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12/15/2009 23:03 #50573

the test
i often "test" people by randomly calling them to see if they will pick up. most times people fail this test.

also, i "test" people by being kind of really annoying and loud and saying rude things.

people think from the way i look that i would be not as smart or just a goody-goody. they have it all wrong.

anyway, it's all really a test to see if you can handle me, which most people cannot. (e:pmt) def can the best of most, and (e:hodown) i would say can, but in much smaller doses.

(e:tina) was prob the best, but she is so far away, it's like i've lost a major part of me.

and then the (e:twinsies) i think, and (e:mike), and (e:deeglam), but she is more out of control than me.

i think i am about to enjoy the best xmas of my life, and i i'm pretty sure i have conquered my math final.

the reason for this post was because my ego was minorly insulted by the fact someone called me, "the most immature 26 yr old girl i know". but this is coming from someone who favor the song "Low" by Flo Rida. that song had it's time almost three years ago, and i do not consider it a great, mmmk?

anyway, i suppose i was rude, but it happens????

i feel bad for people with bad music taste, it equals non quality person i think, somewhat.
hodown - 12/18/09 11:28
Same goes for me. Most people I pick up the phone zero percent of the time. For you its more around 30% of the time.
paul - 12/18/09 02:27
I answer the phone for you more than anyone else if that's any consolation.
lilho - 12/17/09 23:27
most people who don't pick up have to be stalked down or they will never call back. like (e:paul), (e:mike), (e:terry). (e:hodown), and (e:deeglam). pretty much everyone i am friends with.
metalpeter - 12/17/09 18:51
So You are the person who all ways calls me and Hangs up when they get the Machine, Yes I have solved IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!, HA. That is why I kinda wish I had Caller ID.

In terms of musical taste some Songs are good for some things. That Song you mention if you are dancing at a club or maybe at home then that is a good song. Not what I like. Heavy and Agnst and angry music is great for a pit of some kind at a concert and even at home can be a great release but you can't only listen to that and unless you are having a dinner party where you then smash everything it doesn't really work. Then there is a lot of R&B that is really made to make love to or set the mood. Then there is dance music/fucking groups like 2 live crew. Oh yeah pop and all kinds. I don't like music by the kind I like it by the artist. That being said what you said is often true about people who only like one kind of music. They like it because it fits there current life style.

Yes I have known you to be loud but only in a good way, haven't seen if there is a bad side to that.

In Terms of seeing someone who looks Just like you but isn't you lets see what I would assume. Lets see Cute, Tan, and Curvy would make me assume that because of your look you can and do get away with a lot of stuff that people wouldn't put up with if you didn't look like that. I would also assume you where either from the west side or like a rich suburb based on how you where dressed and where I saw yeah. This would be backed up if you where real loud of the west side thing.

Hope you have a great holiday.
libertad - 12/16/09 23:27
So if someone doesn't answer the phone when you call they are not a friend and failed your test? What if they are busy but they call you back later?
hodown - 12/16/09 12:28
Why is this the best xmas?

12/12/2009 20:57 #50543

question
why would you bother talking to someone on the phone for two hours if you are never going to call them again?

i never feel like going out anymore. party sarah has died.
tinypliny - 12/21/09 18:37
Now, (e:hodown)'s phone strategy is outstanding!
hodown - 12/14/09 10:44
If someone ever made me talk on the phone for 2 hours I'd never talk to them again for fear that I'd once again have to be on the phone with them for 2 hours.

You need to go with the Jessica Ho 15 mins or less phone call strategy. Seriously any call that lasts over 15 mins I start to put the phone down or I just hang up.
lilho - 12/13/09 18:51
aww (e:jenks), you are so nice! i think i have to agree with you... i am thinking in these situations the guy has a gf... or they are just dumb. since you are the surgeon, perhaps you can find a way to re-wire mens' brains so that they work the proper(non-asshole) way!
jenks - 12/13/09 15:05
Ugh. I hear you.
I had a guy invite me over, and then stay up til 6am (when he had to work at 9) watching movies and talking and flirting.
Then never called again.
WTF!
boys' brains are not wired in ANY sort of logical way, I've concluded.
Eh, I'm sure you're too good for him anyway.
tinypliny - 12/12/09 21:05
I am not sure that I can talk on the phone with anyone more than 10 minutes at a stretch - and sometimes even 10 minutes seems like a terrible length of time to be talking over phone! But then I could have a phone-specific ADD, who knows. Seriously, after 5-6 minutes over phone, since I can not see the other person, I lose track of the thread of the conversation.

