oh god, getting off birth control pills is never a pretty sight for me. usually i am a hard ass, stoic, unemotional, pillar of strenght. but the first few weeks of being off of homones turn me into an emotional, sex starved, crying sap, where everything makes me want to weep and cry while craving rough nasty sex. actually i'd probably be crying WHILE having rough nasty sex. i haven't had any brave takers yet.
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09/22/2006 09:02 #23096
crazy woman that is me09/21/2006 17:58 #23095
i should be doing work but...today, i am going to the grandest, greatest party ever. all in celebration of the premier of the third season of Grey's Anatomy (THE best show on TV)
i am so excited to be working at my important job. in fact i am SO important that they've given me my own pager! now i am almost like jenks, rushing off to answer pages when important matters arise. unfortunately, my dumb ass forgets to turn off my CELL phone during a huge meeting with all the departmental honchos. good thing i didn't have 50 Cent's Candy Shop song as my ring tone.
i need to learn access yesterday. i don't understand why they have to make that damn program so damn complicated. its not like i can't make tables and forms, but its the complicated things, such as running updating queries as macros, that stump the shit out of me. thankfully, i have inside IT connections who is a self proclaimed access master, so he better get his ass in gear and help me NOW!
and i also get to go away for training in minneapolis! i hear its an up and coming city with a lot of interesting things to do and see. leaving on october 1st and returning on the 4th.
did i mention how much i hate doctors offices and their stupid receptionist? those nasty, snotty, sassy, bitches. they can eat my asshole raw and floss with my pubic hair.
i am so excited to be working at my important job. in fact i am SO important that they've given me my own pager! now i am almost like jenks, rushing off to answer pages when important matters arise. unfortunately, my dumb ass forgets to turn off my CELL phone during a huge meeting with all the departmental honchos. good thing i didn't have 50 Cent's Candy Shop song as my ring tone.
i need to learn access yesterday. i don't understand why they have to make that damn program so damn complicated. its not like i can't make tables and forms, but its the complicated things, such as running updating queries as macros, that stump the shit out of me. thankfully, i have inside IT connections who is a self proclaimed access master, so he better get his ass in gear and help me NOW!
and i also get to go away for training in minneapolis! i hear its an up and coming city with a lot of interesting things to do and see. leaving on october 1st and returning on the 4th.
did i mention how much i hate doctors offices and their stupid receptionist? those nasty, snotty, sassy, bitches. they can eat my asshole raw and floss with my pubic hair.
metalpeter - 09/22/06 19:46
Hope you enjoy the trip for training. I wish you luck with putting up with the receptionists (if you had to deal with all the clients it might effect you) I'm guessing those qualities help them deal with phone calls and doctors well. I also wish you luck in learning access .
Hope you enjoy the trip for training. I wish you luck with putting up with the receptionists (if you had to deal with all the clients it might effect you) I'm guessing those qualities help them deal with phone calls and doctors well. I also wish you luck in learning access .
mrmike - 09/21/06 23:18
Grey's rocked! You'll like Minneapolis. It's a fun downtown.
Grey's rocked! You'll like Minneapolis. It's a fun downtown.
09/16/2006 21:42 #23094
fergie on methwow, fergie from the black eyed peas had a meth addiction!
she said it was the heardest boyfriend to quit...no wonder she's so fucking skinny.
she said it was the heardest boyfriend to quit...no wonder she's so fucking skinny.
jason - 09/17/06 23:29
Fergie. Ahhh, Fergie. First of all, Fergie, get your own name, you unoriginal cunt. Fergie was taken decades ago. Secondly, your face doesn't look natural. It's like I'm watching the original Batman again.
Ahhhh Ah ah ah ah ah ah.
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Fergie. Ahhh, Fergie. First of all, Fergie, get your own name, you unoriginal cunt. Fergie was taken decades ago. Secondly, your face doesn't look natural. It's like I'm watching the original Batman again.
Ahhhh Ah ah ah ah ah ah.
Ahhhh Ah ah ah ah ah ah.
vincent - 09/17/06 00:29
In a weird way that news makes me more attracted to her! Then again I couldn't deal with the "meth tooth" or other negative aspects of someone with that addiction/usage history.
I just have a horrible attraction to women with those kind of problems....
In a weird way that news makes me more attracted to her! Then again I couldn't deal with the "meth tooth" or other negative aspects of someone with that addiction/usage history.
