Was asked why I blog... Don't have a concrete definition.
I knew it had to come to end at some point but I'm a professional program where they have been stressing all semester to be careful with you put online.
Wasn't so careful in the past so I hired a company to clean up my act. It isn't so much my blog but others here I'm concerned about, controversial topics and all that ultimately affect my image as a teacher and while is isn't fair. It is what it is.
My laptop is being Le crap and my car needs $700 of work. Go tax return. No more splurging, just back to work and school and trying to not be a fool.
Assignments and tests galore and my bed beckons but alas I must plow through. Also my internship teacher is kinda not so good with the communication and I think she's upset with me...oh well I always call and can't get ahold of her.
Going to the zoo Friday should be fun!
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02/22/2011 12:04 #53683
end of the blog02/20/2011 14:28 #53657
ok more to sayHiked one of the more challenging mountains in phoenix yesterday and let me just say wow.
First off I didn't feel too well, which is nothing new since my stomach torments me %80 of the time but I just deal with it. However having that and a challenging hike to accomplish is like woah.
My cousin and I we just got down to business and it was windy omg! Then started to sprinkle. Then started to pour and the wind picked up even more, I'd venture to say around 40mph. Then it really started to rain more and the temp dropped at least 10 degrees and that when the hail started pelting us. Then I fell, fell and hurt my ankle and knee and then fell on a rock that jabbed my bum, ow. Especially embarrassing because we had or purple and green hoodies tight around or heard and we looked like the purple and green teletubbies.and there was a handsome man behind us who helped me up and made sure I was ok and why do guys always look great when they are all grungy in sweats? Not fair dude. Then I somehow led us off the trail and down and cliff type area.
We were so cold and soaking wet and I think it was the most fun I've had in a long time. I know I'm a high maintenance girly girl but I like a challenge and since I started working out again I notice little changes and some toning and weight loss and it feels great that no matter how much your day sucks you feel good after working out- like therapy. plus then I just want to eat healthier in general and I'm not sitting around thinking about food all the time like when I had the dreaded mono that almost made me obese.
Its raining again today, will I stay in bed and study or go hiking?
Why am I blogging so much. Taking a bath and blogging is so relaxing, like chillaxing to the maximum.
First off I didn't feel too well, which is nothing new since my stomach torments me %80 of the time but I just deal with it. However having that and a challenging hike to accomplish is like woah.
My cousin and I we just got down to business and it was windy omg! Then started to sprinkle. Then started to pour and the wind picked up even more, I'd venture to say around 40mph. Then it really started to rain more and the temp dropped at least 10 degrees and that when the hail started pelting us. Then I fell, fell and hurt my ankle and knee and then fell on a rock that jabbed my bum, ow. Especially embarrassing because we had or purple and green hoodies tight around or heard and we looked like the purple and green teletubbies.and there was a handsome man behind us who helped me up and made sure I was ok and why do guys always look great when they are all grungy in sweats? Not fair dude. Then I somehow led us off the trail and down and cliff type area.
We were so cold and soaking wet and I think it was the most fun I've had in a long time. I know I'm a high maintenance girly girl but I like a challenge and since I started working out again I notice little changes and some toning and weight loss and it feels great that no matter how much your day sucks you feel good after working out- like therapy. plus then I just want to eat healthier in general and I'm not sitting around thinking about food all the time like when I had the dreaded mono that almost made me obese.
Its raining again today, will I stay in bed and study or go hiking?
Why am I blogging so much. Taking a bath and blogging is so relaxing, like chillaxing to the maximum.
flacidness - 02/20/11 16:38
That's really petty, the bathing part you could have left out though ;) JK
That's really petty, the bathing part you could have left out though ;) JK
02/20/2011 12:57 #53655
why gay guys are a girls bfMy mom had a surprise for me the other night and it was a book with that title. She cracks me up.
She always asking how the gays are. Its cute she used to be weird about it but she really sees they are my boys for life and they really helped me get through the worst times. I forced (e:terry) to stay up with me as I cried and played Nintendo for about two months back in the day. And (e:paul), well he's my food buddy and always up for eating something interesting and delish. (e:) Matthew is the shy artist who appreciates beauty like me and (e:mike) is just the super fun witty socialite!
Is it odd most of my friends are guys and gay? I don't care because they are awesome and although they live so far now when I see them its always just the same...
went out dancing with my girls last night and the club became so crowded with so many nonclassy creepy people. I love going out dancing but some people should not participate in the dancing and just watch. Men also should not be making gross faces and grabbing when they don't even know you. what ever happened to a handshake and hello? I don't go out to meet dudes I just love being dressed up and dancing and being fun...
