So today Daniel and I booked our flights home for May. I know it's still like 5 months away, but I am already dreading the flight. I HATE flying...I never used to, but that was when I had the occasional flight, without the dog. Now I travel all the time, and with sophia. I love sophia more than anyting, but it is just such a hassle to have to deal with. People are such assholes and just don't get why I am traveling with my dog. My dog=my life.

Then after my may trip home, I will be coming back at the end of july as well to bring my brothers back to buffalo. They will be staying with me for a few weeks in july....I am quite excited.

In March, my sister stacy is coming out. I am super excited about that as well. She is so easy going and will be fun for her to come. I won't feel rushed to have to show her everything....she would be happy just hanging out at my pool. Thank god.

Tomorrow is Sophia's 2nd birthday. I can't believe it. she is the cutest thing in the whole wide world. I love her soooooooooooo much. I am taking her to this puppy boutique today to get a special doggy birthday cake and possibly a cute new outfit. She deserves it.

I went to this great outlet mall today....everything I bought fit me like a glove....and I never even tried the items on at the mall! What a wonderful turn out....


So there was this mega sale at the calvin klein store. I thought I might check it out, and my lord they had some great items for great prices. So, I started filling up my airs with sweaters, tees, jeans, camisoles, belts, you name it....and then I found this BEAUTIFUL bag. I wanted it so badly. AND THERE WAS A SIGN THAT SAID ALL HANDBAGS 70% OFF. so i was so excited. It was a $200 bag, but I figured i could afford a $60 bag. So off the cash register I went. Low and behold there was a young lady in front of me buying another bag from the same table mine came from. it wasn't ringing up on sale, so the sales lady just made a price adjustment and went on her merry way. I get the register, and of course mine doesn't' ring up on sale either. So, she tells me she can not give me the bag for $60 and that it was not on sale. I took her to show here where I found the bag (where another 6 or 7 more sat). She was like, hmmmmm, let me get the manager. So the manager came over and was like, o no, that bag isn't on sale, but I showed him the sign. He was like, hmmm, yea that is interesting. Let me get the head manager. The head manager....the bitch that she was, was like, o no honey. That bag is not on sale. The sign is referring to this bag (a super ugly and hidious bag i might add). And i said to her, well, ma'am, with all due respect, this sign is very misleading because it says that all bags on this table are for sale. She was like, im sorry for the misunderstanding. I was so upset, that I left all the items on the table and left....

....i mean, they couldn't give me a price adjustment considering they did so for the lady in front of me? They couldn't do it under the premise of realizing that the sign was misleading, and then move the sign or merchandise so other customers would not be so sad that they could not have the beautiful calvin klein bag. I mean...poop.


In the end. what does it matter? I mean, it's just a hand bag that I don't need. I mean, there are people out there that don't have food more or less a beautiful bag. I shouldn't complain....

but it's just a reiteration of how I feel the world is going to hell due to incompetance. DO YOUR JOB AND DO IT RIGHT. please people.

So. I am on this kick to get a great bod. i bought the carmen elecktra striptease work out video and realzed that our DVD player is fucked up. so sad. i wanted to do it. and now i can't. booooooo.


i bought some vitamins today. and some healthy snack foods. all part of my plan to try to get healthy for a change. my abs and legs hurt today after yesterdays work out. ugh!

In other news....my financial aid has yet to be fixed. You know how giant organizations such as a university work.....they can't get the simplest things done right. I have called a billion times with cumulative time being on the phone probably resting right around the 4 hour mark; also, a cumulative total of about 15 transfers because no one can tell me why they can't just change my residency to Nevada residency. is that so freakin hard? JUST DO YOUR JOB! I hate to complain, but I am so sick of incompetency with everyone and everything. If you are being fuckin paid, do what you are paid to do. if you can not do so, get help from one who can help. or quit. either one will do just fine for me.

I heard the snow in buffalo is falling hard. My mom actually said it was beautiful. I wish I could be home at least for one day. One day is all that i would need....and then I could come back to Las Vegas and the semi-warm weather.

Danny bought me another pair of shoes today. They are these really cute sneakers (I usually never wear sneakers, but these I can make an exception for).

thats all for now folks!

oh. and happy birthday paul!

so, today begins my diet and excersize regimen. lets see how long this goes. I feel pretty motivated. I have to have a hot bod by summer....

i bought 3 new pairs of shoes today. yea. way cute though!

I suppose going to the Bellagio Buffet isn't the best place to go when you are on a diet.....and guess where we are going tonight. ugh! MUST HAVE WILL POWER!

So, I am at work, and instead of working, i am looking at hello kitty things with my friend Uzma....she found this hello kitty airline....

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I NEED TO FLY ON THIS SO BADLY.

So, last night, I had these crazy dreams/nightmares. I am not a very crazy dreamer, but last nights mind movies were very vivid. I wonder how these thoughts got in my head. CRAZY.

(e:lilho), I will call you this weekend. we have some things to discuss!

I hope all is well back on the buffalo scene. take care all!

school starts today. booooooo.


i got up mad early (4am) to go to urban outfitters to help with inventory this morning. I was so pissed that danny forgot to put the sweatshirt I wanted to wear in the dryer that I just didn't go and got back in bed. I slept ever since. now that class starts in 2 and a half hours (at 4), i wonder where this day has gone. this sucks. I hate being a waste.

I start work back up tomorrow. crunch time. there will be a few trips to Reno and Carson City in the next few weeks with the boss. I am quite excited about it.


but the real question is: where is my refund check?!?!

well, I finally got my luggage back. good thing. but they had it delivered by an old man that could barely lift them, so I had to carry them up the stairs, and I threw my back out. lovely. but i am happy i got my stuff back in one piece. that's a great thing.

I also got my new ring. it's beautiful.

things otherwise are good. danny and I got in a few scuffles when i got home, but it's all water under the bridge now.

I start school back up tomorrow. I am so not ready to go back....and I still didn't get my refund check which means that I can't buy my books till they decide to fix my residency. i hate all of this administration shit. just do your fucking job and everyone will be happy. is that too much to ask?!?!

Danny and I figured out who will be in the wedding. It's exciting...but we are going to have a HUGE wedding party. not including the bride and groom we will have 12 attendants...that is, if all of them accept our wishes for them to be in our wedding.

Danny's dad is coming out on thursday, and danny's birthday is friday. I am really excited. His dad hasn't taken a vacation in like 15 years, and has never been on the west coast. I am glad he is coming to visit danny and I. I think we are going to the bellagio buffet for dinner on friday. scrumptious....

I wish (e:paul) a very happy 30th coming up....I wish I could be home to come celebrate!

I hope all is well with everyone! take care.

jetblue lost my luggage. im screwed.