Whats up estrip? Sorry i've been gone i've been pretty busy with subway. I wanted to drop by and wish everyone a kick ass pattys day week. I'll be busy at subway and making my new girlfriend the happiest girl on earth. Anyone going to see Rusted Root on april 1st. Well, i kno i am. Peace out and by the way batman is still better than superman.

Sorry buddy but Valentine's day is a fucking stupid holiday. If the guy doesn't want to do anything then he shouldn't have to. I'm sorry, its not like im not a romantic. I just think you should treat your special someone "special" everyday. Valentine's day is just the one day the assholes treat their special someone nice. Or you get that asshole that either breaks up with the girl on valentines day, or my personal favorite you could be pickin up your date for valentines day and catch them fuckin someone else. Yea so basicly i hate valentine's day and always will. So cupid this one goes out to you FUCK YOU!!!! p.s. cupid you look like you could be Micheal Jacksons gay love child.

There are things i think we control in life and things we don't. I guess starting the whole Subway thing and many other things are making write about this. I don't want people to think the wrong thing I'm very excited about Subway. Its been fun so far and i think it will be even more fun knowing its my investment. But here's the thing now I'm committed to staying in Buffalo. Don't get me wrong I do love it here but I guess i did see myself leaving here. I had my opportunities to leave and do things and i didn't. I think there are a lot of reasons for that. I know being scared is one of them. I believe it was the fear of starting somewhere new with nothing but myself. Now, I can say I control all these actions but I like to think fate might have played a factor. I also would like to know can you control the way you would feel about a certain person. Its been so long that I've been in a serious relationship I can't remember if I loved the girl or if it was something that happened over time. I guess you have to really get to know the person before you can develop such a feeling.

This is basically stating how try Marmizo's journal "fantasy" is. To sum it up he stated that all chick flicks are fake and stupid. I am one that will agree on this. I'm not going to dis them all cause even I like to watch them here and there. But like i stated in my journal before these fantasy movies can never happen in the real world. In case you didn't read the one before its cause their looking for the bad guy. In these movies you have this guy obsessing over a girl for an hour and a half but in movie land its like months. Then the girl your watching this with says something like "i can't believe she isn't with this guy. Look at everything he does for her." That makes me laugh to myself. Then in my head I'm like "hello!" And of course by the end of the movie the girl goes with this guy. Basically like Marmizo said how come we can't have one of these movies where the guy just gets so fucked over he ends up killing himself. Well, at least this would be a little more real.

I've been investigating a theory I've had about bad guys do better at getting girls than good guys. I've never really understood why this is. I've always considered myself as a good guy but i could be wrong. But if i was i would get more girls attention wouldn't you think. I realized that girls 28 and above are the ones that are looking for some kind of serious relationship. There is one problem with this and that's that these girls are in a relationship or married. So that leaves us with 27 and under and their looking for the so called "Bad Boy." I guess what bothers me most about this scenario is that these girls want a guy to treat them like shit. So since the new year I've turned over my new leave to be a "Bad Guy." It makes me sad and sick to say its been working. I've talked and have gotten the numbers of two girls since. Mind you its been what three weeks if that. Its so fucking retarded if you ask me.