So much hw today and I'm thirsty and dying for gingerale and if you're reading and if live in scottsdale will you please bring me some? I want a concierge service.
One last thing... People still calling me khloe, as in the kardashian girl. I cut my hair... I thought that would help. Nope. Gotta start wearing my glasses out again. My friends boyfriend had a friend who liked me and was calling me khloe, what the heck?!
She always asking how the gays are. Its cute she used to be weird about it but she really sees they are my boys for life and they really helped me get through the worst times. I forced (e:terry) to stay up with me as I cried and played Nintendo for about two months back in the day. And (e:paul), well he's my food buddy and always up for eating something interesting and delish. (e:) Matthew is the shy artist who appreciates beauty like me and (e:mike) is just the super fun witty socialite!
Is it odd most of my friends are guys and gay? I don't care because they are awesome and although they live so far now when I see them its always just the same...
went out dancing with my girls last night and the club became so crowded with so many nonclassy creepy people. I love going out dancing but some people should not participate in the dancing and just watch. Men also should not be making gross faces and grabbing when they don't even know you. what ever happened to a handshake and hello? I don't go out to meet dudes I just love being dressed up and dancing and being fun...
So much hw today and I'm thirsty and dying for gingerale and if you're reading and if live in scottsdale will you please bring me some? I want a concierge service.
One last thing... People still calling me khloe, as in the kardashian girl. I cut my hair... I thought that would help. Nope. Gotta start wearing my glasses out again. My friends boyfriend had a friend who liked me and was calling me khloe, what the heck?!
matthew - 02/22/11 12:09
This post sure warms the cockles of the heart. We love you too! :)
This post sure warms the cockles of the heart. We love you too! :)
flacidness - 02/20/11 14:12
Haaaay for gays!!!!
Haaaay for gays!!!!
paul - 02/20/11 14:06
There is nothing wrong with khlie. She is my favorite kardashian. Honestly, she is not bad looking and only looks huge compared to her mini size sisters.
There is nothing wrong with khlie. She is my favorite kardashian. Honestly, she is not bad looking and only looks huge compared to her mini size sisters.
02/19/2011 19:33 #53653
getting toughits not hard to see I'm a pretty whiny spoiled person. I complain, I can be lazy and selfish and I often have a pessimistic view of things that should be fun.
But everybody has their faults and its never to late to strive to be better.
After numerous comments from numerous people about my attitude I suppose its time to work on that. I should be grateful for what I have and not expect other people to supplement what I don't have because I'm capable of doing this myself.
As for blogging about others and my feelings I have zero regrets about what I say. I'm honest and this is my way of getting things out.
Anyway I'm dead tired. Just hiked a tough mountain in the rain wind and hail. It was frezzing and I feel and hurt myself a few times but I just kept going. No tears and no complaining. That's who I want to be, not G.I. Jane but just a stronger me who uses my strength as an asset instead of making excuses.
I lost some friends this week, but from that I learned I should keep some things sacred. I also learned that true friends are willing to forgive. So with two lost friendships I was able to learn from it and repair one which I ignored for sometime.
I do think life is mysterious and odd and painful but at the same time if we can find joy in the tiniest things that's what keeps us human.
So I'm working on being more tough... Was first told by my mother I need to toughen up and now it seems to be resonating in my ears still from her and others time. As my late grandmother would say, "its time, its time."
Gonna nap before a girls night out. Maybe ill hike the grand canyon this summer...
But everybody has their faults and its never to late to strive to be better.
After numerous comments from numerous people about my attitude I suppose its time to work on that. I should be grateful for what I have and not expect other people to supplement what I don't have because I'm capable of doing this myself.
As for blogging about others and my feelings I have zero regrets about what I say. I'm honest and this is my way of getting things out.
Anyway I'm dead tired. Just hiked a tough mountain in the rain wind and hail. It was frezzing and I feel and hurt myself a few times but I just kept going. No tears and no complaining. That's who I want to be, not G.I. Jane but just a stronger me who uses my strength as an asset instead of making excuses.
I lost some friends this week, but from that I learned I should keep some things sacred. I also learned that true friends are willing to forgive. So with two lost friendships I was able to learn from it and repair one which I ignored for sometime.
I do think life is mysterious and odd and painful but at the same time if we can find joy in the tiniest things that's what keeps us human.
So I'm working on being more tough... Was first told by my mother I need to toughen up and now it seems to be resonating in my ears still from her and others time. As my late grandmother would say, "its time, its time."
