Meh
The subject above surmises my day (read: life) as of this writing. But, not necessarily in a bad way.
Examples: I've chosen to relate to a certain person..well..not at all anymore. Hurts, but it shows I still feel, even after the divorce. Yay, me!
I'm at a soul sapping job, one that I surely didn't put on my Top Fifteen Gigs list...but, I'm working, eating and taking care of my kids, as far as the great state of Maryland is concerned.
I have family who love me, kids who tolerate me, and the respect of those who I consider peers. Some people would literally sell their diseased riddled bodies for a shadow of an inkling of that.
Trust me: I know one.
Anyway...it ain't great shakes, but it ain't nowhere as bad as it could be.
Ergo: meh. It is what it is.
But...I'm choosing to make it what it will be.
~.
Examples: I've chosen to relate to a certain person..well..not at all anymore. Hurts, but it shows I still feel, even after the divorce. Yay, me!
I'm at a soul sapping job, one that I surely didn't put on my Top Fifteen Gigs list...but, I'm working, eating and taking care of my kids, as far as the great state of Maryland is concerned.
I have family who love me, kids who tolerate me, and the respect of those who I consider peers. Some people would literally sell their diseased riddled bodies for a shadow of an inkling of that.
Trust me: I know one.
Anyway...it ain't great shakes, but it ain't nowhere as bad as it could be.
Ergo: meh. It is what it is.
But...I'm choosing to make it what it will be.
~.