After months of convincing from my bf, i decided to try ebay for his christmas gift. I cannot say what I got him just in case he reads this, but let me say, i did not mean to win both auctions, but i did....and now im stuck with two of these things. wonderful.

See, I used ebay a few years back, and i ordered a pair of red pointe slippers... after being inspired from the movie center stage (no laughs please).... and they were posted online as being my size and blah blah blah...there was even a picture! but when i got them in the mail, the were way too small. WTF? i was pissed. And then i ordered these headphones, and when i got them in the mail, they were so fucked up, i was pissed.....i returned them. So, after that, i didn't do the ebay thing except when i was doing the selling at my job at Frizb's....but i decided that I would do the christmas thing to get this stupid shit....and now im stuck with 2. boo.


charlie browns christmas was on tonight. it made me really happy. i like that movie.

you know what also makes me happy: my dog sophia. she is the best. I need to post tons of pics of her on here so all of you can see how adorable she is. I love her.

and school is almost done. thank fucking god.

so....i love christmas time....but it really sucks when you are super poor and have 30 people minimum on your christmas list to shop for. ugh. I have almost everyone done....a few things for my mom....a few things for my sister....and my boss and boyfriend. The two hardest people to shop for. Jeff, my boss, I know what im going to get him....but daniel, i have NO IDEA. not good. and what he told me he wants...this plug and play nintendo controller....does not exist, and if it does, no one can find it.....so, im back to square one. ugh.

i made this great little christmas mix cd. i love it. it has all the classics and some new fun christmas songs.

and! it's snowing outside. it's so beautiful. sophia doesn't like the snow though.


and instead of really doing work...condsidering it is the week before finals, im fucking around on my computer and wasting all the time away. i haven't done any work this entire weekend. i suck. booooooooooooooooo.


I CAN NOT WAIT TO GO HOME TO BUFFALO!....and for this semester to be over... only one more left! i can't fucking wait. goodbye.

yea....i have been seeing recently that people have been stating their loves for the new dog breed the puggle. Me, being a huge pug fun....and actually not being a beagle fan was first opposed to the idea of mixing the breeds....but then when i read an article that my boyfriend sent me on the genetic aspects of the new puggle breed, it made me realize how incredibly cruel it is to breed them....let me explain:

• beagles as you all should know, are hounds....they were orginally bred to be hunting dogs because of their keen sense of smell. They bodies are designed to be athletic and help support their great sense of smell. Pugs on the other hand, are the complete opposite of all of these things that the beagle is bred for. Pugs have AWFUL sense of smell (sophia my dog could be sitting next to a giant steak and not smell a damn thing). They aren't athletic. in fact, if they decide in a middle of a walk or a hike that they don't want to move anymore, they literally just sit down. they refuse to move at all. Their bodies are not designed to run, or hike or even go on vigorous walks. They are part of the toy group....which really only serve the purpose of being a companion.

The problem comes in when the two are mixed together. other than the fact that the dogs are so utterly ugly....and the fact that you should definitely not ruin the beautiful nature of the purebred characteristics of either breed, it is cruel to combine the 2 breeds since they are at complete opposite ends of the spectrum. Puggles have been shown to have severe genetic problems due to the combination of the breeds. I understand accidental breeding....but there are puppy farms out there and breeders that are combining the two breeds that can in reality be a lethal combination.

Im all about rescuing the poor little puggles that are already in existance. The problem comes when there is a demand for the dogs and people go out of their way to make them. Messing with genetics is sad...especially when the animal is suffering because of the problems with their noses and breathing.

so, as wonderful as the word puggle sounds....its a really sad story. so that is where i stand on the breed.

