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10/21/2006 19:49 #23104
finally10/17/2006 09:36 #23103
WTF!I'm tired of living like a fucking cavewoman. work is my only salvation. i need fucking lights, heat and regular food!!!!!!!!!! all i do is sit in front of the wood burning stove and stare at the fire. the first few days it was kind of fun and romantic and i drank three nights in a row. then on sunday, i was cold, miserable and hung over. now i'm just exhausted and mad. i'm sick of having to empty the damn sump pump ever two hours and now that its raining, i'm sure it'll be much more often. we are out of batteries and can't even listen to the radio. fuck this. i swear i will never be able to stand the smell of a camp fire ever again.
10/09/2006 19:09 #23102
who am i?well (e:jenks,240) here is mine
YVONNE --
[adjective]:
Visually addictive
YVONNE --
[adjective]:
Visually addictive
mrmike - 10/09/06 21:06
I could second that!
I could second that!
metalpeter - 10/09/06 19:55
That seems to fit. If it is a test for guys and gals I may have to try it out when I have more time.
That seems to fit. If it is a test for guys and gals I may have to try it out when I have more time.
10/10/2006 14:48 #23101
why now?i knew there was a reason why i didn't want to feel anything for anyone.
i think i wrote a post about this a while ago. about how much i dislike passion. it makes you so happy or so sad. and passion wouldn't be so bad if it only came by itself, but add caring to the equation, and you can no longer think straight.
and all you can think about is how this person feels and how they make you feel, and how you just want to spend your days with your head pressed against their chest, listening to their heart as it whispers everything you've ever wanted to hear. and the longer you lay there, the safer you feel, and the safer you feel, the more scared you become of it going away.
i hate having feelings and i have an inkling that they hate me too.
i think i wrote a post about this a while ago. about how much i dislike passion. it makes you so happy or so sad. and passion wouldn't be so bad if it only came by itself, but add caring to the equation, and you can no longer think straight.
and all you can think about is how this person feels and how they make you feel, and how you just want to spend your days with your head pressed against their chest, listening to their heart as it whispers everything you've ever wanted to hear. and the longer you lay there, the safer you feel, and the safer you feel, the more scared you become of it going away.
i hate having feelings and i have an inkling that they hate me too.
lilho - 10/11/06 09:22
i hate love. forever.
i hate love. forever.
mrmike - 10/10/06 20:20
I'm not sure what to tell you other than do cut yourself off. Sadness, desperation and many others do suck, but without them, joy, love, toe curling excitement wouldn't be there. You're far too cool to go monastical on us.
I'm not sure what to tell you other than do cut yourself off. Sadness, desperation and many others do suck, but without them, joy, love, toe curling excitement wouldn't be there. You're far too cool to go monastical on us.
leetee - 10/10/06 16:19
The scary feeling we get when we are afraid to loose something we love dearly, be it a relationship or even an object, is merely the lack of trust we have in ourselves.
The good thing is gone and all we have left is ourselves. But ourselves should be good enough. If we really care about ourselves, then loosing something is sad, yes, but it isn't devestating.
Not that we look forward to being sad or missing something or someone.
Do we trust ourselves enough to be able to handle the sad?
When i heard that theory it made some sense to me...
The scary feeling we get when we are afraid to loose something we love dearly, be it a relationship or even an object, is merely the lack of trust we have in ourselves.
The good thing is gone and all we have left is ourselves. But ourselves should be good enough. If we really care about ourselves, then loosing something is sad, yes, but it isn't devestating.
Not that we look forward to being sad or missing something or someone.
Do we trust ourselves enough to be able to handle the sad?
When i heard that theory it made some sense to me...
10/05/2006 19:06 #23100
god, i love my jobi hope i still feel this way next year. i got my first paycheck today and i love money too.
minesota was hot, tempature wise. they were having twins games on tues and wednesday and both times 50 thousand fans attended the games. AT TWELVE NOON. don't these people have to work?
i finally finished my database, thanks to my database master. i owe him a lot. my boss thinks i'm a genius. BJ's on the way, buddy!
the sweet home school district is doing their own evaluation of faben. to see if she REALLY has asperger's. there is so much paperwork to fill out. they just don't take your word for it.
why is it that i filled out my car registation renewal online 3 weeks ago and i STILL have not gotten the sticker. now i have to hid from the parking police cuz i already got a ticket for it. i'm not going to fight it, i have so many tickets already, what's another to add to the list.
it's my ex-ex's birthday today. he's so sad, i promised to take him out for dinner, since he's got no one else to take him. when i told him that, he thought it would be worth a shot to thorw in a begging for birthday booty. i'm not that nice, and he's not that worthy. AND this man that i sat on the plane with, that is going through this awful divorce cuz his wife got bored, asked me to marry him and move to philladelphia with him.
i must be giving of sex me sents these days.
minesota was hot, tempature wise. they were having twins games on tues and wednesday and both times 50 thousand fans attended the games. AT TWELVE NOON. don't these people have to work?
i finally finished my database, thanks to my database master. i owe him a lot. my boss thinks i'm a genius. BJ's on the way, buddy!
the sweet home school district is doing their own evaluation of faben. to see if she REALLY has asperger's. there is so much paperwork to fill out. they just don't take your word for it.
why is it that i filled out my car registation renewal online 3 weeks ago and i STILL have not gotten the sticker. now i have to hid from the parking police cuz i already got a ticket for it. i'm not going to fight it, i have so many tickets already, what's another to add to the list.
it's my ex-ex's birthday today. he's so sad, i promised to take him out for dinner, since he's got no one else to take him. when i told him that, he thought it would be worth a shot to thorw in a begging for birthday booty. i'm not that nice, and he's not that worthy. AND this man that i sat on the plane with, that is going through this awful divorce cuz his wife got bored, asked me to marry him and move to philladelphia with him.
i must be giving of sex me sents these days.
des - 10/05/06 22:47
yes you have always given off the sexy sents
thats awesome your job is everything you wanted it to be I'm really really happy for you. And that database master sounds like one very lucky man.
and I really cant get over that pic its so kickass
yes you have always given off the sexy sents
thats awesome your job is everything you wanted it to be I'm really really happy for you. And that database master sounds like one very lucky man.
and I really cant get over that pic its so kickass
vycious - 10/05/06 20:53
i think they are called pheremones.
i think they are called pheremones.
Now all you need is a phone. :/
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