Category: fool

05/04/07 09:22 - ID#39157

Green

Is it normal to think any guy you talk to for more than two minutes is a romantic prospect? I seem to be on my best behavior and trying hard to be extra witty when confronted with a half decent guy. Then they are typically taken, even the not so great looking ones! Even some guys I'd think, well this guy is too social awkward to have anyone. Pfft. Doesn't it seem like everyone else is an a relationship precisely when you're single? Sometimes I think its just me, but then wonder why certain sleaze bags are drawn like magnets. Ok, so maybe sleaze bags are drawn to anyone and everyone. So yeah, in conclusion, its me.

I'm finally done with classes!!! Have two finals next week and that's that. I start working at the Red Cross on the 14th now instead of this Monday. So another week without a paycheck... I need to cancel HBO or something. They always give the same tiring shit. Hey, do any of you know how to get illegal cable? Someone told me you just snap the filter off and there you go. But most likely its not that easy.

I gave my dog a bath today because when I came in from school, my apartment reeked of dog and I guess I didn't realize because I was basking in it all this time. I'm gonna try to bathe her twice a month. (I almost said "date her"- see where my head is? jeez)

I feel physically and emotionally drained. I need to relax-

hmm, hookah is no fun alone. But I think I'll do some tonight. Orange is my fav flavor.

mastermindkg writes at 09:11:15 05/07/07 - Comment #18213: That's a good idea I guess, if you're a carefree type of girl. My problem is I can't manage to keep a guy. If I try to be carefree, it won't last very long. Then it becomes like a total shocker, and maybe that's how the problems start- in my case. :(

WAIT- I think I read that wrong, Jason. I see what you mean. It IS very true that girls need to be reassured in their relationships. If we are with a guy who doesn't get much attention from the ladies, then it's not as much. I HATE dating really cute guys, not because of them, but because I drive myself crazy thinking that someone thinner and prettier will come along and whisk him away.

jason writes at 08:39:34 05/07/07 - Comment #18212: Having a girl who adores you means not caring what other girls think of you. You don't need to impress them - you already have some sugar waiting at home! So why not adopt a carefree attitude towards life? It's easy to be happy that way.

It just happens to be that girls like guys who adopt this attitude from time to time. I don't know why. Maybe because they stress out about every little thing and need that calming effect. Whatever the explanation, it works.

mastermindkg writes at 04:46:10 05/05/07 - Comment #18156: I think I get what you mean MetalPeter. I just wish it were easier, less circles, more straight forward. Also, for whatever reason, its good for a girl to know she is desired, single or straight, whether she likes you or not. Girls subconsciously try to get guys to like them, either to turn them down or just tell others about it. The more desired a girl is, the more of a favor she'll be doing YOU if you date her. Weird, eh?

metalpeter writes at 04:33:34 05/05/07 - Comment #18154: Onto the HBO thing I can understand if you aren't into there movies but they do have a lot of great series (not that I'm into all of them) The Wire, Sopranos, Real sex and a lot of of documentaries in that show up every so often, Entourage.

I have found that the ladies who I have meet in curtain circumstances are more open and talk a lot more and give you more attention if they are taken. I wonder if the same thing is true with us guys. I think maybe it has something to do with the fact that flirting or dating advice or sex talk or just normal conversations are easier since there are no hangups. OR if the person says something they don't have to worry because looking like a fool doesn't matter to someone you aren't interested in. I know what I mean but don't know if it is coming across clearly.

imk2 writes at 01:29:30 05/05/07 - Comment #18150: just about everyone here is single too.

mastermindkg writes at 08:54:43 05/05/07 - Comment #18145: Yeah, I think you're right James. The only show on there I like is Big Love- and now that I have Netflix, I could care less about those crappy movies that are on for a month.

james writes at 11:51:16 05/04/07 - Comment #18144: (e:jim) and I do not have cable, basic or otherwise. But we do keep up on a few shows that we really like including a few HBO series. Oh yes, tis a pirate's life for me. We watched Rome almost entirly through piracy and are finishing up Deadwood that way. Even if you like the innumerable CSI spinoffs you can pirate them. So if you have internet access (you do) then you can kiss calbe TV goodbye.

mastermindkg writes at 11:16:14 05/04/07 - Comment #18143: si, i have orange apple, strawberry and mango

vycious writes at 11:15:06 05/04/07 - Comment #18142: orange? now im all curious!

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Category: fool

04/30/07 01:50 - ID#39104

Yet again

After being canceled on four times in the past week, yet again, I am sitting around waiting for this guy I met last weekend. We were supposed to hang out last Sunday, then we were on for Monday, Then I got a "definitely Wednesday night"- and definitely not! The next day (Thursday) we made plans for today around 2pm. I haven't spoken to him since then and now 20 mins to 2, no answer, not online and just- i dunno.

I feel dumb for even expecting him to show up. It's not like he's avoiding me, because he does speak to me pretty often. But who knows. Maybe he forgot, or just doesn't care. Hopefully there won't be another post about me waiting for him. I'm not used to being canceled on (mostly because no one ever makes plans with me) and I hate chasing after someone who seems to have more important things.

Who knows, maybe he''ll show up, we'll go out and have a great time

...and then I wake up.