• in other news: it is friday. I blew off my organized crime class all week. awesome. i fucking hate that shit ass class. in fact, i pretty much hate all of my classes... except for my research methods class, and my senior thesis...which i guess i kinda hate too, i just really like my project (i am working on the epidemiological patterns of MS.....very interesting topic.)

also, as stated in an earlier journal entry, i guess i present myself as a bimbo. This is news to me from a 66 year old leading medical anthropologist who is also my mentor. He told me that he knows im really smart and he is proud of who i am, but i need to work on presenting myself as more professional and less like a bimbo. constructive critcism. awesome. i cried....for about 3 hours trying to figure out what the fuck i do to make myself a bimbo. or maybe he is just old fashioned. i mean....he is 66 and does have a 10-year already. In fact, he has been working at the university here for like 30 years. so what does he know? right?

so yea, im still planning on going blonde. i want long blonde hair. (e:lilho)...when I come home in 3 weeks, i want to buy the supplies, and either have you tell me how to do it, or you do it for me for my christmas present! This could be another hair disaster on our hands....but whats new when it comes to my hair?

anyway, i should go. i have to go to work.....at the YMCA and get punched in my upset stomach by screaming kids. awesome. goodbye.

yea, scratch the last entry....but im still sick.

Im dumb. bottom line. i have posted like 4 other journals, but they don't seem to be appearing when i come back to write more. wtf?

im still so sick....it sucks sooooooooooooooooooo bad.

so....here's what's new: i guess i present myself as a bimbo and I need to be more professional....and I may not be moving to las vegas after all.....more details to come.

well....i hope everyone had a great thanksgiving. as for me....well, i was planning on going out the night before, but it just so happened that when i got home on monday, EVERYONE in my house was sick with the flu.....so when i woke up on wednesday.....i was sooooooooooooooo sick. I don't think i have been that sick in a long time. I was puking for 2 days straight. that sucked. big time. so needless to say, i didn't go out on wednesday night.....and i actually barely ate my thanksgiving dinner. booooooooooo. but im feeling much better now. thank you.

everything else is good i guess. im going to go ice skating in about an hour. goodbye suckas!

well, i just woke up.....and I am about to get in the shower to get ready for HP!!! I am so excited.....Thanks for all the comments about getting tickets. The problem is that since I am residing in plattsburgh right now....there is only one theatre and that theatre doesn't do presale tickets on fandango. I tried. So, yesterday I went and got tickets so that way i was for sure going to see it today!

on another note, i have no idea what my problem is....but i have not slept in DAYS! I am so tired, and last night I made a point of trying to go to bed early....I didn't get to sleep till 4am....and for no reason! I think what happened was that at the beginning of the week i took PM pills to get a good nights sleep....and it totally screwed me up big time. That shit sucks. But im for sure taking them tonight....I have to get sleep tonight because im driving the 8 hour drive home tomorrow. BUFFALO! HERE I COME. i am so excited. I haven't been home since the beginning of october.

(e:lilho)....WE NEED TO GET TOGETHER LIKE EVERYDAY!!!!!!!!!!!! (e:lilho) is going to evaluate my hair....i want to go blond. I have never been blond, and i think it's time for a change. So why the hell not? I am so lucky to have her as a friend....the poor thing, she is always hounded by people wanting her to do their hair....and I feel bad. I would do it myself but it would turn out orange.....and i would go get it done elsewhere, but it would cost me like $150! I can't really afford that shit right now.

I am going to vegas for New Years. My boyfriend lives there and I go out there as often as i can... and im soooooooooo excited to be spending my new years out there. Its going to be so much fun!!!!!!!! I have to get psyched about the city....because really, it sucks, but im moving there in a few months, so I really have to psych myself up about it.....no one wants to live somewhere they hate.

o my god. im soooooooooooo tired. I need to get in the shower. maybe that will wake me up. HP, here I come....and im getting an ICEE too! yay!

PS. I am OBSESSSED with my dog. I will be constantly posting pictures of her....here is a picture of us. I love her.

so....after being without an online journal for many moons now, I have decided to finally succumb to the elmwoodstrip.com journal thingy that's going on here. (e:lilho) has always told me to join, and i finally decided to take her word up. so, here i am.

So....hello elmwood strip people. I am Jess.

moving on....its Saturday November 19th, and my friend Mel and I have tried to go see Harry Potter 2 nights in a row now.....and the tickets have been sold out. wtf? so i got tickets for tomorrow. (by the way, I'm not in buffalo, i go to school at SUNY Plattsburgh.....and this place sucks). So fuck plattsburgh.

I will be home soon.....as of Monday night. I can not wait to be in buffalo. As crazy as it sounds, i miss the place like hell when im not there.....its not so much the city, but more the people who are in it. I love buffalo!

Alright, i guess that is it for now. goodbye.