Happy New Year's Elmstrip. So whats every ones new years resolution? Does anyone have any creative ones or are they just the same old normal ones. Gotta love hearing people saying the old ones. EX. I'm going to quit smoking, or I'm going to drink less (that's one of my personal fav's), i also like hearing I'm going to lose weight. That ones funny because your thinking its coming from a fat person but that's not always the case. The ones that are skinny and don't need to lose weight end up losing more, while the bigger ones find it easier to spend 40 mins in burger king than a gym.
I was going to do one of my favorites which is quit smoking but I've come to realize that would be a lost cause. I've tried that the last couple of years and it only lasts for about a couple months before someone pisses me off enough for me to start again. Yea and i can't do the drink less one since my friends and i are a bunch of fuckin boozers. I could do the lose weight one but i would need to change it to gain weight. I might do that cause it gets very irritating hearing people say your to skinny or you should eat. Some say they wish they were skinny and could hear that, well trust me it gets very annoying hearing it on a regular basis.
I think I'm going to do two new years resolutions this year. The first will to make my Subway i bought more successful than it already is. I think i might be able to do that since I'll be working there 40 to 60 hours a week. I think I'll just sleep there and dream of making subs and using our new toaster. MMMM toasted subs so goooood. My second resolution is more personal but come on when haven't i said anything personal on this site. That's right i always do. I'm going to find a girl that's interested in me. I figured that's my problem i need them to be interested in me back and for them not be just settling. I think i have a lot to offer. If they can't see that then fuckum. I'm a good guy and I think i deserve someone. Well, that's if i have tI'me with all those hours at subway ill be putting in.
Peace Happy New Year and good luck

Well, in case no one knows what SU stands for its Subway University. That's where I've spent my last two weeks. I was in Milford, Conn. for subway owner training. I've bought my first Subway franchise in West Seneca on the corner of Southwestern and Angle road. The training was the worst two weeks of my life. It was like taking a college course but instead of having two and a half months to learn the material I only had two weeks. It was an AWFUL lot of material to take in two short weeks. The worst part was that you had to take four quiz's and a two part final and get a 80 or higher. I'm one of those nervous test takers. If you don't no what that is its someone that gets very paranoid, sick to there stomach, and starts to panic. I ended up getting an overall average of 93 so i slaughtered my average. So I'm very stoked to get this ball rolling.

Its good to be home tho. I was starting to get homesick specially when i saw on the news we were getting snow.

What do you do when you want the unattainable? Most people would give up. That's what i like about myself I'm not like most people. I like to think anyone has a shot at what they want given time. I guess the way i see it is that things aren't supposed to come easy. Nothing as ever come easy for me and i think i like it that way. In a way, it makes me stronger to overcome my next obstacle. It sucks not getting what you want but i think time will tell over any situation. I'm a fighter (not in the violent way) and don't give up on battle worth fighting for. I hate making all my entries dramatic but its a great stress reliever for me. Plus, i always write these when i get home so that's when all my thoughts settle. I know someday i will win my battle and it will be my finest accomplishment. To all the underdogs out there whatever you do don't ever give up and someday it will all pay off in the end.

Im a dedicated watcher of the show One Tree Hill but its getting super dramatic.

"I felt for sure last night
That once we said goodbye
No one else will know these lonely dreams
No one else will know that part of me
I'm still driving away
And I'm sorry every day
I won't always love these selfish things
I won't always live...
Not stopping...

It was my turn to decide
I knew this was our time
No one else will have me like you do
No one else will have me, only you

You'll sit alone forever
If you wait for the right time
What are you hoping for?
I'm here I'm now I'm ready
Holding on tight
Don't give away the end
The one thing that stays mine

Amazing still it seems
I'll be 26
I won't always love what I'll never have
I won't always live in my regrets

You'll sit alone forever
If you wait for the right time
What are you hoping for?
I'm here I'm now I'm ready
Holding on tight
Don't give away the end
The one thing that stays mine

You'll sit alone forever
If you wait for the right time
What are you hoping for?
I'm here I'm now I'm ready
Holding on tight
Don't give away the end
The one thing that stays mine..."Jimmy Eat World

Today was my last day at Circuit City and it felt great. Kind of had mixed feelings going on. Basically, i probably got as close as i could to feeling like it was that tI'me of the month. I don't have to hear anymore dumbass customers ask if we have any playstations or xboxs (except if i hear it from Poch and Erin. dammit). Some would say im on to greater things. I hope their right. Who would have thought the air would smell better and food would taste better. I'm excited that its all over.

p.s.- when you look at old baby books and photos of yourself be careful it can be very emotional. I also learned that when i do have kids to always write things down.