my sister life is not very glamourous and this upsets me. she carries her laundry down the street like a common hobo... to the laundromat and back.

i'm hoping to change some of this for her, at least for a day. maybe i will treat her to a an overnight spa day for her xmas gift.

i am on the no spending money plan which includes me. sitting at home when i am not working, thinking about how i should get online and do my french assignments and then watching netflix and eating chocolate and mac n cheese.

by christmas i may not be allowed in the spa, you will need a crane to lift me.

the good news is my clothes still fit which means if i stop this now, i can be back in shape in just a month. must hike 4 miles a day.

anyway, (e:deeglam) is supposed to come soon, and she gets a spa day too. i am so sick of the lack of glamour everywhere. are we doomed to life a plain and sparkleless life?????

My lappy is sick. I couldn't get an appointment at the genius bar until tomorrow night. Until then its just me.

I am forced to use Julie's IBM to do my work tomorrow. The thought makes me want to barf.

Anytime I get sad I think of (e:Deeglam) who has been through so much. Send her happy thoughts and love, she has a lot on her plate.

Its crazy how much I don't want to be in Buffalo, but there are so many people there that I want to be there for.

Today is the first day since I have left that I have actually considered going back.
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I hope this feeling is short lived because I detest winter like no other.

i am going to pass from indulging too much.


lately its sloth and gluttony. at least being lazy is a good way to save money.


i miss aruba so much....





i am officially transferring next semester and should be done with school in a year! next spring i shall be a teacher!

this looks like those nasty fried baby mice you found in your oven..


you made me look at those pictures and talk about it for days, and then we cooked something in the oven...mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

nothing went my way today.

i spent $50 on product to make my hair shiny. it was dull as ever.


i was swamped at work and didn't get half the things done i needed to.


had a huge stomachache and headache all day.


i have a d in eng, d in math, and f in french.


i have never had below a b in english, and without even trying.


i am not smart.


i cried a lot, in class. and i never cry anymore.


just finished my french exam online, with some success after a 14 hr day and my laptop froze as i attempted to submit it for grading.


now, i am going to have to retake it, and i have zero free time until thursday afternoon.


i met a guy who seems nice and wants to take me on a date, but i don't even have time for a date or even sleep.

i have gained 10 lbs since aruba because i have been stress eating.


i am the biggest hot mess of 2009.


i have no clean scrubs for work tomorrow.



and i reaaaaaaaaaaally don't. like. my. job.

the job i do like i can't get anymore hours at, and i need it now because nothing could be better than spending time with a kid who is adorable and loves me and makes it all worth it....