I just have a horrible attraction to women with those kind of problems....
uncutsaniflush - 09/16/06 23:02
Once upon a time, Fergie was Stacy Ferguson from Wild Orchid. As a part of Wild Orchid, she even hosted a lip-sync show for tweenies called "Great Pretenders" on whatever Fox Family was called in those days.
If memory serves (and lately its seems to be a bad employee), Stacy managed to get involved in cyrstal meth around the time she was morpthing from the white singer in Wild Orchid to the exotic singer in Black Eyed Peas, career-wise
Once upon a time, Fergie was Stacy Ferguson from Wild Orchid. As a part of Wild Orchid, she even hosted a lip-sync show for tweenies called "Great Pretenders" on whatever Fox Family was called in those days.
If memory serves (and lately its seems to be a bad employee), Stacy managed to get involved in cyrstal meth around the time she was morpthing from the white singer in Wild Orchid to the exotic singer in Black Eyed Peas, career-wise
09/09/2006 22:23 #23093
how cheap can you get?my parents must be the most penny pinching, frugalistic (I know it's not a word), cheapskates alive.
how cheap are they, you say?
they are so cheap that after they placed mouse traps around the garage and the little mice met their terrible fate, they pry apart they mouse trap, peel away the carcass and reuse them over and over again.
i mean, how expensive are mouse traps? i found $1.29 for 2 at walgreens. is it really worth the trouble (and disgust) to reuse a 70 cent mouse trap? i mean seriously, after using aluminum foil to cover a plate in the fridge i am not allowed to throw it in the garbage but rather must put it into the aluminum pile in the garage that my step-father then goes and sells for 18 cents a pound at whatever the place is where you sell back used aluminum, and he once got $200 for a load he brought over! he steals the toilet paper from hotel rooms when he goes away on business. we have not bought toilet paper in years. the same goes for shampoos, lotions, mouthwash, soap, matches. he collects old 2 x 4's to burn in the fireplace instead of buying firewood.
but i guess this is how they have over 100K cash in the bank all the while living on a 40K salary.
So the doctor gave me a new med for my mystery illness, klonopin. I'm a little weary of taking as I usually try to stay away from downers. I don't like feeling sleepy and retarded when I'm not supposed to. So to counteract that I went ahead and bought some smart pills on the internet, piracetam. lets hope the pharmacy actually sends the pills and not rips me off, and lets hope that once they arrive here they are real and not sugar dupes.
My MRI of the brain came back normal, so now they are sending me off for an MRI of the neck and more blood work to check for some rheumatoid stuff, among other things. The doc gave me some shots in my back again, this time going much deeper. They fucking hurt like hell and today I feel worse than I did before the shots. It fucking hurts like something awful. I refuse to take the muscle relaxers and the cymbalta they gave me. The relaxers make me stupid and the cymbalta made me feel panicky, like I was going completely crazy. the only thing i'm taking now is ultram, which helps somewhat, but makes me so irritable and mean and aggravated that i can't stand being around people and their stupidity. Maybe the klonopin will give me a good high. I heard some people like it, but getting high and taking away pain, are two different things. I seriously doubt they will do much of anything for my pain. The doc says I'm all stressed and uptight. I don't understand how he came to this conclusion, when he talked to me all of 5 minutes and knows nothing about my life. I am not anywhere near stressed, except form these headaches, and I live a laid back, calm, stress-free existance. I work 3 days a week, and lounge around the other 4 days. I live with my mom, who does most of the cooking and cleaning (because i just don't clean up to her standards), and I pay no rent. I mean seriously, it doesn't get any better than that.
i just want to be headache and pain free like normal people. i don't want my whole day to revolve around the headache that may come, and how to prevent it, the headache that is coming and how to ward it off and the headache that is there and how to stop it. i'm tired of puking, not being able work, or sleep, or being able to plan any social things. everything that i plan is contingent upon whether i have a headache or not. at times it hurts so much that the only thing i can think of is putting a bullet through my skull.
But whatever. bring on the meds.
how cheap are they, you say?
they are so cheap that after they placed mouse traps around the garage and the little mice met their terrible fate, they pry apart they mouse trap, peel away the carcass and reuse them over and over again.
i mean, how expensive are mouse traps? i found $1.29 for 2 at walgreens. is it really worth the trouble (and disgust) to reuse a 70 cent mouse trap? i mean seriously, after using aluminum foil to cover a plate in the fridge i am not allowed to throw it in the garbage but rather must put it into the aluminum pile in the garage that my step-father then goes and sells for 18 cents a pound at whatever the place is where you sell back used aluminum, and he once got $200 for a load he brought over! he steals the toilet paper from hotel rooms when he goes away on business. we have not bought toilet paper in years. the same goes for shampoos, lotions, mouthwash, soap, matches. he collects old 2 x 4's to burn in the fireplace instead of buying firewood.
but i guess this is how they have over 100K cash in the bank all the while living on a 40K salary.
