e:Pyrcedgirl) and (e:Theecarey). 10- goal reached!

Boring, I know. I just don't feel like talking about how sad I am.

Watching the US v Czech Republic game right now. No surprise they are kicking our asses. I don't think the US stands a chance against their grouping.

In some good news they finally found the nature of my nephew Max's mystery lumps and rash. It turns out he is allergic to cats and dogs. My sister has 2 cats and a dog. It's sad they have to give them away, but little Max can't live with them.

My friend Cory called me from his internship in Dallas. We talked for an hour! I can't remember the last time I talked on the phone that long. It was a nice surprise.

My mind is all over the show so I'm going to stop talking now. Ciao.
metalpeter - 06/12/06 20:22
I admit it, it was a nice surprise to see you as well. I ran into the PMT and Holly group at MIA and talked to them for a few.
jenks - 06/12/06 14:05
Yay for max! So glad to hear it. (and so sad I missed brunch...) I think we're long overdue for some spot time, lemme know.
libertad - 06/12/06 14:03
I'm so happy to hear about Max! You probably saw us either right before she was punched and I was spit on or after I had showered and attempted again to get to Brodo.