I wish you were here at the dinner tomorrow. You sound like you need fun dinners. :)

12/08/2009 21:34 #50504

scorpion hunter
i was about to walk out the door to head to class and i saw something red on the floor. i thought it was a large food crumb or some hot sauce i might have spilled.

it was a baby scorpion. i needed to leave for school, and i was the only one around. this was a nightmare-like situation for me. seriously.

i called my mom and she got all excited and told me i needed to just smash it with a shoe. i found a flip flop and threw it with full force on that baby beast, and then used a shovel to carry the flip flop with smashed scorpion outside. i don't know i can ever wear those flip flops again.

this is all coming from the person who is scared of ants.

my bravest moment to date.
deeglam - 12/09/09 15:45
OMG! I would have had a heart attack. Holy shit I woudln't even know what to do with myself. Props to you!
tinypliny - 12/08/09 23:15
OMG. Baby Scorpion Killer!
mike - 12/08/09 22:26
i am proud of you, i would have crumpled in fear and been paralyze!

12/08/2009 00:03 #50498

to clarify
the light is a light yes. outside of patient room, you can see it lit up. at the nurses station it dings. loudly. in addition to the phone and other alarms it becomes very very hard to concentrate, or really hear anything. people talk to me from down the hall, or in passing without looking at me so i can't read lips... i am going to buy an ear shaped pin to remind everyone, "hello, i am half deaf".

in other news, i am wondering why men seem to think it's ok to act like complete scumbags in my presence???? and not people i meet out, but people from work. i definitely don't act super flirty at work, and i wear scrubs, so it's not a sexy office situation at all.

i just attract losers. my new plan is avoid all men. they creep me out. a lot. and minus one exception and that person knows who he is, men are cheap.

if you aren't going to take me on a nice date, you are not worth my time. i like nice things and i work very hard and i have plans. if the person who wants to date me is not going to appreciate a quality woman such as myself, then i am just going to ignore all men. let me rephrase that; i am currently ignoring all men.

enough of that. i am super excited for school next semester, i am taking some cool classes. and then asu in the fall! the private school cost 20000 more which i am not willing to pay even if i would finish faster. i am just taking my time, since i seem to have nothing else super important going on...
jason - 12/10/09 13:12
Generally, guys with common sense won't take a girl out at Chez Whitey on the first date, or for that matter until she's proved she's worth the expense. If it weren't the case, there would be legions of men completely broke and still single due to none of these dates working out.
tinypliny - 12/08/09 23:21
I wish more people thought like you - the children already on the planet need a lot of loving. We don't need octamoms and other irresponsible people who have absolutely no idea about what their selfishness will do to their kids' future. They defy human logic.
lilho - 12/08/09 00:12
haha (e:tiny) i love how you always read nad leave comments! makes me feel loved. :O) i am going for special ed, i want to teach k-3. then a masters related to that somehow... and maybe eventually a phd so i can do research on behavior. i think i don't want children because i work with them, so i see firsthand what a sacrifice it is. not sure what my path will be, but i feel not all people need to have kids.
tinypliny - 12/08/09 00:07
Ah! I see. I am glad I can't hear all that, though.

What will you be going to ASU for? It has a good public health school.

12/06/2009 12:33 #50476

i hate the call light
I know hate is strong word but I know I hate the call light. They drilled plexiglass to the top of it and made it super loud. Then their are vents going off, Ivs beeping and the phone ringing plus people talking loud and the TV on and I am pretty sure I am going completely deaf and insane.


I might actually like my job if I wasn't tortured with awful sounds all day. They sound torture prisoners of war. I am a prisoner of war.
libertad - 12/07/09 13:12
Really lilho? really? prisoner of war?
tinypliny - 12/07/09 00:19
I am not sure I follow. It is a light - how can it be loud as other sounds? Or do you mean loud to look at?