So the doctor gave me a new med for my mystery illness, klonopin. I'm a little weary of taking as I usually try to stay away from downers. I don't like feeling sleepy and retarded when I'm not supposed to. So to counteract that I went ahead and bought some smart pills on the internet, piracetam.
lets hope the pharmacy actually sends the pills and not rips me off, and lets hope that once they arrive here they are real and not sugar dupes.My MRI of the brain came back normal, so now they are sending me off for an MRI of the neck and more blood work to check for some rheumatoid stuff, among other things. The doc gave me some shots in my back again, this time going much deeper. They fucking hurt like hell and today I feel worse than I did before the shots. It fucking hurts like something awful. I refuse to take the muscle relaxers and the cymbalta they gave me. The relaxers make me stupid and the cymbalta made me feel panicky, like I was going completely crazy. the only thing i'm taking now is ultram, which helps somewhat, but makes me so irritable and mean and aggravated that i can't stand being around people and their stupidity. Maybe the klonopin will give me a good high. I heard some people like it, but getting high and taking away pain, are two different things. I seriously doubt they will do much of anything for my pain. The doc says I'm all stressed and uptight. I don't understand how he came to this conclusion, when he talked to me all of 5 minutes and knows nothing about my life. I am not anywhere near stressed, except form these headaches, and I live a laid back, calm, stress-free existance. I work 3 days a week, and lounge around the other 4 days. I live with my mom, who does most of the cooking and cleaning (because i just don't clean up to her standards), and I pay no rent. I mean seriously, it doesn't get any better than that.
i just want to be headache and pain free like normal people. i don't want my whole day to revolve around the headache that may come, and how to prevent it, the headache that is coming and how to ward it off and the headache that is there and how to stop it. i'm tired of puking, not being able work, or sleep, or being able to plan any social things. everything that i plan is contingent upon whether i have a headache or not. at times it hurts so much that the only thing i can think of is putting a bullet through my skull.
But whatever. bring on the meds.
kookcity2000 - 09/10/06 20:49
when we were kids we used to steal metal out of the junkyard in our town. Steal it and sell it back.
Actually I wasn't a full partner in the venture; I never got paid in actual cash, only McDonald's 29¢ hamburgers.
when we were kids we used to steal metal out of the junkyard in our town. Steal it and sell it back.
Actually I wasn't a full partner in the venture; I never got paid in actual cash, only McDonald's 29¢ hamburgers.
terry - 09/10/06 11:49
Don't tell eLlilho about that klonopin. She'll come over and eat it all. Good <main> story about her and my kitchen floor...
Don't tell eLlilho about that klonopin. She'll come over and eat it all. Good <main> story about her and my kitchen floor...
metalpeter - 09/10/06 10:47
Granted the doctor dosn't know a lot about your personal life. But if he is a good doctor who is verry observant he can feal the stress and tension in you. Fearing headaches that can destroy all your plans and having to plan around them should be verry stressfull.
In terms of the the drug that I forget how to spell there is actually a theme for that drug on (e:strip) in case you didn't know it is the green pill one. I can't tell you what to do. But I can't belive you ordered pills over the internet, who the hell knows what are in those. My understanding is some of them are cut with toxic substances, some of them are legit 100% and some are 100%. I understand you not wanting to take a drug. But if that is the case the thing to do is tell the doctor not to self medicate and take something the doctor dosn't know about. That being said I hope you get your medical problems taken care of and that you get better.
On the cheap note. I think the mouse traps is going a little bit to far because you shouldn't handle rodants like that. But I have been told that when ever you go to a Hotel (assuming you don't always go to one or don't have an account with them) you should take all that stuff. The reason for that is that it is factored into your stay there anyways so you might as well take it since you are paying for it. Often the reason people with money have it is because they know how not to spend it and how be cheap. A good example of that is that no one can really aforid rent a center or rent to own places. If I wanted I could go there and get a huge leather couch and a giant screen TV for football season but than I wouldn't have any money left. (Oh yeah You have another post it on the way).
