or a screwdriver.
im le tired.
my car broke down a bunch of times this week, luckily, i was able to restart it each time. except for tonight after work. i then sat in my car for an hour and half, half crying, half laughing, nearly peeing my pants.
i had to pee so bad.
my car was just in the shop last week, and being the little nazi btich it is(more on the lovely swastika scratched into the hood later), it wouldn't do its not starting thing for the mechanic, nope. it loves to stall for me. in fact anywhere it can; in the middle of an intersection, the engine shut down on the freeway, on a curvy road, on a major hill; anywhere. i have been here 6 months, my car has broken down about as many times.
the upside to all of this? there is none. i hate that car.
anyway, onto better topics. this will be my first thanksgiving i am charge of everything, shopping, cooking, taming the wild beasts in my family. i have the shopping part done.
i also have a million art projects to complete in the next month.
oooh, and i am officially applying for my passport in two weeks! which means i will have it soon! i can't wait to travel!!!!
and, i still hate cats.
whenever i have really bad days like this, i think, at least im not preg, that makes every situation seem like such less of an issue. not that i am sleeping around so i would have to worry about that, but more of a, at least i don't have a family to feed or some shit like that. i can just hit the sauce when the going gets rough, not that i do that all the time either...
anyway, i cleaned my room today, and it looks really nice, so without further ado, i bring you the (e:lilho) abode! i will be lying in my bed, drinking some form of vodka drink....

it was pre-scratched, as long as it isnt completely dead, i am having it painted in the next month.
I don't think anyone would _scratch_ a swastika on the hood of a new car, (e:tinypliny) . Usually it's washable.
Here is an illustrated car-puja! :)
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Swastika on the hood? Maybe you bought it from Indians? The Swastika is a holy symbol of life and beginnings. All new shiny cars in Delhi (North India) traditionally have a crimson swastika hand printed on their hood before they go any significant number of Kilometres. They also have a coconut smashed and broken on their front bumper for good luck.
wow! you are doing the whole thanksgiving thing! GOOD LUCK!
shot in the dark. Maybe there is a hole in your fuel filter?