Gonna nap before a girls night out. Maybe ill hike the grand canyon this summer...
paul - 02/19/11 20:05
The way you say lost, people are going to assume your friends died.
Maybe I would want to hike the grand canyon. Although, I think I would rather hike in norther canada in the summer.
The way you say lost, people are going to assume your friends died.
Maybe I would want to hike the grand canyon. Although, I think I would rather hike in norther canada in the summer.
02/18/2011 09:30 #53635
evictionBasically I'm not allowed to live in my mother's house anymore because I'm messy. I NEVER leave a spec of mess around the house, its just my room and bathroom. I have so many of the following: shoes, clothes, jewelry, books, scarves, makeup, beauty products and treatments, hair products... Art supplies, and I'm sure there's more.
I shouldn't live with my mother anyway so I'm moving out this summer. She's tired of telling me to be clean and neat and honestly that aint gonna change til I settle dopwn and have someone to clean for. Ill be neat and clean if I'm taking care of someone but for just me? I honestly don't even know how I have time to sleep I am so busy so things like laundry and dusting barely enter my mind.
So this adult child must move out.
On another note I'm pretty sure I have all As in my classes and that's amazing and its so much work I get stressed and can't sleep. I'm actually losing weight because I'm stressed and get nauseous or plain forget to eat or don't have time like yesterday. I don't condone this but I have tons of energy and then when I do eat its usually super healthy like a protein bar or banana or yogurt.
Anyway, my addiction to socializing and fun needs to be toned down so I make more time to do laundry and just relax because at this pace I'm gonna lose my mind soon.
Can't wait for blo! The whole fam is gonna be there for st pattys day!
I shouldn't live with my mother anyway so I'm moving out this summer. She's tired of telling me to be clean and neat and honestly that aint gonna change til I settle dopwn and have someone to clean for. Ill be neat and clean if I'm taking care of someone but for just me? I honestly don't even know how I have time to sleep I am so busy so things like laundry and dusting barely enter my mind.
So this adult child must move out.
On another note I'm pretty sure I have all As in my classes and that's amazing and its so much work I get stressed and can't sleep. I'm actually losing weight because I'm stressed and get nauseous or plain forget to eat or don't have time like yesterday. I don't condone this but I have tons of energy and then when I do eat its usually super healthy like a protein bar or banana or yogurt.
Anyway, my addiction to socializing and fun needs to be toned down so I make more time to do laundry and just relax because at this pace I'm gonna lose my mind soon.
Can't wait for blo! The whole fam is gonna be there for st pattys day!
paul - 02/18/11 19:21
Its about time. You really need to be on your own. I also can't for you guys to get here. Too bad you are going to miss St. Patrick's Day.
Its about time. You really need to be on your own. I also can't for you guys to get here. Too bad you are going to miss St. Patrick's Day.
libertad - 02/18/11 18:33
Are you going to live by yourself or find roomies? What are the rents like in the area you want to live in?
Are you going to live by yourself or find roomies? What are the rents like in the area you want to live in?
flacidness - 02/18/11 12:38
Awe so you looking for another place now on arizona?? I won't be all bad babe, I know you and your mother are close but its going to be liberating not being under the same roof. You going to be in buffalo for st. pattys day? Yaaay!!! I will see you then.
Awe so you looking for another place now on arizona?? I won't be all bad babe, I know you and your mother are close but its going to be liberating not being under the same roof. You going to be in buffalo for st. pattys day? Yaaay!!! I will see you then.
While going through my old photos , I'm thinking wow I'm glad I didn't have a camera/internet phone then, I'm sure so much more inappropriateness of us would be out in the internet world...
And I don't really see why any responsible employer will trust random online information over an in-person interview and the inherent personality and sincerity-assessments and written recommendations that go along with the interview process. If I were hiring a teacher for my kid, I would trust my instincts and workplace recommendations infinitely more than trawling through the net looking for dirt on people. Think about it - you are who you are, you can't change it. Why not shape your future the way you want to instead of worrying so much about what may or may not be your past and your perception of what other people might or might not think about this past?
I agree with (e:paul). I have very little faith in what these "clean-up" companies can do. Just start writing about what you want to do and define your goals in your new blog - you can achieve a better online presence in 6 months than what these bogus companies can do for you.
You are totally wasting your money. All you need to do is start a bunch of wordpress or blogger blogs using your real name. In those blogs talk about topics relevant to your career field. In the end you will have an online presence that helps you get a job instead of just "protecting" you from not getting one.
The company you hired is just going to make spam sites about you to do the same thing. If I had a job applicant with a fake cleaned up spam filled past I would hire them even less.