Granted the doctor dosn't know a lot about your personal life. But if he is a good doctor who is verry observant he can feal the stress and tension in you. Fearing headaches that can destroy all your plans and having to plan around them should be verry stressfull.
In terms of the the drug that I forget how to spell there is actually a theme for that drug on (e:strip) in case you didn't know it is the green pill one. I can't tell you what to do. But I can't belive you ordered pills over the internet, who the hell knows what are in those. My understanding is some of them are cut with toxic substances, some of them are legit 100% and some are 100%. I understand you not wanting to take a drug. But if that is the case the thing to do is tell the doctor not to self medicate and take something the doctor dosn't know about. That being said I hope you get your medical problems taken care of and that you get better.
On the cheap note. I think the mouse traps is going a little bit to far because you shouldn't handle rodants like that. But I have been told that when ever you go to a Hotel (assuming you don't always go to one or don't have an account with them) you should take all that stuff. The reason for that is that it is factored into your stay there anyways so you might as well take it since you are paying for it. Often the reason people with money have it is because they know how not to spend it and how be cheap. A good example of that is that no one can really aforid rent a center or rent to own places. If I wanted I could go there and get a huge leather couch and a giant screen TV for football season but than I wouldn't have any money left. (Oh yeah You have another post it on the way).
libertad - 09/10/06 10:01
I have heard of selling your old tin to the aluminum man, but I didn't know that you could still do this. I wish I were more like your parents (Save prying dead carcasses from nasty mouse traps). Your father must have had some other type of aluminum source other than tin foil right? I couldn't imagine $200 worth of .18 a lb foil.
I'm really sorry to hear about your health problems. I hope you find some relief soon.
I have heard of selling your old tin to the aluminum man, but I didn't know that you could still do this. I wish I were more like your parents (Save prying dead carcasses from nasty mouse traps). Your father must have had some other type of aluminum source other than tin foil right? I couldn't imagine $200 worth of .18 a lb foil.
I'm really sorry to hear about your health problems. I hope you find some relief soon.
vincent - 09/10/06 02:47
LMAO!!!
Cheapness....Errr being Frugal must be in our genes! My Grandparents were exactly like that in many ways, especially my Grandfather. He would garbage pick copper and sell it at the scrapyard. If I could sell all the copper he had though the years right now now I'd have a house!
LMAO!!!
Cheapness....Errr being Frugal must be in our genes! My Grandparents were exactly like that in many ways, especially my Grandfather. He would garbage pick copper and sell it at the scrapyard. If I could sell all the copper he had though the years right now now I'd have a house!
09/08/2006 08:49 #23092
job for the computer geekshere is an interesting job prospect for (e:zobar) (e:carolinian) and (e:jason) ! you can apply to become stephen hawking's assistant. it only pays around 40K, (which is way too little for (e:paul) to leave roswell) but the fringe benefits, i hear, are great!
" and no boys will be eaten alive in the process."
yes lets hope not.
And I have to say you are fairing MUCH better this time around then last.
maybe I should have said withdrawl affects.
Did you consult the Dr. about the side affects?
vincent,
i have abstained from sex since the end of jan. so i tried getting off of b-control pills in april. the same thing happened about a week into it and i started crying uncontrolably at work. i quickly ran to my pharmacy that day and got back on them. so now that it's been like 10 months, i REALLY dont see a need for being on birth control. so i'm giving it another try. this time is MUCH better than the time in april. i'll get through this, and no boys will be eaten alive in the process.
I can't imagine taking something that changes how my hormones act and then stop taking them. Part of that is being a guy so that sounds so forgien to me. Rough dirty sex is great and all but I don't think I could handle a girl crying through it. It would be one thing if it was the I'm so happy kind but that would still freak me out I think . Oh an Zobar I would like so pay to a see a video of tht. Every so often one needs to watch a video of some kind of sex that they may not be into just to learn and find out what they do and don't like in porn. You of course wouldn't want to follow those desires when not on birth control. But if you ever did check out a site I belive it is called alt.com . You can look up people by all kinds of fetishes.
Nope, not gonna say it :X
I say, take advantage of the situation. That is so hard core. If you taped that you could make enormous amounts of money selling it on the Internet. [On the other hand, you would not want to actually deal with the kinds of people who would buy that type of thing.]
- Z
Just a stupid Guy question; Why would you have to get on and get off of the pill?