what to do with all this crap????
well, im throwing 3/4 of my life's possessions away. i can't deal with having this much stuff. clutter. crap.
i have that constant sick stomach feeling.
i swear that i have an illness that prevents me from being any bit non-dramatic when it comes to goodbyes. i've always been this way. since i was five and had to say goodbye to my cousins after vacation. i would sit at home and mope for a few weeks before feeling like myself again.
i know i don't feel like it now, but thank god i am going to nyc to spend some much needed time with (e:hodown) before i go to az.
my mom suggested that since it is too hard to say goodbye, "say hello."
i have to go do shit now, because i'm starting to cry. i feel like a huge ass.
and i need to get some some before i leave~! ;o0
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06/12/2007 09:17 #39625
packing has comsumed my life!Category: moving
06/03/2007 15:21 #39512
i'm seeing ghostsCategory: moving
i really want to just leave now, without saying goodbye.
this is all getting too hard for me
i went for so long with so little drama, and now certain people come back into my life and start messing with my head.
just need to get back to the point of not caring...
this is all getting too hard for me
i went for so long with so little drama, and now certain people come back into my life and start messing with my head.
just need to get back to the point of not caring...
imk2 - 06/03/07 18:34
ohh i want to know!
ohh i want to know!
05/31/2007 18:42 #39482
straight "A" student?Category: pride
that phrase just doesn't describe me....
BUT IT DOES!!!!!!
that's right peaches, i got all a's this semester. i worked my little tuchy off for it too! all those hours spent in my damn fabric printing class paid off. i have beautiful art, and good grades. the fabric will be on display in the hookah room at my soiree, hung in glory for all too see!
yay for me! oh, and what justin timberlake said, "what goes around.... comes back around." i got what i deserved!
so many reasons to celebrate!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BUT IT DOES!!!!!!
that's right peaches, i got all a's this semester. i worked my little tuchy off for it too! all those hours spent in my damn fabric printing class paid off. i have beautiful art, and good grades. the fabric will be on display in the hookah room at my soiree, hung in glory for all too see!
- it's been a tough year, but sticking through it, and staying focused has really paid off!*
yay for me! oh, and what justin timberlake said, "what goes around.... comes back around." i got what i deserved!
so many reasons to celebrate!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
metalpeter - 06/01/07 18:27
I will check out that art. I assume the "Hookah Room" is the same as the "Party RooM" that connects to the upstairs bathroom.
I will check out that art. I assume the "Hookah Room" is the same as the "Party RooM" that connects to the upstairs bathroom.
jason - 06/01/07 08:30
Nice work!
Nice work!
jenks - 06/01/07 01:29
congrats!
congrats!
fellyconnelly - 05/31/07 20:44
congratulations!
congratulations!
05/30/2007 15:41 #39460
YOU ARE ALL STUPID!Category: funny!
LOL! (e:mrmike) i have not laughed that long in forever, thanx! i was at work and bored, so i sent some post-its. i didn't realize i wasn't signed in!
i kinda forgot that i sent those, and then i read that journal. hilarious! sorry if you felt they were inappropriate, but that's just me!
i kinda forgot that i sent those, and then i read that journal. hilarious! sorry if you felt they were inappropriate, but that's just me!
05/29/2007 22:40 #39446
i cant even believe thisthe 11 year old boy shot and killed the 9'4" pig somewhere in alabama, or someplace like that. im scared. what a nasty ugly SOB!
mike - 05/30/07 14:47
the family said they now have plenty of sausage!
the family said they now have plenty of sausage!
ajay - 05/30/07 12:47
I woudln't call a .50-caliber revolver a "dinky ass revolver". I've fired a .45-caliber, and it packed a punch. I'm surprised the kid was able to handle the .50-cal.
The question is: what the heck was this pig eating to become so big? And how did it survive for so long without being discovered.
This restores my faith in the Sasquatch ....
I woudln't call a .50-caliber revolver a "dinky ass revolver". I've fired a .45-caliber, and it packed a punch. I'm surprised the kid was able to handle the .50-cal.
The question is: what the heck was this pig eating to become so big? And how did it survive for so long without being discovered.
This restores my faith in the Sasquatch ....
fellyconnelly - 05/30/07 11:03
wow... this reminds me of the program i watched on hogzilla - a mysterious wild hog that was shot and killed in georgia in 04. hogzilla was supposedly 12 feet long, but when they dug it up it was only about 8 feet.
Now thats a big bacon sammich!
wow... this reminds me of the program i watched on hogzilla - a mysterious wild hog that was shot and killed in georgia in 04. hogzilla was supposedly 12 feet long, but when they dug it up it was only about 8 feet.
Now thats a big bacon sammich!
mrmike - 05/30/07 06:54
and the pig was pretty ugly too
and the pig was pretty ugly too
jenks - 05/30/07 00:05
jesus christ! what a BEAST!!!
jesus christ! what a BEAST!!!
james - 05/29/07 23:56
Not only did he shoot a pig that weighs over 1,000 pounds, he did it with that dinky ass revolver. He shot it a few times, chased it for three miles, and then did a point blank to finish the job.
His father and a few adults were there with high powered rifles in case the piggy went after junior.
But holy crap, do you know how many people you would have to kill to get that much meat?
Not only did he shoot a pig that weighs over 1,000 pounds, he did it with that dinky ass revolver. He shot it a few times, chased it for three miles, and then did a point blank to finish the job.
His father and a few adults were there with high powered rifles in case the piggy went after junior.
But holy crap, do you know how many people you would have to kill to get that much meat?
never heard back from you about saturday night. in any case, good-bye. you'll be fine in arizona with your mom. at least you'll be on the same continent as your friends.
um why is it not 5 already? am i not included, i told terry i was coming!!?
wait I was going to try to get everyone for dinner!
(e:jenks) , we have reservations for left bank tomorrow night.... you could join in. just let me know so i can change it to 5!
ok, 1: i'm thinking dinner or a drink or something tonight or tomorrow? maybe?
2: a story. I lived in Ohio from 1980-1982. I was 4-6. My mom calls it the worst years of her life, but I thought it was heaven. Suburban paradise, compared to my weird rural neighborhood. I had neighbors to play with, and sidewalks to ride bikes on! playgrounds! Community pools! and I had this best friend neighbor girl. And when it was time to leave, we cried and cried and cried and hugged so much the adults cried. And I've never seen her or heard from her since. (but I did get invited to her wedding.)
But after we got back, I was at school, and one day in class we sang "leaving on a jet plane", and I started crying SO HARD they had to call my mom and send me home from school.
Wow, ok that's depressing and not cheery at all. SORRY! my point was just that I know what it's like to hate goodbyes.
God i suck!